I Don´t Know What to do

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I don´t know what to trust
I don´t know if to believe you or not
I don´t know what to believe
I don´t know what´s happening to me

So many things dissapear around me
So many things are erased with a simple wish
Everything aside is torn
Everything around has thorns

So many things turn into dust
I am just alone
I am trapped between sadness and happiness
I am unfree to move unless another hand helps me

The fire of rage takes everything good of us
It only leaves a hollow sensation
That fire tries to consume me
I won´t let it again

The sadness is like a sea that drowns us alone
It have drowned me before
I won´t let it happen now
But I won´t let nobody helps me

It has come to this
Nobody wants me to live
I won´t let that depress me again
I will knock them out

I trust in nobody more than me
Because I know they´ll betray me
They did it, they betrayed me
I will not trust in nobody again

I will not let the sadness take over me again
I will use every single drop of all I have
I won´t let nobody command me
I´m not a tool, I´m not going to used and throwed away

Everything good of us is taken away by rage
Every bit of happiness is taken by sadness
They are like a monster
That devours everything and only lefts sorrow

Everything drowns in sadness
Everything fades in flames
What I can do?
I won´t them devour me too
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In resume: I don´t trust in some people (Even thought I put "I don´t trust in nobody"), I am trying to cheer up but is very hard for me, and I am a little angry now.

 

That was a wonderful poem Chaser... :) Just know that me, Nymph, Last, and many other people are all here for you if you ever need help... I noticed that you have been cheering up more and more in the past few days and I am glad you are making progress towards your goal... there is no need to be angry... just let the people you trust help you and everything will turn out just fine... :)

Great job, again... :)

 

Thanks, thought that isn´t helping me in nothing -_-, and I leaved the family because I want to lost contact with almost all of you (ALMOST).

 

I understand Chaser and that's perfectly fine... do what you have to do to make you happy... but try not to hurt anyone in the process... (i'm not saying that you would hurt anybody but... you get my point...)

 

You are lucky that I have emotions, because I if not right now I could be planning something to close the family and make everone who did this to me suffer, but I have those stupid emotions that I hate, and no, I am not depressed, I am angered -_-, because that and because I know nobody or just one person else is going to reply as almost always.

 

*claps* AMAZING! :D both of you are good in poetry.I kind of am,but I haven't wrote any yet.

 

Thanks, I suppose....