Put the Past behind me

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I don´t need nobody at my side
I will never tear again
I´ll put the past behind me
I won´t let simple things complain me

It may be a rough way
But I won´t ask help
I don´t want to be happy
But that doesn´t means you won´t see me smiling

Well, I don´t let the past depress me
I will put it behind me
But I won´t be happy again
I will be strong, not weak

I won´t cry again
I have enought strenght
I don´t need your help
This is my way

I will put everything behind me
I won´t let anything depress me
Nothing can break me
Nothing can tear me

I won´t fade in oblivion
I wish I haven´t annoyed you before
Because I can understand that
I was a problem

Live is more than just depression
Is just more than kill and destruction
There is a meaning
I want to find it

I just want to live
I am not going to trust anyone
Maybe try to to smile
But I won´t be completely happy

Live is more than happiness
Is more than sadness and rage
I want to find that meaning
Nothing can´t stop me

Being happy is worthless
Being sad is meaningless
I must find a balance between them
Because I want both of them
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What I meant to say with this poem is that I don´t want to be sad anymore, but I don´t want to be happy, because I am more vulnerable to become more depressed, I want something between both things, so I won´t depress me again.

 

Wow, Chaser...

I thought that was a wonderful poem and everything you said is good... you don't want or need to become more depressed than you already are... and it is good to be happy... I am glad that you are trying harder to feel better and I really hope you succeed... :)

it was a great poem, i really enjoyed it, and i look forward to you writing more. :)

 

Nice poem...but Chaser...*sigh* Let me talk to you over pm...

 

Chaser, you are the only other poet on this site that I envy. Great job. =D

 

Thanks to everyone ^^.

 

Chaser, That was a really good poem

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Thanks.... ^^.

 

WOOHOO FOR CHASER 10/10

 

Are you a n00b or something like that? Because you kinda sound like one =P, and you copied my color, okay, sorry, I am a little angry now, sorry again.

 

LOL sorry thats just me

 

Oh my god.

This is a really good poem but it makes me want to hug you...like I've said before.

I'm hoping you've already talked it out with Nymph.

This poem is great though.
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Thanks ^^.

 

Well that doesn't give me very many answers becuase I still don't know if you're feeling better...

But wow, it's a good poem. You can just tell that something is really bothering you though.
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