********************************************* Life is not pure happiness, it has a touch of depression But in my life I only tasted fear, and loss of control This injuries will never cease My past will track me ´till the end The pain will never cease Of what I did My heart is drowning in pain What I did to deserve this? It was because my egoism My envy, and my depression kicking away my happiness Sometimes I think this is all my fault If I known about it before, I wouldn´t have to stake this now Maybe is because my fault Maybe I am the one who did this It wasn´t your fault, you didn´t bringed my pain It was me, and my egoism Maybe I shouldn´t kicked my hopes away Start shouting at myself Maybe I shouldn´t rejected the fact That someone could love me wasn´t real at all I was right in one thing Most of the time I regret of what I did If I only can stop the clock, travel to the past And change what happened before, do the right It was all my fault With my egoism I didn´t saw I only brought you pain I sorry for all I wish I could fix what happened before As I heard a sound I turn around, to see nothing than my culprit, and my depression I simple look at the ground My culprit will never leave me alone I feel so culprit of what I did Those sins will never hide This is all my fault Because my egoism and my envy, it only bringed us pain, oh my poor heart ********************************************* Meh, I didn´t wrote a poem some time ago, I had a lack of inspiration, right now I feel kinda culprit because something that I did, it was because the fact I was a pain in the *** for that person, I know, the rhyming isn´t so well, but when you write when you feel culprit, is hard, sorry if it sounds depressive, I didn´t wanted to be like that.
