Problems with me

Discussion in 'Archives' started by Sabby, May 29, 2008.

  1. Sabby Sleepy Panda Assassin

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    I get stares all around me
    Making me uncomfortable
    I keep walking like nothing is going on around me
    Suddenly I start to fall
    my eyes opened wide and I'm lying on a chair
    while a person is writing down my thoughts and feelings
    Ugh, what the hell am I doing here?
    I don't want to be here.
    I keep getting asked questions about how I feel
    what am I thinking or what's going on in my life

    Finally I got to go home and away from that annoying place
    my parents forced me to go because of how I was acting
    I didn't have an attitude problem, I just didn't give a ****.
    I was told that I had depression. Wow.. good job finding that out
    took you a good god damn time.

    Yes, I've known I've had depression for a while.
    It's coursing through my body like an electrical circuit.
    No one knows why I'm depressed not even me
    My emotions are from what my body tells me to be.
    One day I'll be sad, the other day I'll be happy.
    I usually fake my emotions so people don't ask what's wrong with me.
    At nights I will cry like crazy in my room just to myself.
    Maybe there is something wrong with me.
    My friends look at me strange
    my parents just think I'm in a phase.
    Some people don't talk to me because..oh I don't know..
    I don't talk to them so how would I know.

    Maybe talking about is the best way or
    maybe jumping off that cliff would be better.

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    It's my feelings don't worry.
     
  2. The Great Gatz Chaser

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    <3 *hugs* This is a great poem sis. :')
     
  3. cronoking Chaser

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    This is so emo.4ever. But it is a good poem. The public demands more~
     
  4. Sumi suicidé

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    I like it! but please dont commit suicide, it sucks I've found
     
  5. Sabby Sleepy Panda Assassin

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    don't worry dear. I won't commit suicide. ^^
     
  6. Sumi suicidé

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    Yay <3 now mah kentucky buddy is safe!
     
  7. Sabby Sleepy Panda Assassin

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    I'm not from Kentucky..... LOL I'm in Canada
     
  8. Sexy Sheva Banned

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    I like this piece of creativity. I don't know if it's a poem or personal narrative, but the feels emphasize throughout it and you're describing your true feelings.


    I'm guessing someone got you and me mixed up. Someone thought i was from Canada o.O
     
  9. Sumi suicidé

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    Whoops, wrong user >_<
    Whatever, you're safe!!!
     
  10. Sabby Sleepy Panda Assassin

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    It's what I feel.. now and forever will, okay.. maybe not. Being sad sucks ass.