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I thought you said /m/ pisses you off.

O: I thought it might interest you.

I have a lot of love for /m/

THE HELL!?
I DON'T REMEMBER ALLELJUAH RIPPING OTHER MOBILE SUITS!ddddd

Linky linky link <3

I am assuming then that you don't like rollercoasters? I love that feeling when you are speeding somewhere so fast that it feels like flying, I am addicted to that feeling. Same with the falling, I'll use rollercoasters as an example, there is that tiny second where it could all go horribly wrong, you are right on the edge looking down and then whoosh you're flying and you're falling and you are scared as **** but you don't give a damn because it feels so good.

Spiders scare me when, like you said, they appear unexpectedly. They don't bother me if I know they are there, but when they suddenly start running around or I just see them go by out the corner of my eye, that is when it scares me.

Hurricanes don't scare me, yes they are completely destructive, but they are also kind of beautiful. Maybe I am sick minded to think of them in that way, but I am not afraid of them, why be afraid of something you have no control over? It won't go away if you fear it.

Dude, you were a kid, most kids when confronted by fire would run. That doesn't make you a pussy, it means you were what you were which was a kid. Fire doesn't scare me because I used to be a major pyro, >> I used to set fire to everything and get lost in the flames. Obviously I don't do that anymore, but I don't fear fire, I respect it.

I am an excellent swimmer, have been ever since I was tiny, so if I ever see you falling into a really unfortunately placed area of deep water, I'll rescue you. Same with fire, water isn't something to fear. Maybe you should get swimming lessons or just go more often?

Fearing nature is weird in my opinion, it is part of who we are and what we are. Just like death.

Whops. Guess I only fear 9.

HEIGHTS ARE SCARY! YOU CAN FALL! AND GO SPLAT! AND GOING SPLAT AINT WHAT SCARES ME THE MOST! BUT THAT FEELING YOU GET IN YOUR CHEST WHEN YOUR FALLING FROM SOMEWHERE VERY HIGH OR GOING REALLY FAST! I CAN'T BEAR THAT! I SWEAR I WILL GET A HEART ATTACK!

SPIDERS ARE MORE RAGEWORTHY THEN SCARY! I MEAN, IM PLAYING TEAM FORTRESS 2 AND I LOOK AT MY WALL AND THERE IS NO SPIDER! THEN I GO UPSTAIRS TO GET A DRINK, COME BACK DOWN, LOOK AT THE WALL, AND THERE'S A FREAKING SPIDER RIGHT THERE! AND IT SCARES THE ASS OUT OF ME BECAUSE IT WAS SO FREAKING UNEXPECTED!

HURRICANES ARE NOT AWESOME LIKE TORNADOS! THEY DESTROY EVERYTHING IN YOUR WAY! AND IT'S NOT LIKE YOU CAN SHOOT LAZERS AT IT TO STOP IT! NO! IT'S A FREAKING HURRICANE! IT'LL STOP WHEN IT FEELS LIKE IT!

FIRE! FREAKING FIRE! IN MY OLD HOUSE WHEN I WAS A CHILD! ARE STOVED SUCKED! AND WHENEVER GREASE TOUCHED THE INSIDE OF IT! BOOM FIRE IN THE OVEN, SO MY MOM WOULD PUT A BURGER IN THE OVEN AND FORGET TO PUT IT ON FOIL PAPER, AND THEN BAM! FLAMES OF DISASTER INSIDE THE OVEN! AND I WOULD ALWAYS BE A PUSSY AND RUN AS FAR AS POSSIBLE!

And im not a very good swimmer.

There are only nine there. Three of yours are associated with heights, why do you fear heights? Large crowds of people, that one doesn't surprise me. Spiders surprised me, and so did hurricanes. May I ask why you fear fire?

I am more scared of shallow water than deep water, if you fall into deep water you have more chance of survival.

Closed Spaces
Spiders
Deep water
Jumping from High places
Falling
Large crowds of people
Hurricanes
Heights
Fire (me and fire have a baaaaaaad history together)

Out of curiosity, though I doubt you will tell me, what were your ten?

Dear Diary,

This morning I was meant to get up at like 8 so I could finish off an essay, yet for some ****ed up reason my life decided that today would be the day it caught up on the sleep I have been missing lately and instead I woke up half an hour ago. My younger sister's taste in music clearly hasn't improved; she is blasting some really **** songs this morning.

It is a lot warmer today, it is pretty nice, but we are expecting **** loads of rain. I don't mind so much, I like the rain, especially listening to it.

Eurgh clearly I didn't get all of my mascara off last night, I have panda eyes, that will teach for washing in a rush. I better go carry on with my essay.

Love,

CtR

For once I recognise where your sig comes from o:

"It is so cold today"

Stop complaining britfag

Dear Diary,

Yesterday my meeting went ****ing awful just like I knew it would, but I don't mind too much, once I graduate I can forget about them. Plus it makes me feel better knowing I could get my evil tutor sacked if I really wanted to.

It is so cold today, I have goosebumps brrr, I don't want to go to work, but meh, I don't mind too much, I am working towards my management training which I have to do in the summer.

I really should think about getting ready for work now.

Love,

CtR

Dear Diary,

Today I have a meeting with one of my heads of department, she hates me and I hate her. I am a little nervous since she always tries to get me in trouble for one thing or another (I think it is because she is really close with my dissertation tutor who definitely doesn't like me). I have an essay to write this week but it is a really awesome one, and my work experience starts this week. The Museum want ME to do a project for them, they want me to photograph, damage asses and database their entire collection. It will be amazing.

In other news, I have started putting into the place the changes I wanted to make. Maybe things will work out alright afterall.

Love,

CtR

Brutal.ddddddd

Dear Diary,

Sometimes, I really want to just burn this place down to the ****ing ground.

Love,

CtR

Scratch that, watch this space.

BAH!
I feed on the tears of butthurt people.
I'd go ahead and do it.
But that's me.

It is infuriatingly irritating when you are in charge of something but you can't make it better because some people would get extremely butthurt even if removing certain elements of the something would greatly improve it.

And why would you be so mad?