*high fives you* Yeah, well I don't like being yelled at...uh, online. Seriously, when someone talks to you in CAPS in your head it sounds like...
Hi. What's up?
Meh, better than sunday. How about you?
Doctor Who? no.
You guys are all so very unique and it makes me remember that there are a lot of good people left in the world. But I don't smile for everyone's sake; I smile when I'm truely happy. I don't think I'll be smiling for real for a long time. What happened hurt way too close to home and it damaged something inside me. There's just something that I guess was dumb of me to believe that the people here wouldn't make everything about your body. I guess I was wrong..... I'm a reasonable person. There isn't a whole lot that can upset me when it comes from someone who I don't hold close to my heart. But I thought I was friends with the people I rp-ed with; I trusted them. I didn't think that kind of trust would be broken over something so stupid. I don't ask much, hell, I don't ask for barely anything. But I make one request and suddenly it's as if I dropped a bomb on a children's hospital. I'm not a selfish person, I'm not even a very brave person so to ask something of someone takes a lot of my courage. To be denied when my logic is right and then to be called ******ed.....is unneccesary name calling and hurtful. No, I'm not the brightest crayon in the pack. For all anybody knows I lied about my age and am actually seven years old. It wouldn't be like you can tell. Which is why that argument meant something to me personally. We all forget younger people can skim the internet, find this from their interest in Kingdom Hearts (as I found it) and start reading anybody's rp. I'm just saying, I wanted to protect those younger than myself and keep an environment that was respectful of every human being to set an example.....apparently I failed at that and it makes me a little irrational with my own thoughts. I know death wouldn't be the best way to handle something like this. It is like running away and that's not who I want to be. But I am a coward, I can't help it if my first thought is to run away like that. Sixteen years of my life I've been told I was a coward by my very own brother, made fun of for my appearance and the way I do things, and even for what I read. Even back then I thought my answer was suicide. Save for the fact that I was too young to know how to actually end my life and I didn't like blood and had a low tolerance for pain.
I love that part in Zanarkand. It always makes me laugh. <3
The Beast roared again, clawing a Heartless in half as it tried to sneak past him to get to Belle. "What do you think I'm doing!" Belle dashed away from the Beast and the Heartless, heading for the balcony doors. The Beast ran after her, guarding the doors and Xenree did a mid-air flip and landed next to him, several Heartless disappearing from the almost invisible slashes from her Keyblade. A snarl formed on her lips as she danced around a Heartless, stabbing it through the back.
Akira eased her grip on Grey, not fully letting go of the boy, since riding Dahaka was oddly soothing. There was something about the feeling of air rushing past her cheek that comforted her. She nodded numbly to Lightning's question. Turning her focus to Leo, "Leo, stop it. Dahaka's our only way of staying airborne and I don't want to fall to my death!" Light sighed, sensing everyone was only saying they were fine because of the shock of losing Snow. But to her it mattered more. Her brother-in-law was gone....though she thought him dumb at times, she actually cared for him. Lightning turned to see the boy with the lance land beside her, the thought that she'd seen him somewhere before hit her and she pushed it away, "I suppose you're just as lost as we are. What's your name?" Light couldn't understand where the gentleness in her voice came from, but she would use it to the most, trying to keep everyone calm.
I gotta go to bed now.
"Mmmm," Xenree mumbled, agreeing without actually listening to Marushi. Her silver eyes fixed on the hole in the wall of the town that led to a forest, her mind was still focused on the issue within her. There must be a flaw in me. Riku could control this better than I have. I need more focus. I need...." she glanced behind her at Orias and Marushi and Trixis, "Time away...." The thought saddened her a bit and she lowered her silver eyes from her best friends and her new friend Marushi.
Well hello. It's nice to meet you too. :)
Haha, well goodnight my friend. If the rp starts before you get back, I'll try to keep the seriously important parts til you return.
Accepted. Nice bio, it caught my interest easily.
Alice whipped her head toward the thudding sound as her vision cleared and she muttered, "Yeah....as if I'd stand around and let Heartless attack me. I was having a.....something..." she trailed off and darted down the street toward what she could hear.
Well I hope you at least have fun tomorrow.
Mom wants me to go to bed in an hour. Once Hawaii Five-O gets over I gotta go.
Hm, right. I'll keep that in mind. Thanks. My mom wants me to go to bed in an hour. Tuesday tomorrow....it's a good thing since it means I...
Hm, I suppose you're right. Well I hope it turns into a good story.
Yeah....my friends yelled at him, though Wolfie deleted that too. I just can't believe someone would say that over an rp argument.
Yeah she is. true... It's funny, I was actually really kinda nervous about starting my own rp. I still don't know how I'm going to actually...
