Hitokiri Shinigami Shinta

I want to be with you to and meet you and I want to marry you.

I said I can enjoy myslfe at the movies. I'm sorry about the fact that had to happen to you.

Ah I see sorry to hear that I'm able to enjoy myslfe at the movies although my mom as had it were some kid kept kicking her seat in the thather.

Are you looking forwared to Kong Fu Panda 2 and Pirits of the Cribean I am but I'll have to see them on DVD because I can go to the movies at the moment.

I just want to have fun with you during our marraige like going to the movies that would be fun.

*Blushes bright red* Yeah sure I would like that and yeah sure I can do that for you. I love you Jaden and I want to have a happy marrage with you.

I love you too and I hope I can pleser you too as your wife when we make love.

That would feel so good to me Jaden. *Blushs bright red* I think that would feel very good to me.

That would feel really good to me Jaden. *Blushes bright red*

There's one problame with birth control pills I think you have to take those for the rest of your life a woman does and I hate taking pills I've been on pills this whole time I hate taking pills well one of us can go down to Loma Linda Hospitle when were married and get fixed I just don't know if I want to go though surgery again oh well Loma Linda you get nothing but the best servues I guess I can do it if you want.

Sorry Jaden I'm just fusterated about this its not your fault its mine. *Blushes bright red* I've been wondering when we take it slow how exactly do you want it you can tell me this in PM if you want?

I just want to take it slow and maybe get fixed so I don't get pregnet but eaither of us can get fixed but I really don't want to have surgery again and I don't trust the use of condoms you know? I want to take it slow so it will feel so good to me and you.

That sounds fine with me like I said I want to take it slow our first time but yes I would like to bath and take a shower with you, make love to you, do my best to help you though your problams, go to the movies and stuff like that. What else do you want to do?

Yeah I would to my husband but I want to love you and have fun doing it when your ready. What else do you want to do when were married?

Not much just talking to you had dinner and watched The Bone Collecter on amc today. *Blushes bright red* Yes I think taking a bath with you when were married would be a lot of fun what else do you want to do?

Awww I love you Jaden I love you a lot so what have you been doing latly?

*Hugs and kisses you back* thanks Jaden I hope I can provied the same thing when you need and want it.

I'm looking fowared to seeing you one day as my loving husband I love you so much thanks for everything I want to be able to hang out with you every day that will be a lot of fun.

I'm going to try like I said I can't garente anything right now with what's going on with my family my cusion the one I was telling you about yesterday her mom and brother just lost there house and her mom got in a car accadent a few days ago my aunts ok but she has to use my car and there living in an apartmean and yeah I don't know what else could go wrong in my family right now so yeah your not only one having a bad time.

*Hugs you back* I'm going to try but with my life right now I can't garante anything but I'm going to finish collage and try to eather get a job first or get my drivers lisince I'm going to try but I don't get my castest off until the 9th of this month.

I think we can work something out don't worry Jaden I plan on getting a job don't worry about that I'm trying to handle one thing at a time the first one is finish my collage education.