too soon i decided that this life was all a test to determine who was the best yet unlike my predecessors i chose not to partake in a scene best left for the insane. despite my best intentions i was seen as the unrest and thusly so i was beheaded, but unlike the crowds around me i felt neither rage nor regret in fact it could be said that i was happy. to end this game of madness is a dream i never cared to enter, though those foolish dreamers did surround me. still, one cannot help but reminisce of the days leading to ones beheading........