Throw It All Away

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Just understand
You can´t save me now
I belong to the dark
I can´t be in the light again

I have lost every emotion
I just don´t want to feel depression
It may be hard for me to fade in nothing
Still, a part of me wants to be in suffering

Everybody tries to change the world
But is just a stupid hope
Things are still unchanged
Is just useless

I will put everything behind me
They will die as I put them in suffering
Everybody tries to confort me
But everything is still unchanged

No matter how hard you try
Nothing will ever happen
So lose your hopes
This is what I learned from so long

Oh forgiving darkness
With my sadness and rage
I want to throw it all away
I want to leave everyone behind me, I will never tear again

I want to become one with the dark
I want to be wrapped in black
I want to destroy everyone who opposes me
I will be evil not matter how it takes

Nobody can break me now
Nobody can tear me now
I will show no emotions
Instead I´ll destroy

Having hope is stupid
Darkness is the only truth
So join the darkness
Or fall in death

You can´t save me now
I suffered because everyone, even you sometimes
This time I will not return
I´ll destroy anyone who opposes
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This is my last depressing poem, I think in making something complete different, when I have an idea. This poem was inspired in the theme "Throw it All Away" from Sonic Adventure 2 (Shadow´s theme), to be honest, if a character from Sonic could describe me, it would be Shadow.