torn between what i want to do and what i feel like i have to do

This thread started out as a super long wall of text that explained the title, but suffice it to say that I'm torn between watching/playing things that I had planned for a long time to watch/play, and watching/playing things that I want to for enjoyment, not to finish some goal.


Progress:

Spoiler: Gundam

The list does not include all the summary films and special edition for each series, which I do plan to watch after I have watched everything else. They shouldn't take nearly as long to watch.
http://myanimelist.net/animelist/nerosdecay

Spoiler: Kingdom Hearts

Kingdom Hearts
Story - x
Journal - x
Max Dif. - x
Max LV - x
100% - x

Kingdom Heats Chain of Memories
Story - x
Journal -
Max Dif. - x
Max LV -
100% -

Kingdom Hearts II
Story - x
Journal - x
Max Dif. - x
Max LV - x
100% - x

Kingdom Hearts Final Mix
Story - x
Journal - x
Max Dif. - x
Max LV - x
100% - x

Kingdom Hearts II Final Mix +
Story - x
Journal - x
Max Dif. - x
Max LV - x
100% - x

Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain of Memories
Story - x
Journal - x
Max Dif. - x
Max LV - x
100% - x

Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days
Story - x
Journal -
Max Dif. - x
Max LV -
100% -

Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep
Story - x
Journal - x
Max Dif. - x
Max LV -
100% - x

Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep Final Mix
Story - x
Journal -
Max Dif. - x
Max LV -
100% -

Kingdom Hearts Re:Coded
Story - x
Journal -
Max Dif. - x
Max LV -
100% -

Kingdom Hearts 3D Dream Drop Distance
Story - x
Journal -
Max Dif. -
Max LV -
100% -

I want to play DDD again and watch 00 again, but I had told myself that I wouldn't do either of these till I was done with both lists.

 

At first I was like, "Dude, click here," but I realized this thread was about something else.

I say go through DDD and 00 again just to get it out of your system. If you don't want to do that, use it as motivation to get finish off your list.

 

Actually, I had planned to make a thread more serious than this but about the same general cocnept there, but I figured that this would be a little more direct and appropriate.

That's what I'm starting to lean towards.

 

You know how you can justify replaying things you love?

Backloggery.

Got a bunch of games I haven't finished, but still wanna play Terraria? I'm not shirking my duties, I'm going for Mastery!

Also you should defs at least play the first Kingdom Hearts because it is STILL THE BEST AFTER ALL THESE YEARS #brokenrecord