Alex856

I feel so crappy.... the meds side effects are really hitting me...im so dizy i fall whe i walk....i didnt sleep at all last night i didnt fall asleep until 7AM... when I woke up I go trying to leave my room but the meds made me dizy so i fell and re-hurt myself....i feel like hell and i just want the pain to stop... mom feels bad cause she has to leave me alone in my room all day... i hate being alone while feeling like this. I really need you here right now... I need to logg off and eat befor i apss out i havent had a decent mean sence i got hurt. mom got me somthing so ima go eat and try to sleep. i hope you're on later. love you<3

im home thus i am on :'D

my mom is hella late picking me up. i feel sick im in massivre pain and im dizy. im not sure if i will be on when you are but i'll try. if im not im sorry ; ;

if you really look at it I am XD im scared of everything hant you noticed? ; ; Thank you <3
Me happy to hear that *hugs*
Bye. <3 I love you too

i just took my meds. like mom said she did up th dose so ima kinda scared right now. *holds hand* I know you have to go. so tonight im going to be a mental case and just think you're laying down with me so i wont be so scared ; ; i hate begina a wimp ; ;

Hey,i don't think we've ever talked,but we're friends so i thought I'd talk to you.

dun be mad ._.

heheh cx <3
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im talking with lee lee sh told me to change the subject so i just said "bunny" and she got all pissed. im seripus is there somthing wrong with me?...did I say or do somthing wrong? my friends are treating me so ****** today...

I know. Trust me i dont like the idea but mom says i have to ; ;

TO me there will be cause its a new place and you're there Bl
Ooh okay why am I so slow. Alright<3

me too but i forgot to reply to the meds part XD either way I will have to double its safe so dont worry.if its to much i will tell mom im not goign to double it again.

Really? wow I did not know that O_O that must be a site to see... XD
What the heck is IIRC ; ; im sorry. today im just very upset and frustrated i cant understand uch right now sorry for my stupid ness

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Waiting~ :'D

But it was a kids train? How did it end up in the street? or is it obvious and im just to tired and stupid to understadn right now? XD but as long as no one got hurt thats good <3

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Replied as well~
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You got hit by a kids train? explain please? D:

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okay :=D:
Me too. Right now im feeling okay.

I know im happy. Well mom was trying to get on the free way and some mofo cut us off and hit the breaks. the lady behind us hit us at like 20 mph i jearked forward and somthing snapped ;; but it wasnt the ladies fault. its the fault of the guy who cut is off. and he just drove away after we got hit. really? OMG ME SO HAPPY :=D:

I feel like when i log off you will come on... Ill stay on. but if i dont reply it might be cause ie fallen alseep. i feel so tired.

me on .

Im on.

I just woke up a while ago. It was so hard to sleep I was in so much pain. I have to take 3 meds all at the same time. it takes it forever to kick in. Thankfully they helped me get to sleep. Damn those drowsy meds ; ;. I took them now but they arnt making me as sleepy. I hate being alone in my room in bed all day. Mom is letting me sit up in hte living room and my brother is letting me use his laptop and has been keeping me company :'D Me happy cause its like I have the brother I had when i was a kid :'D He is even getting my stuff from the library once he gets off work :'D

Mom is kinda angry but I cant blame her. We were at the doctors for so long and they took alot of cases that were just coughing cases befor they got to me. last night was the worst.

Ima get off for now. Wana walk around the house. We will talk today I really need you.

at 5 pm my time my pain got worse. we had to call an ambulance i was sent to the hospital. its almost 2 am i just got out. my spine neck and shoulder is wrecked. i need to sleep we will talk tomorrow if i can stay awake/alive

I don't think I will be on today. I still feel sick from yesterday and as luck has it I got in a car crash today and im real messed up. I cant really move my left shoulder and my neck is starting to stuff up. mom says if it gets worse i have to get it checked =/ im hurting like hell and i just wana sleep. if im on later it wont be long. im sorry.

i cant stand being alone anymore...

don't go...

Everyone is to busy on their laptops. Mom said i am fine and that im just being lazy... my dad is busy and my brother says he wants nothing to do with me right now...
being here does help. talking to you helps me keep my mind off it.
i cant sleep til my parents do. if i do they will just wake me up. i am drinking fluids.