I am alone in this world

I am a memory that is going to be forgetted

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Nobody wants me here
Everybody wants me to leave
I will ovey them
Because I even hate myself

I question all that I have done
Is my fault? But I can´t change what I did before
If they want me to leave, then I won´t say "No"
Is the better for them, who will ever care for me?

Everything is erazed now
Everything dies and fades
I will dissapear too
I have been too rough?

I am just like a memory
Just I fade in oblivion
Nobody wants to remember me
Anyways I don´t deserve it

What this means?
Why everybody hates me!?
What I did, I deserve this!?
Is my punishment for nothing

My heart is arrowed in fire
Fire to soon consume it
Nobody helps me to put out the flames
So alone I will die

Everything in now blurred and torn
I shall die now
I won´t stop this
Because is my punishment for nothing

Nobody wants me anyways
And too I hate myself
So I will make everybody happy
Happy with my death

I remember everything a last time
I do it before die
I remember how painful is my life
I want that the flames kill me now

I feel my heart being consumed in fire
That this fire doesn´t kills me painfully
I want a quick death
Because everyone wants to forget me

Before I die
I want to say "Sorry"
For everything that I had done
But I don´t deserve another chance
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Do you ever feel like nobody wants you alive? I feel that lots of times, and...

^This is true^​

^This too is true^​

And I know, the title is the same of another of my poems, I didn´t noticed that.

 

You should try getting out of this cliche rut. It's good to write poems based on your feelings, but not all the time and especially when you're usually in an angst ridden state. Try working with something more abstract. Use a thesaurus and search for other concepts. Try making a story out of it.