This is more of a 'Getting of my chest' kind of thing, but knowing what people think of this might help. Alright so the deal is me and three of my friends who I talk to the most seem to be in a love square, but it's like this, me (the oldest) J (Gonna used the first letter of their name and J is the second youngest) and S (the youngest) all love K (My ex gf) so of course this has already cause friction between us. Me and S have made it clear we love K (being her ex is my way of course) and K has told me J said she might like K that was, but I'm pretty damn sure she loves K as well. So that's the first thing I need to get off my chest, the second thing if true, may lead me to disliking or hating J altogether out of jealously, which I really don't want to do but, when K dumped me she said she wanted to mature and finish uni then we'll get back together, and I understood this and let her go, but lately she's been saying things that makes me think she's going out with J and not telling anyone, the first thing was that K was going to stay at mine last night, but said she was going to stay at J's and that she misses J (I can't remember the last time she said she misses me even as a friend) and early today she sent me a text which part of it said this. "Of all people I don't like negative reactions from J" Also she stopped texting me for 3 hours while she was with J, and because of this paranoia I've gotten, I'm thinking she was ignoring me on purpose. I will be asking her if she does only love J, but right now isn't the best time, like I said this was mainly to get it off my chest. I really hope I've being stupid, but you can never really tell can you?
