A new fanfic I've written, and this time it's written in first person, if people like this, I may swap over and have it from Zexion's point of view. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have been in this organization for three weeks now since I lost my heart to the heartless, but even without one, I seem to remember my emotions very well, maybe that's why I feel this way about him. Even though I get on well with Xigbar and Axel, who enjoying pointing fun at him, I can never seem to bring myself to do the same. When ever I'm walking the halls on my own and I see him passing, I so badly want to talk to him, but I just freeze up inside and let him pass, Xigbar, Axel and myself all agree that I only feel like this because he one of the smart member, and being naive myself, I couldn't possibly be good enough for him, even if I would lose anything else for him. But still my friends tell me never to give it, and suggested that I hand out in the places Zexion can normally be found, luckily for me, it's always the same place, the libaray, and since Xemnas order music books so I have something to read, I always used them as a reason to go there. I would always sit in one of the corners where I could see Zexion, that meant that I never got much reading done, but I didn't really care, as long as I could watch him, I didn't care if I did nothing. So here we are in the library again, with me sitting here lookig like I'm reading while watching Zexion lost in his own little world as he did what I should be doing. When I see him getting up to put the book back I quickly look down at my book and hold it over my face Tap, tap, tap I can hear Zexion walking over to, he couldn't be coming over to talk to me could he? No maybe I'm just sitting near where his book should be, but when his footsteps stop I slowly look up from my book to see him standing there, with his usually cold expression, I gulp a little and go to smile, but the coldness in his eyes prevent me from doing so. Just like every time it's just me and him, I cannot talk, unable to breath a word. Out of the corner of my eyes I see Zexion rising his hand and taking hold of my book and pull it from my fingers "You do realizes that you are holding this upside down, don't you Demyx?" his deep voice rush though me so fast that I almost didn't get what he was saying to me, as he titled his head to one side as if to show he was waiting for me to reply, I could feel my cheeks turn red "I..Um...Er" Oh well done, now I bet he thinks I'm even more stupid then before now. After embrassings my self, I bow my head so I don't have to look at Zexion, but I could still feel his eyes on me "You've been watching me, haven't you?" My head shot back up at this question, I gluped again and gave a quick nod, for the first time, since I layed eyes on Zexion, he was smiling, even though it was a small one, there he was, with a smile "Yes, Xigbar and Axel told me you've had an eye on me for awhile" with each word he said, I could feel my face becoming even more redder, I couldn't believe what I was hearing, all this time and Zexion had known. Maybe I was just fooling myself, what am I talking about of course I was making a fool of my self, I will never be good enough for Zexion, and everyone knows it, I guess telling Zexion that I like him was Xigbar's and Axel's idea for a curl joke, that only they would find funny. I looked down again and mutter that I was sorry "Why are you sorry Demyx, didn't they tell you that I myself, have an my eye on you" Did... Did I hear Zexion right, he liked me, of please I beg of you Kingdom Hearts, please don't let this be a dream. I once again look back up at Zexion, but more slowly this time and just like seeing his smile, for the first time, I was able to speck to him "They didn't say anything to me about you liking me, so I just assumed that you felt I wasn't good enough for you... We even agreed am not" Zexion let out a long sigh and took a seat next to me "I won't tell you to stop being friends with them, because I know they were your first since joining, but don't believe everything they tell you, now I know your naive and that's what I like most about you, but be careful with what they tell you" I turn to face Zexion and smile myself, I can feel myself being able to open up to Zexion now that I know how he feels about me, but the one thing I want to give to Zexion, I fear I will never be able to do. Zexion then cups my chin in his gloved fingers and leans toward me, even though I was naive I knew what Zexion was doing, it was like he knew I wanted to do the same thing, but could not. I closed my eyes as he moved even closer and then I felt them, his soft lips pressing next to mine, I couldn't help myself after that, I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back. I can't believe my luck, me and Zexion are now together, and I hope that we will be long after we get out hearts back, and the best thing I love about Zexion is hearing them three words, that reminds me each time that much he loves me. "I love you"
