in my world of black and white i sit staring at the sky with no light my colorless eyes gaze above wishing only for a taste of love my heart is too defiant and afraid to dare for a life with kindness, joy, and care as for now this lonely world of gray will not pass by the time i want to come each day all i know and remember is a lie so i sit in my field of lost dreams and sigh i try to fight back so my battle begins but the hope i seek is drowned by the storm I'm in i want to break away from these chains now i run down a whispering lane but my journey is far from over my heart feels dead and sober why cant i take in a decent breath i am trying to escape this horrible death the blood that flows in my veins i wish was not there for it causes me pain below my smile i mask a broken life i cry silently wanting to end this strife making myself die feels like my new hope But i cant so i will start to mope cnc? srry gtg
