Enough is enough. There's this kid in my class, Nicholas, and he will NOT just leave me alone and I'm really starting to want to just punish him. Whenever I say something he always try's to come up with a sly remark, that just piss me the fuck off! Then, he makes lies about it and acts like he's the shit. Which he isn't. He's overweight and only has one or two friends-I never even did anything to him and the other day he took my money(trying to be funny) but it just set me off and I almost cracked him in the face. It's not like it hurts me, it doesn't make me feel like I wanna cry it just makes me feel like I need to fight something. It gets me so frustrated. My friends don't really care when I talk about him-maybe because I'm the only girl out of five guys but now I'm just starting to loose it. Maybe because I haven't gone running in a long time or maybe because he's going to far. Ideas before he makes his final remark to me? Moving onto my next issue, I'm tried of being the only girl excluded from the groups-not so much that, I used to get along with them but I found better friends-real friends and I'm tried of being the one the girls turn to and how they act like you just have to be friends with them because they're popular and pretty. I really hate how they always act nice to me when they need me the most. AAAAAAAAND THE GRAND FINALE! I hate the way I look. I'm the ugliest girl out of every girl in the class I think. They all have other girl friends because they are pretty, and I'm not. I hate it. Everyone else has more money than me. Every other girl has more clothes than me. Every other girl doesn't have to work. Every other god damn girl isn't anything like me! They all have the perfect faces-and I don't! They act like you can help it! I can't! I can just cover it up with make-up! I hate everything about how I look, with the exception of my eyes, everything else-I just hate it! PS. How come a whole friggin' school will kill you over a effin' Oreo Cakester that isn't even enough to feed one person? My friend Joe has this problem, whenever he has them the girls won't stop asking for them and when he refuses they throw a bitch fit.
As your friend (hopefully one of the friends you mentioned =D) I hope I can make you feel better. Don't mind the other girls. It doesn't matter if you dont have the most money or that the other girls are prettier. We go to a stuck-up school full of dumb people(exept Joe). I mean, do you really want to live like Megan? SERIOUSLY!!! I know what you mean about the oreo cakesters. Remember at lunch when the other guys wanted my doritos? Im poor, they have money, :roar:JUST GET YOUR OWN DAM CHIPS! >_< Oh and think of this, they say their rich...but they dont have squat! Their parents might be rich, but their not. Hope I made you feel better :noworries:
