Ah %*^$.

Due to the fact that I'm half choking and crying, I'll just keep this kinda simple so I can type without seeing the screen.

My parents think I'm failing at school (I guess an 83 in world cultures isn't good enough, huh?). So now I have to pretty much give up everything that takes my stress away; i.e., computer (Photoshop, KHV, etc.), art supplies, my free will...
And they've come out and said that they don't trust me.
At all. It's obviously my fault that AOL ****s up and my homework doesn't get to the teacher.

I've also had stage crew to like...6:30, and by the time I get home, eat, and finish homework, it's about 9:30. And I just wanted to relax for half an hour. Now that's a bad thing, and my parents make it seem so bad it's like the freakin' Antichrist.

Not sure when/if I'll be back. Could be until June, when school ends. Or it could be sooner if my parents listen to the suggestions I say that they so desperately want to hear. But don't listen to.
And I quote, "Who the **** has the time to quiz you and make sure that you know what you're supposed to?!"
I had fun being curled up on the floor wanting to die. It was a new experience.
I'm about to throw up; that's how sh***y I feel right now, but I guess that comes from crying for almost three hours straight. =\
Suicidal thoughts are coming back. Starting to look like an option, but meh...it'd probably just piss my parents off more.
Oh yeah, my dad might not even pay for the rest of high school. See, my dog is also sort of almost dying, and lots of other stupid **** is happening.


So...maybe this is a final goodbye, maybe it's just temporary, I don't know.
I leave with this:
To my friends, I hope you're having a better time than me; Pure Beats~, I hope your life doesn't go similar to mine in this case.
CtR: Sorry...no more cookies from me...
Forsaken: I'll...talk to you whenever, I suppose. Bye God.
Crono: Despite the things you say, I will miss you, since what you say usually makes me laugh, Houshi-sama.
Tootsie: My God, I think you might be one of the people I'll miss the most. You've always been here for me (if you had Internet), and you always make me laugh, despite the fact we usually have no idea wtf we're talking about. (perhaps you can sneak a call in sometime?)
Jade: If you read this, then...damn, I will miss talking to you a lot, my time-paradox twin.

I'll miss all my other friends too, since I probably won't be on AIM/MSN either.
Email might work, since I actually do need that for school.

So...bye for now, and hopefully not for good.
~Wolfie

 

Hope everything works out and you come back soon. :[

<3!

 

...

*squish hugs*

Hunni I will miss you, good luck with school, I seriously hope your dog get better.

If never eating cookies again would mean things would go right for you I would give them up right now.

*mega millions of hugs*

Giving up is never the answer and I know that you are stronger than that.

Seriously I really really really hope that everything goes well for you.

Goodbye and good luck

<3​

 

Parents can be so overprotective sometimes. There just doing what's in their opinion good for you.
But who knows hopefully they will lighten up and give you some space soon.
Well I hope you feel better soon.
You just gotta keep positive thoughts in mind and eventually everything will get better.

 

...WHAT.THE. F UCK?

Gosh..I really don't know what to say,UNTIL JUNE? JUUUNE?! ;_; that seriously ****ing sucks.
It sucks that your parents are so ****ing strict with school and all..I'll be honest

I will miss you ALOT,Dp, I can say the same thing,you always made me laugh when I was depressed (especially when I was stressed with all the homework they're giving me right now)

I hope everything works out for you and come back soon,you're a smart girl,you'll manage and survive school while surrounded with those bunch of *******s (:


P.S: I'll make sure to stalk you trough the phone <3

 

.... *sniff*

I'll... miss you...

and I'm really sorry about all of this... I know exactly how you feel...

 

I cant believe you're gonna be gone. I hope you can work out things with your parents soon. We need you back here. Who else is gonna laugh at my lame jokes and call me Houshi-sama?

 

DDD:

I'm going to miss you so much. You were one of my closest friends on here and were one of the few that I could actually talk about problems that have happened. I'm going to be so depressed now.

I hope everything turns out all right, for you DP. You're smart and I know you won't try to do anything stupid. Just stay safe and come back when you can, okay? I'll miss you lots, bud.


Hope to talk to you soon.

 

Get a grip!

You make your parents sound so uptight. You should like, rebel instead of curling up on the floor. Show them who's boss. >:|!

My crystal ball tells me you'll be back soon. o:

 

Shame to see another member go, but I understand your dilemma. Hope everything goes well for you and we'll be here waiting to greet you with open arms upon you eventually return even if it is in the summer...or at least as long as Mish's crystal ball is right.

 

Aw. I feel bad.

Well, bye DPWolf. Hope your parents ease up. :C

 

aight man i's might see u again ;D we'll miss ya

 

Aw, damn. This sounds like ****. You should really try to convince your parents to let you do SOMETHING to relieve stress. You can't go like a machine 24/7 =/

I feel really sorry for you, but keep going and don't give up and I hope we'll see you soon! <33

 

Aw thats sad D:

Your parents don't understand how you stand on here. They really need to loosen up on you. They need to know that you don't have to be perfect at everything! Tell them that please!​