It feels like every time I try to figure it out, I’m lost and still not found I guess that’s what love’s about But who says I can’t escape from my past? This lie causes my tears but still I wish it would last You’re everything to me but still you’re nothing at all A silent memory—A bitter wind during fall And I remember you telling me that you’d never leave Knowing I would believe and— Lockdown! When everybody moves away And you can’t go another day And you finally realize time is just making it worse. Have you ever felt like no one cares? And God’s not answering your pleading prayers? Help is never on the way—Just, just lockdown… If feels like every time I try to stand up I fall, You use to be my crutch but now you’re nothing at all, And who says I can’t escape from this lie? I’m sitting here alone just gazing into your eyes. Did you really believe that I would just be okay? You use to hold me tight and take my worries away, And I remember you telling me that you loved me so And you’d never let go and— Lockdown! When everybody turns there back, You’re finally sick of all this goddamn crap And you finally realize time’s not healing at all When your heart is shattered—more then two, You look around but then it’s only you Love is dead another day—Just, just lockdown And I tried to figure it out on my own Just stop your lies and go on—leave me alone, You’re selfishness has brought me down to my knees This lockdown—I guess it’s just what I need… -- P/N: I wrote this a year ago when I was fed up with the world. They're lyrics. CnC?
