Aura

I havent watched dubbed anime in so long though. I dunno why. XD Guess I just want to keep progressing in my Japanese.

Yeah. I know what you mean. That's exactly why Ive stuck around. Always getting sucked back in with him acting like he cares. But then he does something happens and...yeah. I was always jealous knowing you and him cam actually be friends. Him and I can't be. Mainly because he tries too hard to either be a ****** so we don't start to like each other again, and I'd we're together he tries too hard to be "better". Its always annoyed me. XD but yeah. I'm done. The bad outweighed the good, finally. The scale tipped for the first time, and I have nothing to justify how he treats me with anymore. So yup. And I only answered one, in which he was attempting to blame me for stuffs. But I think I shut him up. >>

xD Awww. I'm sorry. Blanket and nap time? >> Im good. Making salmon.

Lol. Wow. Yeah, there's this one voice actor I like a lot. Vic M...something. He played Edward Elric in fma and Dark Mousy in DN Angel. He's awesome.

Well, it sucks, especially when it's his girrrrlfriiiiennnd. XD Not like Im going to bad-mouth her. And I honestly don't care what he does now. He ended up messaging me twice after that, but if he tries again, Im ignoring it. Not gonna stick around someone like him anymore. When I really think about it, I really don't like his personality at all. << He annoys me more than he amuses me and he acts selfish and inconsiderate. And the way he converses with people normally depends on how he's feeling. Just, ew. He's not a bad person, and he has good personality traits, but judging on how he used to be three years ago when we met and fell in love, he's only changed for the worse. That's probably why Ive kept trying to be there for him. I kept remembering who he used to be, but it's not there anymore. He feels so empty now and understandably so. I don't think he knows who he is anymore, the sudden urge to perpetually be perverted and rarely genuine anymore just comes from insecurity and nothing else being left. << Who I loved is lost to me now and it's high time I realize that and *RED scream* LET GOOOOO. Good thing he has people in his life who don't mind the pervyness or lack of consideration or how freely he's admitted to very rarely caring about anything anymore though. I'm among a few others who don't talk to him anymore vice versat who knew him before he changed, so it eats away. Oh well.

Yeah. But... She only really confides on guys. XD How are you?

Yeah, I only watched a few that came onto Adult Swim before I stopped. I was like, "A lot of people like this...This sucks! D<" And that makes me want to watch Pokemon for some reason. xD

Yeah, I normally brush it off, but I was being serious. And yeah. << I don't like that sore spot...or being compared to his girlfriend...In one sentence. XDD That's what got me. I was just kinda fed up, because that happens a lot and then he jokes around and acts like a pervert, and I'm tired of him always making perverted jokes like their funny to me when they don't make me laugh, they make me roll my eyes. D< So yeah. I told him not to message me unless there's an emergency (in a nicer way) and that's that. I'm glad. I don't think you're as sensitive as I am anyways. Everything makes me cry. xD And yush! She hates being "alone".

Yeah, I couldn't finish that anime. It was so boring. x___x Some people are in love with it though. Digimon?? From the beginning? ...XD

I hate that. I really do. Especially if it's something important and he doesn't answer anything reasonable. But yeah. Today I was being really playful with him and I sent him a silly picture and I said, playfully, "These are my sexy eyes." I was making :why?: eyes. xDD And he said, "Not as sexy as my girlfriend's." Which didn't bother me...But then he said, "She doesn't have Dot." >BBBB| That's a sore spot for me because when I was younger, something happened to my eye that made a blood vessel pop and ever since then, I've had this dot in my eye. And I showed him while we were together and he named it and he said he liked it and said it was cute and kinda took that insecurity away from me. So I told him, "That was kinda mean. I literally just burst out in tears." And he kept saying it wasn't mean, and pretty much not caring at all that it had hurt me, and he never said sorry. XD So yeah. And mhm! They were together when she was 14, but she was too young to know what she was doing and they broke up. So she likes him now, or something. @_@

Aww. I wish I had more to recommend for you. But the ones I like mainly consist of things you'd probably find scary. <<

Yeah. I know what you mean. << Ah well. I'm sure he'll figure a way to work things out for himself. Why were you upset with him? I got upset with him again today, and pretty much said unless it's an emergency, I don't think we should talk anymore. I'm not going to block him or anything. B| I'm too sensitive around him now and he acts like a ****** to me and I'm kind of tired of getting my feeling hurt or feeling unimportant, bringing it up to him and getting "/sex" or ">>" as a response. He won't be alone. And nope. She's actually already talking to someone else. XD They've been friends for years though. (Her and the guy she's talking to now).

I promise I won't. I'll wear a gag if you want. :3
To get to the park before everyone else.
They all too far. I'm in A King's Story which is really great. However, there's the England issue. >>

Gonna pat my head? :3
Me too. ^^ It was fun even though I didn't do much. Make sure you're quick.
Meh. I'm tired of messaging people. XD I wanna rp!

Fine then. >>
I know what you mean. :lolface: Going to GradNite?
It has it's own tab in my laptop so it sits there and make a sound when I have a message.

I don't follow the 'Don't Bite Your Friends' Rule. >>
That's the spirit.
Nah. It doesn't bother me so I'll leave it be.

Yes which is why I want to do it, Wicked Lady.
Aw well I hope so as well. Go you.
They no on.

Fair enough.
Nope. Financial aid is to blame.
Nope. ^^ Just two people.

I still kinda do. Can I bite you?
Better than it is for me. :lolface:
Yups.

Nah. Just had a mood,
I know.
She lives in England.

Think. I needed to punch and bite someone. >>
I have over 5. I think.
Neither do I. I only talk to someone I met here but he's not online too much. It's pretty funny cuz I got it for xXRhian+RoxasXx but I never talked to her there.

Yeah, it was like. "Aw, bittersweet ending?" ... And then "WTF. ; ;" Aw well. What anime will you watch now?

Yeah. I genuinely hope she's not. >< I remember one day he was really mad because he had text her earlier and she ignored her for nearly the whole day before answering. I just wonder what she's always doing when she's not with him. And he tried to just now, but I think he knows I was upset last night because he said something to me just before signing out. And nope. She was pressing the subject though.

I felt violent this morning around 3 or so.
Me too. But my schedule is gonna be so Ah!
I'm always on MSN too. But that cuz I don't log off so it keeps me signed in.

Hells yeah.
Do it. Do it!
I kept forgetting to log on so I wouldn't know.

Violence it the only way to go! XD
Hehe I wonder what it is. ^^
Yeash. I wants to talks to her.

Awww. That's really sweet. <3 Yeah. I love their relationship with one another, and how he decided to finally be a good dad. That was touching. I was hoping he wouldn't turn out like his father.

That's pretty much why I was getting irritated. I know how it hurt me. And it feels weird that he's still being such a flirt, and that he doesn't even seem happy, when I thought being with her would life his spirits. And he kept avoiding the question I asked about if she knew, so I said "I take that as a no." @-@ It's just...weird. And by what he's said about her, it kinda sounds like she's always busy doing something. <<; Rawr. I'm both protective and "please don't ruin this..." about it. Meh. And not yet. She doesn't know anything, but he admitted it. He won't tell her who because he doesn't want her to kill her. o_o

I want to kill her in the most painfully gruesome way.
I used my Financial Aid money. XD And that's good. Good luck!
Today like at 12:30 or so.