Another poem....

I wrote yet ANOTHER poem. xD :::

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Why do they lock you in your room?
You are not safe there.
By yourself....On your own...Your alone.
It gives you a chance to hurt yourself.
I shouldn't have let you go.
I should have held your hand forever.
But I let go.
So since you cut...I cut.
When you cry...I cry.

I want to remember, when you we're young
How the future mattered so much.
But now, that you are a teen,
You are afraid of what may happen.
You live for the present day,
Not for the past.
You want to know, so I ask.
"Dear God, what will happen tomorrow?
Will it be my last day? Or shall I live one night longer?
Please Lord....Can you make my wishes come true? It seems like your the only one who can."

Those were the days
When all that mattered was when Barney was coming on
But now you're sad and you're aura is dark
You act cold towards us all
I'm wandering....Who are you?
I hear voices in my head
They say things like...
"What happended to you? Where are you?"
I don't want to sound selfish
But who am I?
The person I used to be....
Why can she smile, but the person I am can't?
She was so....Happy...So sweet, so kind.
.....What happeded to her?

Everybody, every day
New connections are made between who we are, and who we want to be
It sounds pointless, and you may not reliaze it
But the one from our past and the one from our futrue depends on
The one in our present
Why is it such a huge desicion?
But it matters so much.
You can either go on with your life or end it

I don't know....What I want
I don't understand what happended
Whether it be my age or just me
I want to decide....But I can't
So don't except me to
.....At least, not yet.​

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So, that's my poem. Personally, I don't think it's my best but it's okay....