Alex856

i will most likely not be able to reply to youre pm befor you go...so bye...

oh...alright....
its okay.....
right now its everything. very sucidle at the moment. its not you so dont worry

im confused again. Im real sorry im so ****ed up right now. meed to cry for a bit and lay down. watching bones to help keepy my mind off things... so if i take long to reply im sorry... just dont go okay?....

xD
....me duno.

im not really here right now so ya. at this point im dead depressed ive really just lost my mind cx brb me need to find an anime dvd really quick <3

hai.
I udnerstand. Im to high/embarrased to be angry with you cx

im back. I swear if your grounded ; ;...

Yes I'm going to VM and PM the hell out of you :'D don't you love me? XDD I have to get ready to go soon. Have to pick up my brother and mother from work. But I have some good news! well to me its good news cx Member how I said I couldnt listen to sertin songs cause of howell D: Well yesterday and today I brought up all the songs and started to listen to them (Im stubborn im not going to let that jack ass take away my music xD ) there is about over 20 all together. Out of all of that there is only one that I can no longer listen too. Me nu longer can listen to Falling In by lifehouse. Sadly thats just to much. If you look it up and listen real close to the lyrics I think you would understand. But I find it awsome that out of all those songs there is only one I cant listen to!

Me proud of myself. I know that probely sounds extreamly stupid but it proves to myself I am improving and healing greatly :'D

im on for a bit.

really needing you.

well mom is starting to really get to me i gatta go. hope to see you later,

Oh dear god I almost screamed a second ago>.< I'm in the back of the house one the com and I have my music on loud. Im singing it the next thing I hear it my mom shout out AWW Look at chester (one of our cats) I almostn screamed and tios scared how fear went through me I was wating to get yelled at ; ; my mom is agasnt music I listen to out side of what the family listens to>.> im on btw :'D

alright babe im off for now. It was just srpung on me that i have to go somewhere at 5 =/ i told them i didnt wana go cause im not feeling well but they said I have to. but my brother doesnt have to go wtf is that?.... i hope we are able to talk to night need to talk to you. keep safe<3 wow i typoed "safe" ten times befor i gotr it right =/ im not well at all =/

Hey I'm on. I will be back and forth though. Got to clean. If I don't I'll get grounded.... Though I don't know why he said that I always do what they ask ; ;. I woke up sick too =/ not the best thing to happen at this point in time ; ; I have to take even more meds. I hate meds been on them non stop sence I was little xc damn my sickly self ; ;

You better be having a good day! D:

i sent you a pm. i was just about to go to bed and a panic attack hits... im so annoyed and frustraded that i still get them... once i calm down i get sick because i get all worked up...

sorry im such a bother... typing it out to you calms me down alot and makes the fears go away... ima just consentrate on my music and sleep.. again im so sorry for being a bother... i love you alex.

you're pm is full...rest well... see you tomorrow...

no hun its okay. i wont be able to make sence i already snapped. go rest.

oh eff are you still here?

Sorry about the PM last night. I was upset and real pissed off =/ I do need to talk to you today though if we can. Need to disscuss with whats going to happen.
God im so exited about today wich is sad XD Sence im semi better I get to go back and spend my days at the library insted of my grandmothers house. I cant wait :'D and my dad is letting me use the new computer!!! :=D: Today im trying to look at the bright side of things cx

Hope you have a good day. If you arnt on today i'll leave a PM to explain what came up. have a good day <3

*hugs*
i know i can trust you... alright i'll pm it to you<3...

I'm trying...
I know... I can't keep my mind of things...im trying hard...