One Last Time

Hello KHVs.

I am leaving for good.

Yup, this is not a joke. Likely anyone will care that I post this anyways, so I might as well rant to my heart’s delight since no one will really see this.

I kept this bottled up too long, and now it’s time to let it out, one last time.

If anybody cared, they would notice that I hadn’t logged on for about a month. It was part of a goal I had… to see if I could break away from this place. Well, I succeeded. And I am not coming back after this. Why you might be asking yourselves. No one cares about me anyways. Most of you just like taking my little mind and mess with it as much as you please, making me trust you, making me believe there’s nothing wrong and everything is fine whereas it’s not. It seems like almost everyone is loving the fact they’re playing mind games with me. I’m sick of it. And for that, I’m leaving for good so I can carry on with a normal life instead of crying myself to sleep almost every night.

Who would be bothered anyways? There’s only one I person I can think of, and I dragged them into joining this site many times, and now they finally have. And now I’m leaving. I’m not even saying who it is so you guys won’t mess with them like you have with me. They’ll know who they are.

You think I’ll come back. Mostly everyone is so addicted to this place you say. Well guess what, I broke that addiction. I just came back to say to the people who really cared about me (who ever they might be, thanks) and who loved messing up my life that I’m gone.

So goodbye dramamatic forum. I hope you won’t miss messing with my mental world, breaking me into a million pieces and putting it back together once more just to break it again, making me feel like I was someone special and then stab me in the back countless times, inspired me to think of more than once (and I almost carried out with it too)…

You’ll be the of me.

Heh, I would’ve said meaner words, but hey, I’m “Friendlyâ€. And for that, some members on here took advantage of that.

To those who showed genuine kindness to me, and I know who you are, you can get my MSN address under my avatar.

Bye.

~Friendly_Heartless, who is no more

 

FH! We talked about this and it still makes me a little sad. I agree about those people messing with your head, they can be jerks... and I'm glad you said I wasn't one of them.
I remember you from when you had your old Heartless avatar lol
Well, see you on MSN ^^
P.S. my cat's cuter than yours and your dog.

 

I was wondering what happened to you. I actually thought you would never come back since you were gone for so long. I'm going to miss you.
I have you on MSN so if you ever want to talk or if you ever need anything, I'll be there. I wish you the best in life and I really hope you finish that book you were writing. I was excited to continue reading it too. If you ever do publish it, I'll be sure to buy it.
Although, judging by that post, I'm assuming something else might have happened while you were gone. Take care and enjoy life.​

 

I'm guessing you've had problems on this site, but to be an optomist you shouldn't of let them -who ever they are- play so badly with your emotrional and mental state, and for that I'll probably feel alittle gilty as I do every time a member leaves for just this reason.............bye and I hope you feel worth while in the world of the real because I'm sure you were to many people here...

 

I guess that makes me bad that I hadn't noticed you hadn't logged on for a month. I'm sorry =[, I haven't been paying much attention to KHV lately. But your name is one of the most familiar names on this site. It always has been, since the day you joined. Posts by "Friendly Heartless" have always popped out to me because of a familiar name xD

I do admit we barely talked. But it's sad to see you go. It makes me rage that people would even think about playing mind games because of your name having "Friendly" in it. That's pretty cruel :/

I hope for the best.

~Xaale

 

Lovely rant ;D

I hope you don't come back, and before anyone gets on me for how mean that it, I mean that you've only been down since you've come here and met certain people. We haven't talked in a while, but you're a sweet girl, and I hope you can do better then this place. It'll be nice to see you happy again.

Love ya sister.