I won't go in to much detail here but, for a while now, I've been having some problems with three of my friends, and I've almost sorted things out between us, but for the past few weeks my feels keep changing about them. My main feelings for them which are the normal ones are that I want to protect them, and I'm like this with most of my friends, but these three the most. Second is that I want to blank them out of my life altogether. I have gone half a day not caring that I'm not talking to them much. And the third is that I really hate them and I want to hurt them. I've told one of them (who is my ex) that I keep going from still loving her, to hating her then back again, and since she said she's busy we said we'll talk about it when she has time. So this is making me think, am I becoming a schizo? since the second and third I don't feel like myself, I feel like I'm someone else but I'm still in control some how.
Going through different emotions is quite natural :) are you going through any stress at home or in your personal life aside from your friends? Sometimes when you have so much on your mind, all of your feelings tend to collide. Thus the many emotional changes. If you are going through even a little stress, your feelings can reflect on how you feel about others. However, I don't think you are schizo ^^ Maybe take some time alone and relax a day. Then call them up and do something fun. Go see a movie or out to eat as a group :) clear your mind a bit. Hope this helps ^^
at a certain age... people have alot of mood altering chemicals running through them. like a emotional rollercoaster, up and down. i so dont miss my early teen years. look up the hippocampus. its at the base of your brain. all it does is make and pump chemicals into you. and its at the base of YOUR BRAIN. grow up faster so it will calm down.
I'm going through a similar thing right now to be honest. Not really hating, but i do have moments that i strongly dislike someone i also care about for a lot. You're not messed up, there's plenty of people that experience it. If you're that worried you could look up a psychologist or something, but i really wouldn't bother. It's probably stress related.
Well, if you are messed up, then that means a lot of people are messed up. And in a way, I guess it's inevitable we're messed up. In short, it's normal for you to be experiencing this. Relatively. A lot of people do but that doesn't mean they have anything wrong with them. However, you should try to clear your head up a bit, or try to make sense of everything, or at the very least, control it. I'm experiencing just what you are, even the whole, "I don't feel like myself" part. It's got me worried too, until now, but neither of us can jump to conclusions, so my advice is that you just clear things up a bit; make sense of your feelings and stuff, and when something really off happens, that's when you should start getting worried. If you have anything wrong with you at all, it would probably be a personality disorder, which actually isn't much. When you say schizo, I suppose you mean with multiple personalities? Just look that up and if you really feel you have a lot of the symptoms, have yourself checked. For all you know. But the second paragraph's just a what-if. A huge what-if. Hope you can sort this out, I don't think we can help much besides giving advice~
