Jayn

if only I wasn't so scared of death.

try what I do. Try to feel nothing.

ain't it grant.

and I don't. I knew I'd just get thrown away in the end like the toy I am. Magick said it wouldn't happen. Guess it was smart of me to never really buy it.

Erm, I just try ignoring him/people. I don't always confront them, since I'm painfully shy. >< Depends on the situation.

I dunno, I like saying that word. BEGRUDGINGLY.

yeah, we're all idiots aren't we xD

what was the pm?

don't know his name.

It's strange. Everything feels like she was never there and now I'm just empty.

I'm back to where I started, just existing.

People are pretty heartless and rude at my school. >> I let this guy borrow a dollar from me, asked for it back two weeks later when I saw him carrying money around, and he just laughed and walked away from me. I was tricked from a prick. :v

If you're going to do something begrudgingly, then you minds well not do it at all. D:

something about she got cheated on my a code lyoko nut that is way older than her and she wanted a way to get him back.

wouldn't know. We broke up a few days ago and haven't talked since. She said she wanted to stay friends, but as I expected it doesn't look like it will happen.

didn't ask.

I'll give you that much, I still miss her though.

something about a boy

why's that?

it is so you harrass her yourself.

how's magick doing?

*amazed at how it feels like everyone is gone*

don't know if I'm allowed to tell.

*you were earlier*

don't know. said she didn't tell you. However, she messaged me out of nowhere about something.

No. I'm not excited for it. All I'm "dreading" is the idea of the real world. It's a scary thought so yeah.

That'd be funny. >> It'd most likely make me laugh.

I don't like this chapter. << *has four pages* Eh.

then why were you even on?

btw, something is up with miranda.

should we talk on msn instead?

It is. He just rambled on about his life for more than an hour. People started throwing paper footballs behind his back. :P The only good thing is that we get to watch parts of movies and then do a writing prompt about it. I don't know how often he'll be letting us do that.

; ; You don't get to use my new X-box 360 then.

I turn eighteen in six months so I'm not that far from it. All I know is that on Christmas Eve, my family and I were talking about how old we're all going to turn and stuff. I yell out, "I'M TURNING EIGHTEEN. YEAH!" And then my aunt goes, "You'll have more responsibilities and such." I was like, "...****!" XDD

Seriously? XDD

*is on chapter twelve of story* >->

so basically vanilla water?

Figured. XD People don't feel a difference when its their birthday and stuff. I know I don't. XDD

O.o Wooow. XD

Note* And...yes. Quite a lot actually.