Catch the Rain

oh god long vm, lol
I will defs listen, haha.

Glad you liked them! The original Camp Out is very good but Kaki King just brings something so unique to it. <3

I was actually a huge tomboy, haha. I guess I still sort of am. I would wear boy's clothes and stuff, play a lot of sports, etc etc. I grew out of it after an episode involving my pants ripping in the fifth grade, but yeah. xD And awww that is so cute, my sister had one of those, I remember she would hide the little passcard that let you into it so I would break it open just to annoy her. :3

I think I work well either way really, it's nice to be able to take my time though. I think the problem is that I just have far too much that I enjoy doing instead of schoolwork.

How nice of him! haha. I stayed very far away from the mosh pit when I went, but my sister once went to see Hellogoodbye (and a few other bands) with my dad there, she said they got caught in the pit and my dad had to like drag her out, haha.

Gonna sound like a total hipster here but yeah, I mostly listen to bands with smaller followings. xD Part of the problem though is that no bands really come out to Long Island, it's like two hours outside of NYC so they all just play there. Which isn't too big of a problem, my mom would let me go and whatever, but train tickets are expensive and I don't like the idea of wandering about the city at night. :c

I will listen to that too then, haha. I should re-add Into the Ocean to my iPod. :B

Aw thank you. <3 I love your accent, I've always admired English accents (as most Americans do). I still think I sound very whiny but I don't really know, haha.

Not me of course.

Yeah, everything is pretty calm nowadays...

Well alright. I'm just afriad that if my parents find it and read it something will happen XD And I guess you're right @_@ I wont worry about it I dont want to be caught in a cycle @_@

Then thats good! If you always are you are bound to be great! cx

<3 I am thank you<3

Love you're avatar by the way x3

I am. I might snap in the insane sense. Decide that life is too absurd to put up with annoying people any more. It will happen if I ever lose faith in the human race.

I respect the woman for that. I would seek to make a world in which she did not have to make such a choice, and not seek to make her able to steal. Give her some bread myself, I mean. Anything to stay alive, though. I hold a lot of the time that only the truly strong have the privilege of morality, which seems to be what you are saying.

Mmm... I just have trouble believing that they can like me for all of my traits, or be interested enough in them to care. I can safely say that I am no one's best friend. And this saddens me.

They are the only things that keep me from becoming a true sociopath, so I would assume so. Recall the notion that life is absurd. Morality suppresses that.

No, because then it would be a shared dream. One person might think up the world, but two or more inhabit it. In such a case, you could argue that the one who thought it up is God. But it is more likely that you are this god, because you could be dreaming of this other person who might be the real god, and if you meet a god in your dream, he is still just a part of your dream. No way to prove otherwise.

On the contrary, how do you think that an amnesia patient feels when they recall something? It is a freeing experience to learn anything, "new" or not.

Mmm... I am a manipulative type. Observing is not enough. I have to see how they react to understand them fully. I, too, wait for the day when someone will understand me and see me through. And sympathize in truth.

Mmm. I do not like to dumb myself down for anything. It makes me less sharp. It is easy to dull a knife, but sharpening it is always a hefty task once it is so. Not that I am sharp now. I am still having trouble with my language... I do not like having to be so formal in my writing. It is keeping me down.

Ohh. I have not finished it, so no, sorry.

I think fantasizing about torturing is much worse.

Hey, if you can't beat 'em, trap 'em. xD

...I just realized my rep thing says "Flying Top Gun" too @_@
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How are you?

Of course darling, this stranger will buy you anything you want

Damn you, vile woman! >:0

/sends him back

I know but for some reason yesterday was a real bad emotinal day ; ; Ya it really does help get the feelings out. Though I noitced when I write poems and stuff they always seem so dark and depressing ._.

I bet you are D: But if you dont think so then it doesnt hurt to practice more cx

Thank you for the rep :'D <3

I do not. I have done some terrible things in my more impulsive moods. Anyone can snap, and I come close on occasion... I wonder if any kind of emotional turmoil will do that to me. It has not happened yet, so I cannot say, but it is interesting to think about anyway...

Morals and principles are very different things in my book. Morals are the feelings. Principles take that feeling and lay out specific rules and policies about what to do with it. I may say that stealing is wrong, for example. So, on principle, I will find it wrong no matter who does it, or what kind of papers they have for it, or what they need it for, and so on. Morally, I may think it okay to steal bread if you are starving. Principally, I believe that it is not. So, on a moral level, someone should be willing to give you bread if you are starving. Principally, they should not be made to give you bread against their will. It works itself out in this way.

Not necessarily. I have little reason to believe that any of my friends think that we will be friends always, or value me that much. And you are the cynical one, eh?

Mmm. I see both sides of that coin, but what I meant by badly is that I literally choose the wrong moral option. As long as I have a clean conscience, I am fine.

I understand what you are saying, but it makes no sense. You literally cannot be a part of someone else's dream. The fact that you are thinking right now proves that. You have to be real to think about being real or not. In thinking about whether or not you are real, you prove that you are real. I, on the other hand; if I am a part of your dream; cannot be thinking. You just read what I am saying. I do not have a mind that thought these words up. It all came from your head. I cannot even question whether or not these thoughts are my own, because I do not have thoughts to begin with. If I seem to question it, it is only because you imagine that I do. You cannot control me because I am not there to be controlled. I am your imaginary friend. We all are. If you are in someone else's dream, then you do not exist to question whether you are real or not. Because you are questioning it, you are real. The question is one of whether or not other people exist who question it, or if you just imagine that they do. Have fun pondering that for a while.

On inspiration, where do our current dreams come from? Art? Imagination in general? The subconscious mind is a complex thing. There is a theory of everything that states that when you learn something, what you are really doing is discovering something that you already know. So, when you discover a fact or hear about something, it just unlocks the part of your mind that had that fact in it but was hidden before. This works well with the dream scenario, but that can be worked out more later if you do not get it just yet.

That is strange. I usually feel the need to entertain people. I must have a hand in things that are right in front of me... And that conflicts with my detachment from people. Opposites again.

Is now that point?

That is surprising. I only spent a few minutes on mine.

Good to hear from you. It's been awhile. =)

Whats going on?

What's up CTR?

D:

*puts you in a dry sauna*

xD

It's like 40ish (F) here today, guess warmer then it has been.

Then I'll be the first, lol. It's definitely worth watching.

your welcome, so what have you been up to since you've been away

Winter's leaving? *checks outside* The hell are you talking about?

I'm fine, tutor course is starting soon so I'm pretty excited. And of course I heard about Bahrain being cancelled. I think they made the right choice.