I kind of doubt people can really help too much in this department but here i go. So basically i am a hardworker in general i have been through a lot like everyone so i got all these problems like esp. Bi polar and anxiety and other sympthoms i dont wanna discuss. Im not dangerous i have control over my emotions and never had a cop issue sent by on me. My gf died recently i found out cause of cancer so im seeing her in the funeral i have part of my family who is out to hurt me cause i found out from my uncle thats how they killed my father 5yrs ago and so forth, i got 0 friends who is there to talk too and rely or relate too? Myself probably. I have been abused and many times hurt in the past cause i forgot to eat breakfast when i walked in the living room and said hi to dad. I have had when i was 9 being raped by 8 guys at my elementary school at 5-6pm i had a friend only one and gun threated me in senior year he wanted to do sexual stuff and lost that month to my graduation he had got in trouble but i lost that year. After then i had an ear infection till 7 i learned talking at 8 i didnt know how to make friends so i had to do things by visualization before then. I have been in online communitys since 12 and only made 4 friends while most later on became fans of just general stuff i would do. I have had myself fall off a cliff and and i was 9 and my friends laughed and left me there for 7 hours stuck there cause i had fell off a ledge almost 80 feet i am a friendly guy and positive but i am still a non graduate and now i have a hard time im getting up mom told me the alarm for an houri kinda feel unsuccessful and hurt and theres much more in my life but im texting this through my android phone so i give up talking more. All i ask for is someone to talk too. I have been adding lots of people and messaging them
Now hold on and let me read through this, it's kind of grouped together tightly, but Yeah, feel free to PM me if you want, I'm willing to listen/talk. :)
Hey there. Wait let me get this off my chest... *hugs you* You can call me Sinder. *Takes off top hat and bows* Ignore the name of my profile for it is incorrect. Not very many people know me but I'm just letting you know that I'm here to talk to if you ever need to vent. My ears are always ipen and my arms are always open to give hugs. I'm always offering advice and help. *Hugs you again*
Wow, I'm sorry to hear all of that. Please message me at any time, I will gladly talk to you, you seem like a really nice guy and I can't believe how people have treated you so I hope I can help out ^^ Plus, come visit us more in the last person to post thread ::L: You'll find out a lot of people here are really friendly and want to help out in any way they can.
Hey Just want to say that Im here to talk to,and I love making new friends :D Drop by and say hello,ok? xxxxx
I can't say my life was as bad as that, probably not even close, but I can relate with some things here. Like the bipolarness and anxieity and the lack of friends throughout the majority of my life. And it is really unfair for so many bad things to happen to one person in their lifetime and I know some people who have a lot of stuff happen to them as well... It is not fair. It is also not fair with how people treat you. Anyone who would leave someone off of a cliff like that should never be called a friend. =/ If you wish to talk you could do so on here through PM or on MSN where I am more active. My email is lynn5524@hotmail. Either one will work and I hope we become good friends. (Because saying "let's be friends" doesn't automatically makes us friends even though it is a start. Though I see no reasons why wouldn't we be friends considering you seem like a nice person.)
Thank you again guys, my mom keeps saying she'll disown me cause she wants me to pay rent now and go to college when Im trying to graduate the last few months right now =/ It means a lot to hear from everyone that i can talk to all of you guys who really care; its not often you see people take the time to reply besides just viewing a forum post everyday naturally, thank you guys =) it means a lot from those of you again!
ol i now it has been replayed to but all i can say i am not on all the time but u want to talk i am here one of my friends is bi polar so i no how to help with that and to be fair i think all you need to someone you can say you can always talk to and unless there is someone better than me i am always here lol (hope you don't mind0
