Tifa L.

Hey tifa ^^^^^^^^

I belive that means that my dad is a huge ditz lol he can berly go 5 seconds without saying the word sh*t XD

Happy,energetic!

i hae to go be right back in like 3 or 4 seconds I have to switch computers

ugh I hate it when that happens whenever I'm at grandmas she takes me to some old peoples party its disgusting because I'm the only kid there and they treat me like a baby not fun at all DX

That's good to hear about the smoking and drinking. But why did you go to the party if you didn't like it?

Ewwww that's an awful smell my grandma smells like that every time she's at a party it's gross. So did you have fun at it? I hope you weren't smoking and drinking

Hey Tifa whats up^^

No I mean I don't want you to get hurt is all. I really wanna see that ****DEAD! Like I really don't care wat happens to him. And I usual have a peaceful soultion. And I do but Like really **** IT. I don't have time for this kid playing games and ****. Lets see his monkey ass get out of this one.

I gotcha don't worry I understand you. Please though due be careful.

OOO my God this ******* is so lucky someone eles is gonna do it. I swear to god if I were there trying to identify the body won't be possible at all.Tch OOO shitno one ever makes me this mad and lives. OOO goddamn man I want to kill him so badly.

Wow un-****ing believeable. First some bs that my parents try putting me through some of that bs for my sis graduation. And make my life worse by almost making me kill them but I dodged all the things that they said to me. And now I have some wat... Some ****ING TOUGH GUY THINKING THAT IT'S OK TO MESS WITH MY GF, HER FRINDS!!! Naw chill with that man... OOO My god I really want to make him pray to god so... So badly its like the only thing keeping me from going crazy is the fact that I may lose contact with you if I do. By god this dumb ass really must have been praying to god cause if I was there going 6 feet under wouldn't even have to be asked.

*Pauses*No its fine now I can try and help you like you did for me, and I'll try to. But ITS REALLY PISSING ME THE **** OFF. I SWEAR TO YOU THAT ******* WILL PAY!!

WOW this really is not good. Like my day went from ****** to like the real ****ed up bad. DAMNIT IF I KNEW THAT ******BAG I WOULD MAKE HIM PRAY TO GOD SO FAST!!!! OOOOOOOOO MY MY GOD I HAVE NEVER BEEN HEATED IN MY LIFE!!!! DA **** IS WRONG WITH SOME PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD!!!!

Hmmm yea I know he told me as well. Wow this is not good at all. OOO **** things just got real now. OOO man I'm so sorry for that happening.*Hugs and holds you tightly.* I really wish there was more that I could do.

No its ok but wat happen that you had to try to pull yourself together? And I'm very sorry about this though. I really don't want you to worry though. I'm gonna fight through this ok.

Yea sorry for not telling you I don't wanna worry you at all but there's more....


Umm also speaking of that anytime I got hurt I did it myself. No help from my parents at all. I have so many scars to prove it. And the thing is that umm if I were to get hurt now that's money coming out of my pocket. Its like all they care for is my step bro and my sis. They get mad anytime its my b-day, and to top that(I'm very sorr about wat happened to Myu's love and you please forgive me for that.) I may even die cause of all the stress that's been happening in my life. I mean I went back to the doctors a 3rd time(Ask Tifa about wat happened with me going to the doctors then you'll know.) And then they tell me we are sorry but your body can't take stress like this. No one can even survive with the stress I have. I was like.... And then they tell me that me living can't even be possible cause... Then they showed me like charts and graphs and wat not and my stress level can't even be caculated like that's how bad it is.

Well this is something that I told Sam and want you to know...

I ummm.. Wow I have to say that I really like I have never told anyone this. Not even Tifa and I will after this. I'm a type of person that will show no emotion for anything. Like at a furneal... I was called a freak cause no tears came out, at parties. I'm a kill joy and people hate to be around me cause of it. I show fake emotions(Except my love for Tifa. All that is nothing but honest pure love that I have for her.) To make it better but once its done I cough up blood and I really don't know why. And my body aches wen I do, Execpt for wen I'm with Tifa its like she's that angel that has came to me and heals me up all the time. I really want to tell her but I don't wanna worry her.

Yea just from that I fell like Idk umm maybe just trying to get wat ever image I have in my mind out now. OOO and uhh I have to tell you something...

Wow wat an ass man.