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Before I go l'd better say this: Yes I did appreciate that. However I did not understand the reasons behind the encouragements you gave. It looked to me like you were just trying to be nice. If you had actually gone into detail about how and why I didn't suck that would've helped.

EDIT: Oh and the reason why I always came back was because someone was nice enough to motivate me to come back somehow. I also want you to know that I think you're a very nice person and I have to say you're one of the people here who I admire. I would love to keep talking to you.

DOUBLE EDIT: And just so everybody understands why I'm leaving. I just can't take this ѕhit anymore. I'm sorry but I can't. Rafael is purposely trying to piss me off and I've had all I can take. I'd like to just be friends with all of you and let bygones be bygones but I don't really see how that's gonna happen at this point.

For the last time I already told you that I was sorry for that and I admitted that I jumped to conclusions and that I was wrong to say that. You need stop holding that grudge. I said I was sorry or that so you should try to forgive me. As for when I told you to fuсk off well try to understand this. It's true you said you would help me yes. And you tried. But then what did you do? You immediately gave up and then purposely started trolling me...

I was starting to gain respect for you again, I really was, but now you've completely lost all my respect.

EDIT: As for me saying you're not a true friend well...I feel like a true friend would've tried to build me up instead of criticizing me and saying "fak u"...

FYI I did used to have true friends who I trusted. And I still do. But you know what? That's it. I'm leaving this arena. I'm sure that will make yours and everyone else's day hearing that. I'm sick of this. I'm not dealing with this anymore. If anybody wants to Duel me or talk to me I'll be on the other forum.

When exactly did I say that to you? If you wanted to talk to me all you had to do was message me. I'm not a very social person. And I'll say this again even though it probably wouldn't do any good and even though I shouldn't have to:

I get pissed very easily. I admit that. And I also don't take criticism well. I also just get really frustrated when people get stubborn with me about things. And I admit that I need to work on that. But I'm really not so bad once you get to know me.

Everybody's always constantly teaming up against me and my opinions and saying stuff like this. Well goodbye everyone. I'm not dealing with this anymore. Like I said if you wanna talk to me and/or Duel me you know where to find me.

Indeed. I can plainly see that. Which is why I think I should leave this arena. I can clearly see that more than half of you don't like me or care about me. True friends wouldn't say the things you and Rafael did.

They wouldn't say:

Or:

That's like pouring gasoline on a fire. A true friend would say something like "Gee Jaden I had no idea I'm sorry to hear that but I want you to know that I support you and I care about you"

And they sure as hell wouldn't be okay with it if I said I was gonna kill myself. They would say something like; "No Jaden! You can't do that! I'm your friend! I'll miss you if you're gone!" So both of you are saying you wouldn't care if I committed suicide?

Fuсk off you stupid troll. I've had enough of your crap. You make me sick. If I had the ability to I would ban you from this arena...

It helps prevent confusion. That's why I have that rule. And really? You did? I must've missed it. It's not ready yet though. I still need to make more cards for it. It's incomplete.

@Terra and Riku: Ugh you guys are hopeless...Well I just now saw your posts and the reason for that rule is to help prevent confusion. It also makes it more realistic. Because in the real game facedown cards are not invisible you know.

Ah yes it makes sense now.

EDIT: This however would mean that Terra never got to play his 2nd Nightbeam.

This is NOT optional. I've said this before. Strike 1. Edit your post.[DOUBLEPOST=1350763255][/DOUBLEPOST]

I'm pretty sure you can't do that unless they changed the rulings. You should only be able to chain 1 Reckless Greed to the activation of the first Night Beam...Wouldn't it have to be the 1 that was not targeted?[DOUBLEPOST=1350763397][/DOUBLEPOST]

You're getting a bit ahead of yourself there. He could've still chained to the first 1 you know.

Went to see my doctor. Turns out I have a sinus infection. Stupid weather changes...

And I always know when the weather changes...Because I always get sick when it happens...

My disability prevents me from getting mine.

I never said it like that. Nor did I mean it like that. It's just the way you perceived it.

Right now the main person pissing me off as of late is Rafael. I mean this is ridiculous...First he said every deck can be competitive, Then he said he said some decks were bad, Then he said every deck can be good, And then he said certain decks were bad again...He's clearly trolling. Cuz there's no way a player of his calibur would say Inzektors are bad and Crystal Beasts aren't bad and really mean it...And he just recently said Gem Knights were bad shortly after saying that "any deck can be meta"...

Glad you're still here. Maybe you and me can start a Duel in the arena soon and keep it alive. I'm sick right now though. Been sick all day. I think I may be getting bronchitis again. It's awfully bad and very common for me around this time of year.

Did it ever occur to you that sometimes a person may not be as bad as they seem? I know you think that I'm a dick and a jerk but I've told you before that I've had a rough life. I've had people who hated me and people who also said that they really liked me once they got to know me. But I don't have very many friends and I've been through alot so that's why I seem like an unpleasant person to be around. Sometimes a person just needs a friend. In case you hadn't noticed I respond much better to kindness instead of criticism. That's why I get along better with people like itachilives, Joey, and nasirrich. And that's the way some people are. The time in my life when I had more friends and thought that I had finally found the right woman I was much happier and much more pleasant to be around...Truthfully I always feared that I might one day hurt my friends in my anger like how I've done here at times...

And now I really wonder if it would be better if I just leave...

I mean who here besides itachilives even likes me and truly sees me as a friend? And earlier when I said I was gonna leave almost everybody started celebrating...That and seeing what Terra just wrote seriously tells me that I should just go...What's the point of my being here anymore anyway? There's not even any Dueling going on here anymore...Nothing but constant bickering and arguing...I apologized but yet that still wasn't enough according to what Terra just said...

And when I tried to talk to you all about my depression all you all did was just go all: "Stop sayin' dat u suck! Just keep tryin' and get betterz!" Without even giving me a reason or reasons why I should keep trying and not believe that I suck...

My life has no meaning...And it never did...I bet if I died you all would be much happier...And the world would be a much better place...I should just die...I'm a burden to everyone around me...My friends, My family, Everyone...