you know. that one you get when someone you admire who took classes in the same field your considering responds to something you sent to them asking questions and seeking advice responds to your message. and of course you're expecting a lazy answer just to get you off their back. because who has time for that, right? but you open it and see paragraphs and paragraphs written in response to your question and it feels so nice i wasn't expecting much of an answer. and when weeks passed and i still did not get a response, i assumed i wouldn't get one. but i just checked my inbox and there it is. sent april 30th. i just wish i had seen this BEFORE THE SEMESTER ENDED GODDAMMIT. this thread could also be about me gushing over my comments being addressed in multiple videos. though this seemed a little more important.
