Alex856

I'm sorry... I don't mean to. Right now im confused im having a meltdown and a panic attack. im trying to keep it together cause im baby sitting. my head and emotions are everywhere right now...

just go....

It's fine. Sorry got alot going on emotinaly.

nope .

really its okay

its ok .

; ;...........

*sigh* Even if one way doesnt work keep trying it. Its somthing you have to teach yourself. It's hard but you have to. Sleeping to much isnt good either ; ;
*hugs*
If you hit them first it will end up kickinf you're ass later. you could get into trouble =/
Alright..

xD
A girl baby sitting at night in a bad part of town. you see no reason to be scared still?>.>
hehe xD

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Why do I need to value my life more?... I dont mean to make it stress you more -sigh- I know you care... im sorry....

I know. ; ; try to do somthing to keep you're mind off it ; ;
Ya its just plain wrong =/
I didnt mean that you were weak. I just meant that make sure you're not the first one who throws a punch ; ;
Ya she cut me off fully =/ I dont really care at this point. I didnt do anything =/ she's the one who yells and says im a whore and a b!tch @_@...

cx
yaa! im happy :'D and happy you will be here as I baby sit >< scary to be here at night ; ;
wow really? i love it D: ive been drinking it sence i was 5 lol XD me nu drink it everyday though ><

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Im so sorry for what im about to say. But if i do do somthing and its to late i really don't care..

Alright... Just hate in when you're sad/upset ; ;
Wow o_0 I dont think i'd be able to comprehnd all that XD
Sweety you need to learn how to control you're anger better ; ; i mean it one day you're goign to get hurt cause of it ; ;
thats not good><

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wow you're on early then :'D And right now im enjoying my coffee :'D

Let me see how I can explain it... When im real upset and stressed my depression builds up. I go crazy and just grab somthing sharp and cut. Once I loose a bit of blood and come to my sences i relize what I did. When im crazy like that I dont think i just act. I dont relize what I do til its over. does that make atlest some sence? @_@

Im sorry.
Okay wow =/ and I doubt it was a joke. Im sorry that happened and sorry today was so bad for you. And dont you dare punch anyone inless they hit you first... Im sorry you had a bad day ; ;

Yeppers.

its hard to explain. in a way yes. but at the same time i dont relize i did it til i calm down.

ack By the way I will be on until 9PM my time. This is my first time baby sitting at night im kinda scared XD

I'm on for a bit...

everything...i give up on everything..... i hate it hear... i cut myself bad....

damn my parents are ehre to pic me up. I will be back ASAP please wait for me as long as you can I love you!

It's not a crappy gift at all. to be honest im REALLY looking forward to it <3
YAAA!!! cx
<3333 sorry in a happy goofy mood. me love my music<3
eheheh.... I rehurt my shoulder today ._. me cant move it no more ._. >.<

me still here. But will be leaving any minute now but I should be back. Not leaving yet though ^^
happy v-day! love you too
aww same here <333 omfg my song just came on XD RANDOM MOMENT cx

been waiting all day... Dont have much time left to be on...

im on for a bit... god im so pissed off today. i knew i was baby sitting tomrrow but im also baby sitting today. im dragged out of bed and just left here... god im so pissed. my meds are kicking in and i have to force myself to stay awake and im hurting....today is bound to be in hell...

another panic attack... i really hate this...