This might be it...

I might actually decide to quit going on this site for good. Though, I won't be 100% sure till July.
So you never know, I might just change my mind by then. Though I kind of doubt it would happen.

Part of this departure has to do with exams (loltypical)... I'll still be on msn (though as you all already know, not as much as before).

The other half... Well, some of you already know (as it's pretty long term and has dragged on for quite some time). I wouldn't leave unless its a serious matter.

I will be leaving till then, and I'll inform you guys whether I have decided to stay or go... As a select few of you already know, me and my family aren't in a good place. Just an update to say...

Things are getting worse, and the future's looking pretty bleak. Not just for me, but for my family.

God I hate this suffering. I really do. I've never felt angrier in my life. Plus the fact that people assume that because we 'seem' like we're coping when we really can't (we try to continue with our day to day life but its harder every day) is really pissing me off...

In short...I just can't pretend to do everything with a smile anymore. That chapter's over. I guess this kind of explains why I've been acting weirdly as of late. Sorry.

I always talked about how things would get better, and that maybe someday things would return to normal... But after a conversation I've had today... I'm not so sure anymore. I guess you could say... I don't believe that there will be a way out of this one.

Sometimes I just feel so alone... I can't talk to people about this because of the awkwardness and I fear that they're always thinking the worst of the situation.

If you want me to explain about what I'm writing about... You can pm me and I'll write in brief what caused this decision.

I guess I won't be online much neither after today. There's just too much on my plate.

Catch you later khv.

 

It's sad that you might be leaving because I honestly miss talking to you. You were like one of the first members that actually bothered to talk to me while I was a little nooblet. I hope that things get better for you and your family. If you ever need anybody to talk to about the situation, just hit me up on MSN.

 

That is sad to hear I really really hope things get better for you...It just goes to show what always happens...The bad things happen to the good people D: If theres anything I could ever help with even if it's just someone to talk to go for it i pretty much live on the internet so you know if I could ever help I'm there for you ya know? Again I really really REALLY hope things get better for you.

 

Cherry Berry ;;

This makes me sad. I love our conversations.

I hope everything starts to get better for you and your family.

Remember, it'll be okay in the end. And if it's not okay, it's not the end yet <3