Hello I'm Hikari Shitaki. I'm what's left of Ruon Trutok or perhaps all there ever was. Ruon's good side died the day she learned Ciara had cancer. My true name is Rachel Smith but we had abandoned that name long ago. We abandoned our name when we saw our true love again. I am in fact a psychic. The day I saw Alexis even though she died. I felt joy and sorrow. To lose one's love is tragic thing by all means. It makes us beg for death so we can join our loved ones but Death being merciful occasionly will oblige. The thing most of us don't know is. Our love can be going to heaven while we attempt either physical or psychological suicide which after all in the christian point of view would land us in Hell. The land of eternal burning. Which right about now doesn't sound too bad. We all have to get through our grief sometime if not our mind will be corrupted by our hate. A corrupted mind isn't that bad though. We feel no emotion and wouldn't give a single thought of hesitation about killing or hurting someone. That is the life of a Scarlett Raven I suppose. The disappearance of our souls. If you wish to know anything else feel free to message me. I'm known by many names but my true name is Eli Snider. I have abandoned that name long ago. I prefer to go by the name Soruno. I turned atheist the day I learned Ciara had cancer because I realized your god is trying to take her from me again. My grief for her never went away but only corrupted my mind. It's said that time heals all things but it only corrupted my mind further. I guess that's why most famous poets became obsessed with their work. Poetry is an expression of the soul and writing it eases our pain. Years will go by that our suffering will destroy us so my time will be up soon. When I die from what's been affecting me this whole time it will be published and the profits will go to C. But to let our soul die and let us be merely a lifeless shell. That is the poet's true goal. Our mind is free from what binds our limited decisions. Psychological suicide is what strengthens us. It may seem that this conversation is a researcher's rambling but it all has a point because some point in each person's life that light will be gone and all the doors are closed. My path was blocked by my hatred for all life but by abandoning all emotion I'm still here today. It may seem like I'm just full of emotion but that being an emotionless poet's ability it's all just an illusion. Burying your emotions and leave them to die may seem like a good idea but like nature it will fertilize your life and will produce either a happy or tragic life. Bottling your emotions which is also bad is dangerous to the mind because that bottle will pop and you may hurt those closest to you. That is why you cast aside your friends, family and loved ones and you will be one step closer to hollowing your soul into merely a heartless vessel. The rest will be up to you. See you all in hell ___________________Way of Life_____________________________ I've always heard time heals all things except these crazy eyes-Crazy Eyes Some men are born great while others will shine through life-President Theodore Roosevelt Who prays for Satan? Who in 18 centuries has prayed for the 1 sinner who needed it the most?-Mark Twain Every heart begins and also ends in darkness. Your heart is no different-Xehanort Why should i pray for your god when hes trying to take her from me?-Merlin _________________________________________________________These are the quotes that run my life Its fate's job to torture me And stab my heart with a knife God says it will supposedly set my soul free Its been 1 month since her death time hasn't healed my heart Maybe its time i draw my last breath and let Satan take his part I had always lived in the shadows until she came My moments with her were heaven God came and destroyed that Now my soul is dark as hell Maybe i'll pray for that one sinner Maybe his darkness can bring her back All it costs is my soul That thing i never had God kills us slowly over time Satan's darkness...maybe
.....What the fuck? Okay, first off, those who dress in black (I will refer to goths and emos as this because many people hate stereotypes, which I understand and will respect) are not all like this. I would know, since I am one of those people. I do not appreciate you titling this "The world from a goth's view" since not everyone who chooses this lifestyle views the world this way. There are plenty of black dressed people that I know who actually smile everyday. Who laugh everyday. They eat, they sleep, they breathe, they live, they exist. They are actually people, and they feel feelings all the time. We are all humans, and therefore, we feel. Not everyone who dresses in black bows to Satan, that is total bullshit. Many I know tend to be atheist, or more so than that, they refuse to even be dubbed atheists because they don't care at all about religion. Even so, there are plenty who are Jewish, Christian, Hindu, you name it! The love of my life is Christian. So don't even touch that whole "we love Satan" crap, because it's not nearly as true as people think. The whole "we hate life and are miserable" thing is rubbish as well! Plenty of them are happy with their lives. So yeah, we can be depressed as well, so? Anybody can be sad! Anybody can be angry! We are alive and we feel normal emotions. Not every person who wears black is suicidal. Yeah, some commit suicide and some cut themselves, but the same can be said about those who wear bright colors, too. Obviously, not many people who wear black kill other people, either. Yeah, I'm sure some had, but the same can be said about anyone who wears colorful clothes as well. All I saw in this was a poorly-written, repetitive mountain of text. Don't stereotype people, it's so not cool. Seriously, you can scream "I'M A GOTH" all you want, but writing this is not going to make me believe that in the least. These are the sadly overly popular stereotypes on the people who dress in black, and it honestly sickens me. Please, don't freakin' stereotype people. Also, try spacing out your paragraph. As for this person who died, I am sorry for your loss.
I consider myself a goth, and I can tell instantly that the person writing this does not understand that all subcultures are still constructed from individuals, so how can those individuals all think like this? Once you take away the fashion, the films, the literature and the music, Goths are really just people who aren't afraid to embrace the darker side of the world, to challenge issues that others just want to sweep under the rug. In a way, there are many people out there who don't even realise they are Goth. I am deeply sorry if this account is from your point of view and that this is how you feel, but please don't tar others with the same brush.
