a lost dream

well then you have something to work for and achive.
do you have any plans on why you get the nobel price?

 

Aww
thanks for caring
i'm sorry about your grandfather
i'm okay now about my uncle
i write poems and songs for him
this might be creepy,
but i also have a little journal that i write in
things that i would tell my uncle if he were still here
what sucks the most is that i have a better relationship with him now that he's dead
i feel evil for saying that but it's true
to cut things short
he was my fathers brother
my father was and is a freak
whom i haven't seen for years
and my uncle was more of a dad than my dad was

 

that is very sad...
i have three half sisters and one half brother...
their mother died because of cancer and one of my sisters didn't get along good with her mother when she was alive but not that she's dead, she want's to apoligise and tell her a lot of other stuff.
also my youngest big sister was three years old when she lost her mother
RIP...

well i know that your dream is likely to happen and your such a kind person so there's no doubt that evreyone would love you.

 

am i crazy

i'm the girl who is writing a journal to my dead Uncle
does that seem weird to anyone
if it does don't be evil and call me crazy
just say that it is slightly odd or something like that
i write it then i read it out loud
just in case he is there

i haven't written in the journal for months now
now i mostly write poems about him
and death
and murder
and emptiness, etc.
i find that the poetry helps me

so, am i crazy?

 

I JUST had a dream last night where if you hopped into the air from even ground with a hang glider you could fly as high or fast as you want. It was quite bizzare.

And I've also had a few dreams that my ex-best friend and I made up. She hates me for no reason now, and I dreamed that we became best friends again. It's torture =/

 

Well I haven't learned nearly enough chemistry to know where to start on a breakthrough, but I was thinking maybe developing a faster PCR-like process (basically artificial DNA replication) or the usage of viruses to cure cancer (there's a certain gene scientists are experimenting with that could very well be the answer to curing cancer, and a virus could spread it quite efficiently).

Of course not. That's entirely normal. It's your way of keeping your uncle's memory alive, and I would want to do the same in your position.

 

>> I had a dream that I was on the other side of a brick wall, and on the other side were the dead speaking through the wall to me. I had to stop people from crossing over the wall because they would die if they did. Far off.

 

oh... um xjayn the question in this thread is actually asking if you ever had dreamt about something but never been able to get it or something similar. sorry...

 

Well, I couldnt get to the dead people XD.
But in those terms, I've had dreams about simpilar stuff like...Getting the honor roll at school when I'm not going to probably...Ever...>>;

 

Aww, don't feel bad. Everyone has the capability to earn an honor roll. All you need to do is pay attention and remember what the teacher teaches you. To tell you the truth, when I first got an honor roll, I didn't know what it was lol. But, as I figure out school more, I find the honor roll meaningless, other than, well, honor, such as making your family proud. So if you don't get one, it's okay.

I had a dream when I was little, and as I grew older, I figured it was never going to happen. Now, as I'm older, I'm on my way to completing that dream! Life sure does make funny turns, but for my dream, it's for the best.

 

what was your dream?
musta been something great if you managed to make it happen

 

Heh heh... I'm on the way to completing the dream; it's not there yet. I wanted to make videogames when I was little, that's the dream. I never knew it really was an actual job. Now, as I'm older, I see people play specific roles in the process, but as for roles and all that, it would be best left for another topic. I'm trying to decide between animator and programmer now... And my family is very understanding and all for it. Thanks dad! (Father's day. He's out right now..)

 

well


yes, ive had bizarre dreams, most of them impossible to accomplish

but, i dont mind at all, i mean, its not like i cant actually fufill my dreams

 

well then great!!! i'm happy for you

that's the spirit. dreams are almost....always uh......yeah...hm....i suck...

 

Well,I believe I had a dream about where I became bad and had a twin that looked exactly like me, strange. Only my twin spoke spanish while I spoke English.

I don't know if this is one but I had a dream where these two men and asked me for money, pointing their guns at me, I said I'll get it but before that I got shot and then my cousins saw and started dancing.

 

I once dreamed that I was Neo from the matrix. It was cool that I could fly and all but it was not as great as I thought it was gonna be. Like some times I fell from the sky when I was flying and the last time I fell from the sky I hit the ground I woke up with a shout.

 

an awkward feeling when you think you'r about to die only knowing that it was a dream