Styx
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Styx

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    1. Emzy ♥
      Emzy ♥
      I laughed at the big-boobs comment. It's irony that I fear only I will understand.

      I wouldn't call my reasons for liking this valid 'reasons' at all. Just the fact that they're sad, I'm not, and they are an easy target for manipulation when in that situation. I don't think of others much, and my sympathy gland seemed to have died a while back. I find it hard to fall in love, and love the break-up stage of a relationship.
      Nightmares are good dreams and good dreams are a bad nights sleep.
      Hah, I make myself seem rather...Odd. Which I suppose I am.
      Is there a certain thing that you find interesting about SPD? I have never met someone as interested as yourself.
    2. Emzy ♥
      Emzy ♥
      Mmm, she sounds like a fun person to be with (no sarcasm or dry humour intended).
      By the sounds of it, it is something to look into. But in all honesty, there is nothing to be done after the diagnosis. You get diagnosed, you get on with life.
      Probably, if you ask her questions as to how her mind works, you may get a better understanding of what is going on.
      I could give you examples, but I probably wouldn't be accurate at what she will find satisfactory.
      I mean, just because you share the same condition doesn't mean you are the same. Yes, symptoms are the same, but personalities and each person is individual to the next, if you understand what I mean.
      ...As a quick example,
      I enjoy making people afraid, making people cry and paticularly cough from lack of breath, and in pain.
      That may not mean she does too, is all I'm saying.
      It is somehting to look into, though.
    3. Emzy ♥
      Emzy ♥
      Hmmm, I would not say so.
      Inflicting pain upon others - which I rarely do, and if I do, is masked by the "it was only a joke" lie - is not the main contributing factor to the "disorder".
      Other things such as an obsession with your own dominance in relationships, and the feel of bursting self-worth and superiority is such a large role, along with other little things.
      Just because one inflicts pain upon another and likes that feeling, it does not mean they have SPD. People seems to instantly connect pain with it, and although it is a large fraction of it, it isn't all of what the disorder enrols.
    4. Emzy ♥
      Emzy ♥
      Mmm. It's a long story, but in the end I was told so.
      I don't wish to flaunt it, or make others aware of it, because I know the automatic assumptions that are made through sharing such a thing. I probably only admitted it to you because I know your views, and that reassures me you will not judge me in any way.

      I didn't see your question as too bold. If you are curious, you should ask a question to cure that curiosity.
      <3
    5. Emzy ♥
      Emzy ♥
      It's not often I come across people who totally understand the mentality and satisfaction that people with SPD get from others suffering. I mean, people just think "they watch people die and they laugh blahblahblah"
      Well it's not all the black and white, to be honest.

      Keep on fighting your side of the argument >| You'll have my damn vote.
      <3
    6. Emzy ♥
      Emzy ♥
      I must say, the opinion you shared on the topic of sadism and sadistic ways in the spamzone was actually very nice to read.
      I feel that people who have sadistic traits are really frowned upon, and treat different once found to have said traits by others.
      It was just good to know someone who looks into the – sometimes described as a disorder – more deeply than just seeing it as someone being “sick†or “twistedâ€.

      Awesome stuff.
      <3
    7. Noise
      Noise
      nah, im totaly fine with you deleteing it :3
    8. Chevalier
      Chevalier
      Hey. I'm finally done with the guide. Did it today, since I was really busy in the weekend, but...How do I send it to you?
    9. Catch the Rain
      Catch the Rain


      :b this reminds me of being younger~
    10. PirateNinjaHanyou
      PirateNinjaHanyou
      Ok, sorry! I didn't realize they were old .__. ( I fail. )
    11. The Twin
      The Twin
    12. Mimiru
      Mimiru
      Could you delete my recent post in the duel arena. My computer double-posted the same post
    13. Scott Pilgrim
    14. Scott Pilgrim
      Scott Pilgrim
      Nah. Just lurked. I think her account it still active. I'll go find it.
    15. Scott Pilgrim
      Scott Pilgrim
      omg

      I read room mate as "mom"...

      Anyway yes that was me. We all told her to gtfo the site ::L:
    16. Scott Pilgrim
      Scott Pilgrim
      I wish I had a mother like that. >|

      My mom actually made an account on here and spied on me all day.
    17. Scott Pilgrim
      Scott Pilgrim
      I basically sat on here the whole time and went to a college for credits. Got an iPod and a laptop, so it was pretty sweet. You?
    18. Scott Pilgrim
      Scott Pilgrim
      Yea. Songs for the Deaf was prob my fav. I just got into them a few months ago after I heard em on the Jax X opening. Hated Jax X, but overall, finding out about them made it worth it.

      Kind of music do you like?
    19. Scott Pilgrim
      Scott Pilgrim
      Not too bad. Weekend's finally here, so that's always good. Chillin to some QotSA right now, so I'm pretty set for the night lol.

      How about yourself?
    20. Scott Pilgrim
      Scott Pilgrim
      We never have talked have we?
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