Calling For Some Proof Of Existence

Author's Note: This is a story about Naminè who seems to know about other people's hearts and connections and things, but she still wonders about her herself, why was she put on this earth? Is it a dream she's having or is it Reality? With her close friends from the Organization who secretly want to quit, Zexion and Axel, they tell Naminè about every color of the world, as she doesnt know many except the ones she sees when she's trapped in the white room such as yellow, white and blue. The story is based on the song 'Kremlin Dusk' By Utada Hikaru, the start sort of explains most of it, so don't stop reading yet!

The blonde silky hair brushed along the side of her face, she gently brushed it away as she was trying to draw, her pencil snapped, no wonder, she was pressing too hard, a thought on her young mind bothered her as she tried to mark the rough texture of the page, she put her pencil on the ground below her and picked up another, the girl’s name was Naminè, and she was called, a somewhat, Nobody.
Interrupting the silent sound in the white room Naminè was in, the door opened, drawing Naminè’s eyes to who stood on the other side of the door, the boy had large yellow shoes, he wore red shorts, a red top covered with a white and black jacket but his main attraction of people’s eyes was his giant brown spiky hair, the boy looked around, and then he spotted Naminè. Naminè put her drawing onto the ground below and stared at the boy for a moment in silence, the boy walked up slowly whispering quietly, “Naminè?â€
Before the boy came any closer, he was swollen up by a pod, he stared at Naminè in shock, and Naminè spoke quietly, “Sleep now, Sora.â€
Naminè opened her eyes, she woke up lying on the ground of a white room, and it was just a dream, a memory, that she once had about that boy, she knew him as a hero, but she hadn’t seen him for a while now, she hadn’t seen… anyone or anything but heartless and guys in black, in a while.
Naminè dreamed that someday, she would be able to get out and see the true colors of the earth, there was a mirror in the white room, and she only knew three colors, blonde, blue, and white, the only three colors that reflected on the mirror. She never lost hope that she would be taken away from the white room, the only thing she could do to entertain herself was draw, and she loved drawing heroes and battles, but the thought that she would never see a real hero for a long time made her heart ache. Naminè only had two friends in life; the two were part of an organization by the name of ‘Organization XIII’ her two friends went by the names of ‘Axel’ and ‘Zexion.’ The rest of the organization thought Naminè was useless.
At night Naminè would stare out the window, but what she didn’t see were colors, it was all white, but it was beside the point, she didn’t focus on the color, what really attracted her were the sparkles in the sky above, Zexion called them Stars, every time Zexion came to Naminè’s room, he’d be smiling like she had never seen him before, every day his smile would have more happiness in it. A white bird Zexion would call a Raven always came by Naminè’s window every night, it wasn’t black, but as the rest of the scene outside her window, it was white. Naminè would call for a hero now and then, she thought if she drew something to do with it, the miracle would happen and she and her two best friends would be rescued from the horror known as the darkness.
All alone, I was searching for,
My Lenore, and the words of Mr. Edgar Allen Poe,
Now I’m Sober and, Nevermore,
Will The Raven Come To Bother Me At Home.
Calling You, Calling You,
You, Calling You, Calling You.
One morning, Zexion came into Naminè’s room; Naminè was facing her window and silently crying, she didn’t notice Zexion come in. He walked up to her and leaned on the windowsill next to her, “Don’t tell me you’ve lost all hope.†He said looking down at her, “I am only half a heart; no one has me in their heart, and no one thinks about me, if they ever do, they can’t remember who they’re referring me to, like Sora with Kairi. I’m of no importance, so what makes everyone think a hero will come? Plus, most of the organization adores darkness, heroes are on the light side, and I am standing on that line, I’m not joining the organization, but it’s the only family I’ll ever have, but to do dark deeds, is just wrong.†She said quietly, wiping the tears from her light blue eyes. “I’ll let you in on a little secret; I’m not to keen in being in the organization, but we all know how mad Xemnas gets when someone quits, like when Roxas did.†“Naminè, Axel and I have nothing against you, you are important to us, don’t listen to the rest of the organization, they don’t know who you really are, you’re not a witch, you have a special gift.†Zexion continued. “I wasn’t born like other Nobodies, I don’t know who my somebody is, and I’ll never get to meet her, the terrible things that the organization says about me, it cuts through me like a knife.†Naminè said, about to start crying again. Zexion put his hand on her shoulder, “You are in people’s hearts, Axel and I, we’ll do anything to protect you, the rest of the organization are wrong, they don’t know the meaning of your abilities, you chain people’s memories together to make them remember the happy memories they had once forgotten, I wouldn’t call that evil, you’re doing them a favor.â€
Interrupting the conversation, Axel appeared from a dark portal. “Zexion, the organization has decided to have a meeting here, we have to stand by Naminè, and they’re going to say things about her aga-.†Naminè interrupted Axel “Sorry for interrupting, but before the meeting takes place, I just want to tell the both of you, that you’re both now my older brothers.†She turned around, and asked Zexion nicely if he could lift her up onto the windowsill, he did so, and he sat there with her, and just then, 10 dark portals appeared opposite side to Axel, Zexion and Naminè, Axel ran over to the other side of Naminè preparing for Xemnas to speak, and Xemnas began, “What have we here? Two useless members of the organization and a useless nobody.†The 10 members laughed. Larxene took off her hood “As for the nobody, I say dispose of her, she’s useless, she breaks apart memories and sets them wrong, and as for a hero coming, there is no such PERSON as a hero. Behind that cute little face she does some awful things.†The 10 members laughed again. Zexion jumped off the windowsill “Larxene, Shut up.†He stared at her with a threatening look, “You know nothing about how light sided Naminè is, your stupid dark heart is too dull to accept it, you don’t believe in heroes because you’ve been defeated by so many.†Zexion stood up in a courageous way, if it’s the last thing he wanted, it was that someone calling Naminè dark. “This meeting is over.†He declared. The organization left, everyone, including Axel and Zexion. Naminè pushed her back to the side of the wall near the window, sitting on the windowsill, she turned her head to the window and thought of the outside world and what it was like, but she also had a thought that shivered down her spine once she thought of it. Why was she alive? Was there any meaning? And just then, a dark portal came back into the white room, Naminè turned her head in happiness, “Zexion!?†But she wasn’t happy when she saw who it was. “Larxene…†Larxene laughed, “That’s my name, don’t wear it out.†Naminè wanted to be courageous like Zexion; he was her role-model, as well as Axel. “I wouldn’t wear your name anyway.†Naminè didn’t know this would make Larxene mad. “Oh, you’ve done it this time.†Larxene made her knives appear in her hand, she threw one at Naminè and Naminè couldn’t defend herself, the knife cut into Naminè’s arm and she let out a bloodcurdling scream. Zexion and Axel heard her from the room next door, they rushed in from the door and ran up to Naminè, and Axel turned around and saw Larxene. She laughed “You need to work on your defense.†She cackled loudly and disappeared with a dark portal. Zexion and Axel turned back to Naminè, the blood rushing down her arm, she had lost so much, she fainted and her back hit onto the wall, Zexion pulled out a bandage from his pocket and wrapped it around Naminè’s wound. He used a cloth to wipe off the blood from her arm, Axel and Zexion sat down on the chairs near by, they had to keep guard until Naminè woke up, then they would have to leave for duty, but they’d tell Naminè that if she was in trouble she’d yell and they’d be right there.
When Naminè woke up, she found herself lying on the windowsill with a different color blanket laid on her, towards the corner of the room where she looked, Axel and Zexion were sleeping, Naminè walked up to them and shook them a little, they both woke up a little startled. “Zexion, Axel, what’s this color?†Naminè pointed to the blanket she found. “It’s called Purple, and there’s a lot more colors where that came from.†Zexion said happily, “Like Axel’s hair, the color’s called Red.†Axel walked over to where Naminè’s pencils were placed; he picked them up tightly and walked back over to the table. “We’ll tell you the names of all these colors, but then we have to go, duty calls.†Naminè’s smile disappeared, “You’re joining the organization in doing bad deeds?!†“Nope, we’re stopping them.†Axel said happily. “Besides, I have to go see a friend of mine, maybe I’ll introduce him to you sometime.†Naminè smiled sweetly. Axel and Zexion were like family to her. “So anyway, what’s this color?†Naminè pointed to a color sort of like a different shade of red. “It’s called Orange, usually the color of a sunset.†Suddenly, Axel had an
Idea, “hey Zexion, lets take Naminè to twilight town, and she can meet Roxas, they’re both a lot alike.â€
“But Axel, Xemnas wouldn’t allow it.†Sighed Zexion
“Yeah well, it isn’t like he’s gonna miss us anyway.â€
“You have a point.â€
“Then let’s go and never come back!†Interrupted Naminè, “I’ll grab my sketchbook and pencils, and we’ll go.â€
Zexion clicked his fingers and called both of them to the portal, they arrived in the most colorful place Naminè had ever seen, but something was wrong.
*Twilight Town*
Zexion and Axel walked Naminè up to sunset hill, to get the best view, but when Naminè got there she didn’t smile, she walked straight to the bench; sat down and hung her head low. “Naminè, what’s the matter? I thought you’d be happy to be here.â€
“I am, it’s just, how do I know this is even real, after all, nobodies aren’t supposed to exist, I was born on the line between darkness and light, and I’m being called from the light side, but I’m being called from the dark side too. It’s too much pain to handle, this is just a fake memory in a dream, and I need proof to show that I exist, and this scene exists.â€
“But this does exist and so do you, if you didn’t, you wouldn’t have met Zexion or me.â€
“But you are both nobodies too. I’m still trying to understand the meaning of us nobodies, we can’t become some bodies, and so what’s the point of trying? We’re on the light side now but the organization will come and drag us back to the white room.â€
“She’s got a point Axel, but we my as well just defend ourselves and push the organization away.â€
“But we won’t win, you and Axel have abilities, all I do is break peoples memories apart, we need three people to defeat the organization all at once, more like four.â€
“That’s easy, Axel, Sora, Roxas and I.â€
“But Sora and Roxas are both part of one heart, they can’t both appear.â€
“Once again, she has a point.â€
Born in a war of opposite attraction it isn’t or is it a natural conception,
Torn by the arms in opposite directions it isn’t or is it a modernist reaction.
Interrupting the conversation, 10 dark portals appeared the organization.
“Traitors, why are you protecting her? I should summon up some water clones on you.â€
“Go ahead and try Demyx, my fire can attack you BEFORE you can say ‘dance water dance.’â€
“Now now now boys, why don’t we just settle this with a little 10 vs. 2 combat?â€
Interrupting once more, the same boy Naminè saw in her dream ran up to sunset hill, stood in front of the organization and wielded the key blade.
“I’ll vs. you if you play fair, if I win another organization member battles, if I win again same thing happens until you’re all gone.â€
Sora ran up to Larxene, “You’re first.â€
----I can’t write battles, but Sora got attacked a few times and dodged even more----
The organization was gone.
“Sora, thank you.â€
“You saved us from fighting all of them against two people.â€
“Hey no problem, but I wanna ask, why are you two Organization members protecting Naminè?â€
“Well we’re sick of doing bad stuff this and bad stuff that, it really never changes.â€
“So we’re on the good side now.â€
“Sora, how can I thank you?â€
“You don’t need to do anything Naminè.â€
“What if I send you and Riku back to the islands?â€
“You can do that?! Why didn’t you do it in the first place?â€
“I wanted to make your visit all around the world’s one to remember.â€
“But Riku’s still in on the dark side.â€
“No he isn’t, he left, now he’s just searching for you.â€
“But what about Donald and Goofy here?â€
“They have the gummi ship to get back, and I can send the king home as well.â€
“Okay, but I can’t just forget you.â€
“You won’t, you made a promise, and you will meet Kairi, my original self, she will get an image of me now and then.†Naminè put her hand to her neck gently. “I just found out who my somebody was…â€
“Okay, send us back.â€
----Not good at writing miracles and we’re heading towards the end of our story anyway. ----
When Naminè got back to the white room, she sat on the window sill and stared out her window, she was happy that she finally knew who her somebody was, every now and then she would shine a smile to the pale white sun, Naminè knew she had done the right thing for the world, everyone was happy, the organizatio been destroyed, meaning there would be no more heartless or dusks. But she still couldn’t smile all the time, she didn’t get to meet Roxas, and she still has to stay in the white room most of the time, Zexion and Axel had quit the organization, so they didn’t belong to the darkness anymore, but Naminè still had no proof she existed, this could all just be a never-ending dream. Zexion and Axel walked into the white room and walked up to Naminè.
“We have proof that you exist, Naminè.â€
“Huh? What proof?â€
“You were put on this earth to make people remember the joyful times in life, and you do them a favor, and you reunited old friendships too.â€
“And we also have a surprise for you.â€
Axel and Zexion turned around and faced the door to the right. Naminè turned her head to look as well. In walked in a boy with short blonde hair, wearing a black top with a white and checkered jacket, he spotted Naminè and smiled, “Hi Naminè, I’m Roxas, Axel’s friend.â€
Sort of a happy ending, anyway, my third attempt on trying to write an actual story.:D