Repliku is our Onii-chan =3! xDDDDDD Er... >.> I'm not getting into trouble soon after we just fixed the other one D:.
Well, you have to admit. Anyone who has another different sort of weapon has yet to lose to that thing. What I'm wondering, is what was Marluxia's full scale of the plan. It had many flaws. Considering that Roxas was there, unless he thought he could rally enough people to fight him if Roxas would not agree, and then take care of Xemnas himself with other people, I definitely don't know how he was going to do this. His plans weren't as good as he believed. Larxene alone isn't enough to help. I still wonder why the girl joined him in the first place, because every time a scene with those two in the same room, they were always distant, a respecful one, but a distance nonetheless, and never really spoke to each other as much as they should. They appeared cold to me. Maybe behind the scenes with the plotting, yet, considering they were partners, someone you trust, you would think they would be more talkative when concerning one another. Or show the viewers that they are. I hope the new game covers that more better.
OOC: Was it too long? xD And will do with the changes.
I do not sense the cheer D:.
OOC: I don't know. If everyone agrees, I suppose. But, we also need someone who has knowledge of the Novels and true to the game, and I'm not sure who. Tis' a shame. I loved Pyrɸ's Axel.
OOC: *le sigh* I don't know. Pyrɸ was one of the neutral members to count on (other than Amber..wow), that way we all don't have to play the Org. characters. And there's still Xaldin and Xigbar to deal with. Vote anyone? Simple way. There's gonna have to be pure trust, though. Unless we are able to find and hunt someone for the roles.
OOC: And there it goes D:. I'll also volunteer to play Axel if anyone doesn't mind (weird, two Axels, of course, I might stop what Larxene is doing, and just make her reappaer and done with her punishment around the end, or close to it). Unless we find someone else, or if one presents itself better. To be honest, I also lost some kind of appeal to this RP, yet the best we can do is finish it, as we're very close, and the rest, other than Xemnas, who even with the amount of charges he'll have, won't be as bad, cause he won't be argued, is easy. Since even with the way they did them, the crimes aren't that much.
Whee!! 8D *dances* ZOMG. You're here, thank goodness. I thought we were going to lose you for awhile.
OOC: My bad for the delay. I was not in the RP mood last night for....certain reasons >.>. And chula, you'll probably on a block, yet it won't stop a certain someone from biting Axel's head off >D. Don't think you're overdoing the Roxas thing, it's just...Larxene :D. "No, you're wrong, Xigbar. There's no time for beach parties, unfortunately. Yet, I will only sip margaritas after the job is done and I have to come back," Larxene corrected idly, dismissing him with a intricate wave of her hand, placing her tone of voice so neutral that they couldn't tell whether she was serious or not on purpose. And the whole talk of getting to know about what happened in Castle Oblivion, made her tingle delightfully, considering Axel was going to be cornered. It was too bad there would be no consequences until this was over. Even so, she was getting slightly annoyed. Zexion seems to be the only one on her side, but she perfectly well knew that wasn't a good thing from the gleam in his eyes, slightly covered by his bang. Goodness gracious, blame her from wanting to breathe some open air other than this pathetic atmosphere in this damned forsaken world. And it wasn't even the decoration anymore, though she preferred to take away the bland colors, and things that kept saying she was nothing, and living in a nothing home, and in a nothing world. Yet, she also had to consider the fact that she was setting herself up as the basic guinea pig, which meant, anything can go wrong. Even with her death...problem, she wasn't exactly fearing it, or not enough to make her hesitate. She had come into contact with that voice, but even this test was all on chance. Larxene could already imagine if Luxord was here, he would be popping out his cards and betting to play a game on the outcome. That rhetoric nutjob. That was the right idea, though. If it failed, there would be no other option of connection with the outer realms and worlds, and they would be stuck here unless some opening was presented, their Souls ripped, and she might die or not, depending on which decision. Then, of course, there is the success, which did not need explaining. Pack this with the fact that the thought of the island sun and being on some other place than this hellhole, it sounded halfway promising. Besides, is not like anyone would care if she was gone. She had nothing here, and nothing in her original life. All was lost. And still for some reason, she didn't want to die, despite how many times the conclusion passed her mind. Granted, she wouldn't care if anyone in here would be gone either, as they meant nothing to her, but they seemed to miss this was a different situation than before. Sure, she might have her fun with that little group of heroes and all, wanting to see their reactions, yet all their lives, Nobodies anyway, were on the line. Even hers. They could separate and go different paths when they get out, or stick together, yet it was unknown whether they be tracked anyway and used one at a time, something Xemnas was aware of. Despite that they might be with the wielders. Larxene wasn't even putting her existence on the line here. The moment she woke up, it was chosen for her. This entity would have to be faced sooner or later, she knew. With a glare to them all, she argued her case, "Yes, I do have a track record. Sue me. Yet, this is a entirely different scenario, and if you want, you can even make the portal to the exact spot if it would please any of you." It was there she heard Axel's quip, and immediately, turned to deliver her scowl and dirty look at him very easily, though her eyes were very belittling, a brow raised at the prospect he mentioned, and how he appeared so pitiful. It was noticeable, even from here. She didn't even bother not to snap at him, for once. Oh yes, she has yet to stop despising his very Soul. She was loud, yet amazingly enough, her tone was leveled so it could only reach him, and it was more like talking, than shouting. "You think whoever is behind this is going to let three members go free? You must have dropped some IQs when you faded. And like hell the third member who would be going if that ever happened is you. You'll probably go fly off looking for your dear Roxas. Seriously. If people question your sexuality, like Demyx, and you're tired of it, you can't really blame them. I swear you're on that kid like white on rice. Stop being pathetic and love torn for a minute. Is sickening. Wise up." She had much more to say to that...oh, did she ever, but for some reason, bit her tongue from scolding him cruelly any longer. Her point was made, anyway, there was no reason to go on a rant, like usual, when she gets irritated. Xemnas did not speak a word as he listened, and simply sighed when Larxene began to mouth off at their 8th member. She did have a point. He still thought Axel a fool for believing what wasn't there, but sitting there and wishing all forlornly isn't going to help him get closer to what he wants to see. Nonetheless, there was more important matters to think of. This was a difficult prospect in many ways. He did not trust Larxene. Plain and simple. But there was more to it than that. For the two volunteering members, counting out Axel for now, there was a choice. One, was the girl, who had been a traitor before, and it was not told what her motives and contemplations were. Yet, if she did stay, what if she did turn her back in another possible way to fit her needs? Especially if Marluxia ever did wake up. Then there was Xaldin, a loyal member who had not committed betrayal, and one he did not want to risk for the sake of Larxene's. And at the same time, if Larxene did pass through, it was questionable, and was taken skeptically, if she would do as she was suppose to. But what if it does not work as well, and it places her in danger? What if Xaldin was in her place? There was another what if, in the form that if Larxene did not pull through for them and went on her own road, if they could even sent another member? It was, indeed, risky. As his mind filtered through this more, balancing the pros and cons, as well as their fate, he had come to a final method to solve this. Easy, to the point, and it will be chosen by them all in a agreeable stalemate: "We will take a vote." Before he could begin the voting, however, he had noticed a Dusk appear at his presence, and shower him with a respectful bow. He nodded to it, waiting as to why it had come. What he heard, made him narrow his eyes, not only sharply, but suspiciously. "What?" It had sprouted out on his own, the hiss, and his brows furrowed at this news. He was curious, and interested, but he knew better. They weren't taking anyone into the Organization at this moment, and a stranger suddenly appearing in the midst of all this dilemma? He eyed his members. The person was here, nevertheless, in this hold, in this world. He could sense it. With the danger that loomed, any place here was thrown in death. There's was also a fact, even with them unaware, it could make this lone rnager drift into their headquarters, lost, or, if lookign for some sign of life. Might as well know who was the intruder. And what would happen to that fate, well, that was to be seen. He gave the one command. "Yes...lead it here." Naminé had stopped her small crying when Repliku spoke, and she smiled weakly, relieved that he accepted it, and wasn't going to keep a grudge with her. She had yet to feel like it wasn't her fault completely, because she was to blame in some way. If only she could have returned things back to normal with the Riku Replica, and if it wasn't for the way he was created, and that he wasn't so fragile in terms of memories, to the point where she could break him, then maybe he would've been freed from the chains she placed on him. She felt really helpless this way when concerning his health, she couldn't do anything without seriously harming him in the process. Either way, she didn't say anything as his voice rattled the air kindly, wiping her eyes softly as to take away the remaining dampness, and watched him silently in her own stupor. Naminé noticed he appeared really upset in some way, not angry, but sad as well, if not, even holding himself back, and she wondered if she was the cause of that too. She didn't want to keep affecting him the way she did. If only things would've been different, she pondered...that thought got distracted, though, when he stood up and began to walk away, and it somehow startled her to think she had done another thing wrong, but it turned out differently, as he eyed her, trying to cheer her up. It did kind of work, more so with the ease that it was fine, and she hadn't done anything. She found herself grinning back, nodding, and giggling a little. Around this time, she found herself standing up too on her feet, his words kind of giving her more of a motive the more he said, yet what really got to her were the next things that rang her ears. She listened carefully, a few times frowning, especially when he had implied that he was somehow being a burden to her, when that wasn't the case at all. Naminé did not interrupt him, however, and let him finish, taking it in, and somehow, she may understand his feelings more thoroughly now. Because yes, he has feelings, and wounds that are yet to be kept at bay, and visions that have yet to stop haunting him. At first, she gazed at him intently, before heading up to him, and once she reached his figure, took the initiative, and grabbed his hand, tenderly, and squeezing it tight for a second as to provide some comfort, her eyes peering at his face, giving him a big, meaningful smile. "I still somehow feel responsible, even if you don't hold it against me, but I want you to know that you were not, or are not, a thorn on my side. I never hated you, or disliked you, even with your personality back then. You were wronged, and you were at odds because of it, everything that was dwelling within you, the confusion, the loss, the truth, and I can never feel or think anything negative, your mind was in disarray, and I can't tell you how much I apologize for that. I knew you were never that person, and I'm aware you were not ever since Castle Oblivion. I know I almost really hurt you when you were to attack Sora that time, yet, it was never done on purpose, and it was more of a reaction, something I didn't mean, and felt truly guilty for. There's a lot of regrets, but we can work around them, and slowly make them go away. I'm sorry I can't help you with getting rid of those memories I implanted, I wish I could do something...I really do, but now, you're back. I feel as that is something to look forward to. You can have your life, you have a second chance. It doesn't matter if you were handmade, or a clone, you're here, you're the now, and you breathe, just like everyone. The memories might not be real as well, but you can make it a reality. Yes, you never knew me, you never grew up here, and never saw me draw on the sand, or we never played, and there was never a promise, or strong feelings of that unknown girl who was in trouble and locked up in a castle. Nevertheless, I'm certain, that if you have no place to go, you can remain here, with us, Sora, Riku, and Kairi. We can all create new memories, swordfights, running in the sand, taking a swim at the ocean, make promises and build friendships, and as you keep living, and those grow bigger, it might in the end, cover up those old memories, and fill you with the light you lost. Now, you can live the dream you wanted, and have true people that care about you, and you them. Not that they don't already...because I do. I want to be your friend, your good friend and best friend, and if you're alright with it, we can all start from scratch. And maybe you can have your own princess too somewhere down the road. Think of the possibilities that awaits you. And then...then there won't be any emptiness, or any holes, or any loneliness, I know you can do it, I have faith, and you'll be cleansed, and be a person, and enjoy life as one. Try your best, and I'll be here along the way." Her own consolation to him was quite abruptly interrupted when Ansem had spoken, now also noting that a new stranger was in their midst. Hearing that they will be moving into the Organization's headquarters, she wasn't really sure, yet, they got to take action, she also guessed. It was that, she was worried they were heading into a trap. Turning to glance back at the Replica, she gave him a determined nod, leading him gently to the group with her, her hold on him not breaking, murmuring to him softly, "You'll be okay. Though, we can't really keep calling you Riku Replica, now...too long." At that statement, she went into quiet trance, her mind picking up choices, and her expression now thoughtful. After a while, until the point where they were now next to the rest and waiting, she finally spoke, tilting her head at him. "How about...we call you...Repliku? Not the best thing I can come up with, but is better than Riku Replica, or even Riku, we'll get confused, and I don't think reminding you you're a Replica all the time by calling you just that works either..." She chuckled good naturedly at that, covering her mouth with her free hand, looking over at Riku himself to see if he agreed with the idea as well.
OOC: I would proclaim to have Axel take the stand, but we are not certain if we still have him in our grasp (Pyrɸ). Shall I call anyway?
Well, Fire, to put it short: ICSP was somehow emo with some issues, and reported that he was to leave the forum. That got some people really upset, and kind of put down everyone. In the end, he decided to see the light, and stay. We are unsure if Pyrɸ is still MIA after the bomb. Why do I feel sorry for you when I hear that? Anyway, I was more upset/sad than angry, luckily enough. Mind you, while the pissed off rant in the other page was for jokes, yes, I was a bit mad. Mostly because I didn't understand and I was wondering if this was actually serious. Really, ICSP. We should stop making Repliku have a headache from time to time xP. Yet, in a weird thought, I see that as being annoying little brother and sister in the most twisted possible way. Done and said, yet soon forgotten. But, now is over, and we should return to our normal, forum lives until the next harsh blow 8DDD.
*sniff* *sniff* ........ ........ Thank the Lord. You have NO idea how happy this makes me, that we at least have you here. I feel like the elephant has been lifted off my shoulders, and my stomach in churning in a sick way anymore. At least, it brought a smile on my face. Can't say I'm not still scarred. We need to put a permanent hold on you, so you will never be able to go. ........... And now for the tough love. :guns: DON'T YOU EVER, EVER, EVER, DO THAT S***T AGAIN!!! DO YOU HEAR ME?!!!!! YOU LITTLE TARD, I'M GOING TO HUNT YOU DOWN LIKE NO OTHER, YOU :censor: AND THAT:censor:!!!! YOU LITTLE :censor: AND THE FACT THAT YOU GOT ME UPSET AND WOPRIED SICK, YOU :censor:, AND I'M ABOUT TO HOSE YOU DOWN, LITTLE *BEEP*, YOU *BEEP* WHY I OUTTA *BEEEEEEEP* , MAKING ME WORRY LIKE THAT!!! :ranting: RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! I love you. T-T I still feel a bit distraught, though. Seriously speaking.
*heart breaks* I really didn't want to click on the Departure Lobby and see your thread. The first time you PMed me about this problem I thought you would've made it through it, or if things calmed, that it would get better, but I guess I was wrong. I'm upset now, like, truly sad. I don't want you to leave ICSP, yet I also don't know if this is good for you. You're leaving everyone behind here, and...I can't even speak right now. If you take a break, let it be only a break, please be back T-T. Or think about it more. Thinking is good...
OOC: ................. ........................ ......................... God bless, I think I just received the most shocking turmoil in my life. I've read everything, even from the Family Thread, and I was on my way to happy posting when THIS happened. It's so sad this thread died this way. And ICSP.... I'm not even damn joking right now, this killed my mood entirely. My heart just deflated. It's been nice guys, I guess...let's us battle once more in the future. This was so anti-climactic.
I don't know either. This is the most freaking depressive night I've ever had concerning this forum. I can't believe this is happening at all. First ICSP is leaving, and then Pyrɸ comes next. Now Repliku. I don't even care about crap and taking reign right now, and I'm not even sure whether to. I want to keep this Family up for the rest, yet I don't want to stay here when my two loved ones are gone. I'm so freakishly sad right now...it feels like everything good's ending, you know? Ah, I don't know...I'll think about it, it depends. I don't really care right now...
OOC: I was actually thinking of sending this through PM, yet then I thought that it wasn't much to say or could not harbor any sort of long reaction, so I left it there, and waited a simple short post of understanding. Well, that prediction went wrong xD. But as for the reply to that big sized post, I'll sent it though PM, because I think you misunderstood what I meant when saying IC and OC or something. As for the upcoming replies, I'll get to those soon D:, since I wanted just to get that out, and I have to go. I'm loving the Repliné moment <3, weirdly enough.
OOC: I'm not, and I don't want it to, but the way it was posted in-character felt like Naminé said something bad, when it wasn't really, or went anything against it, since the topic was not on souls, and it somehow appeared attacked (that was more on Repliku's part though, and why Naminé responded the way she did will now be revealed IC).These are the reasons why (is nothing negative or egging or anything xD, bear with me, and you'll see the point in the end and how it comes together): 1. Anything about Axel were facts, and Naminé was witnessed to it, and explained that better to Demyx so he can be more informed in the light of things. 2. I was following Naminé's examples, from her quotes, thoughts, perceptions, and feelings, in the game and novel. She blatantly said that she didn't know what the Organization is in terms of where they stand, but are just incomplete beings trying to be whole, and gain their Heart by using KH's power. Is even more brought up in the novel, when Saïx smacked her, and then proceeded to call him "pitiful", and yet no sign of anything negative or hate. I expanded on that by simply giving information that we already know in the game, and mixing it with why she thinks he's pitiful and why she's neutral this way, and make it as to why she feels it and make sense. 3. The Organization whether evil or good, or anything else, is a debate in itself and within the fandom. I did nothing wrong, and focused on their existences, the reason why Naminé can see them without prejudice, rather than the methods, something that didn't need to be said, and I stayed away from. She didn't say anything of their actions except that they weren't good or justifiable, but who they are, which is where it completely diverted, and what she's getting jumped on for, when that wasn't what was talked about. Being told as if she didn't understand this wasn't the point. That's why there doesn't need to be a character to "correct" her (not only one, but three), at least, the way it was done, like if she was in the wrong believing that, because even inside KH, is not certain. This is because of the 'blame' thing, that would be known IC now. 4. The actions themselves is a need for understanding and personal reasons as to why too. For example, when Axel kidnaps Kairi, you would think he does it out of some malice to get Sora to turn into a Heartless. It turns out, that Naminé requested of wanting to meet with her Other, and that Axel never even knew about Sora turning into a Heartless, and asked whether that was a new plan for the Org., so it was needless to say, he was playing mind games. Demyx too, and his conversation with Xigbar when given the order. It might all seem simple outside in a POV, but it can mean differently in another perspective. That's why Naminé mentioned "personal reasons and why". I can see why I could be mistaken, but I wanted to explain first why I saw it that way, so you won't think I'm just starting anything out of nothing for the hell of it, so you can understand where I came from with that more thoroughly. And in case it somehow picks up again somewhere down the road, and now you know my line of thinking for the future and why. So if I say something IC, you won't think is something else, like what occurred. It has nothing to do with the Court RP (though is not a wrong guess to think so with the past), but rather, what I took wrong, since you misinterpreted the "blame" thing, and carried it with opinions in response (opinions in general, we didn't first clashed in Court). I, didn't know you misinterpreted, and I took it how I explained above with all that was said IC because I thought I wrote something blasphemous, trying to figure out why, and felt somehow pegged on unfairly. That's where it comes together. Kind of flowing with me...eh? With misunderstanding? ^^; This way, we won't be at odds. Is kind of the same thing that's happening to our characters. Xemnas nodded at Zexion. "First, I want to check what the situation is with Destiny's Islands, and whether portalling is any different to fix up a few loose screws in logic to conclude a better hypothesis. It can either help us to get out, or not. Even so, we will find a way to not stay here. What is a certain problem as well, is that most of the members are still sleeping. I might not feel or care what happens to you all, at least, not the way I could have, or you wish to, because I truly can't, and I will say this now, I am not to lie, yet, I also would think you will be aware of this with the time spent in my presence. I'm sure you knew it very well. I still have the need to explain. In how my orders were before, and why it did not affect me when it was to eliminate: probably in the same terms that we don't linger on the thoughts of assasinating for far too long when it concerns us as well. Is with the lack of Heart, and the hindrance that we cannot get any repercussions emotionally, so we can't be in turmoil as someone in posession of a Heart will. I am also not one to fool myself with memories and express them as if they were real. It is more our matter of our component make-up, and whether it truly is 'killing', and with who we are as a Nobody race, but I would not get into the topic. What I'm getting at, is that I know when something is not deserved, especially with how it is taken, and I can assure you that this time, no one will be left behind. We are dealing with something that can destroy us, and as we decided, past actions are to be held back for the moment, and these are mine. I do, Zexion, want to hear what truly happened in Castle Oblivion by your words to fill in gaps I had suspected from Axel's return, yet it wil lbe taken care of in due time." With that, he eyed them all cryptically. "Getting back to business, any volunteers to want to visit Destiny's Islands, or go through with the test?" "I'll do it. Though, I can't exactly promise you a positive reaction if I do manage to go through in that world," Larxene raised up now, her tape recorder back on her pocket, a curling, sneaky smile on her lips as thoughts filled of how many of them were stationed in those islands, and what she can do, or even what they will say. She wasn't as joyous with the possibility as she normally would, with the current dilemma, but, she was willing to take anything to get her mind off of things she did not want to dwell on. She was mostly joking, for the most part anyway, as she wasn't certain herself how she was going to act given the circumstances. The sound of islands and beaches was too tempting, however. Otherwise, she didn't really care about the fact that she was fooling and getting too deep into memories to complete what was truly missing and empty. It felt real at times, and that was enough to even question it. Larxene wasn't to outright tell her disagreement, as the case was left up in the air about how they do really act and how. But with Xemnas's train of mind, she could see how blind he truly was, and that was his flaw. In her opinion, anyway. She always thought that, and one of the many reasons of what got her to join with Marluxia. A blind man leading the blind. It was understandable, that Xemnas hesitated on the offer, knowing her well, something that had nothing to do with her words, and peered around the rest once more. "Any other takers?" Larxene scowled. "I wasn't really serious with that. Well. Mostly. But I know well about what not to mess up and how to handle it given what we are stuck with. I'm not stupid." Naminé didn't look at him when he spoke, her eyes somehow burning, not from anger, but unshed waters. It wasn't until the end when he finished that she shook her head, knowing they had reached a point where things were taken in the wrong perception of what she said, and what the rest were hounding her for, when she didn't think what she explained was at all worthy to be scolded about when she was aware of all of that. She didn't follow him right away, still a bit hurt at the tone he took, and the words he used. She wasn't any better, yet the way he went about it really stung as well, so that it hit her, and for the first time, lost her reason and humble mind and personality to defend herself from what was thrown. Swallowing as her eyes stared over to the sea still, Naminé snuck a glance to the Riku Replica, seeing him sit down dejectedly, probably coming to terms with what she said, at she did stab at a point he always had trouble with. The guilt came right away and it wrenched, yet she stood there for a while, thoroughly depressed and pondering. She didn't expect this to happen, yet she didnt think he believed that things were left so unresolved. Getting a hold of herself, as the rift began with what she had stated, she carefully went over to him in light, soundless steps, silently sitting next to him on the sand, quite shameful with the words slapped at the other, and hers, specifically. Feeling her throat close up as she wiped her eyes, she started with a trembling voice as if she was holding back, bringing her knees up and wrapping her arms around them. "You took it the exact opposite way. I was not blaming who they were born as, and why it connects to the paths they decided to take with their cursed existence, and why I can't judge them for it, because I don't know their thoughts or why. Not that their actions and what they did weren't theirs to blame or that they weren't responsible for them, or that they weren't wrong. It seems it was blurred along the way, but that's what I truly meant. I didn't know you went with that conclusion, and I was tired with the bad attitude, even with Roxas himself, so when you bit the way you did, I felt attacked, when I didn't understand what was it that I said that was so, so wrong...." She didn't want to, and she did try to stop, yet tears finally spilled as she slightly covered her mouth by moving her hand, all of what happened coming to her, and what she had done in the past relived in the way it was done, when she thought she made it right. She gazed at him honestly and meaningfully, willing not to be so fragile and weak as he placed her as. "I know what I did, and I never meant for any of it to happen, and what Marluxia had in mind. I'm sorry...I really am sorry for what I did to you, and everyone, yet I felt so helpless and...I tried the best ro remedy it when I got the chance, it still hurts me and it makes me feel guilty back then of Castle Oblivion..." Naminé trailed off there, rubbing her eyes to clean her face, and stop the crying and weeping. She didn't want him to feel as if she was playing the pity card. "You'e real to me as the way of everyone else..."
Naminé was surprised at the sudden snap from Riku Replica, and something ignited in her. She didn't know what, but it reminded her of the same way Roxas quipped at her back at the mansion, and the tone was not something she would like to be directed for. At first, she had kept quiet, and was hurt, yet it turned into a sort of determination as her thoughts swirled on everything anyone ever said to her, and whether time spent with Kairi made her have some fire, she didn't know, but she creased her eyebrows at him, her tiny lips in a frown, though her tone was the exact opposite of what she was presenting, as it was as it still held a soft calm. She focused on him and ignored anything else for the second. "I apologize for saying something positive about them, for once, instead of negative. I never said they cared for me, or that I didn't notice that I was being used, if that wasn't obvious to me because I was the tool and was there to feel it, I merely spoke of their existence...of my existence, and why I understand, I never asked for Demyx's opinion to be changed, or his feelings. I replied because he asked and the topic went up, and I answered for him to know why I want to save them. And why I don't harbor so many wrongs on Larxene's side with my interactions with her because he questioned it, something you were barely even there to witness, and I didn't say anything on Marluxia except for one word. Is no doubt what he did, so I don't need to explain further, or want to remember. I even said so myself that Demyx doesn't have to think similarly, but that's my own, and how I feel, and why I don't hate them, and can't. I wasn't waiting for a agreement. I don't like the way they did things, something I mentioned, and you seemed to missed, but I can't blame them for it, and won't. You don't have to like it, however I made it appear, and reply in your bitterness to me the way you did. Is not your fault, but that doesn't mean I have to be part of your verbal assault when nothing was directed at you. I had thought I had said sorry to you before, but whatever the case, I'll say it. I'm sorry. If that's what really is bothering you. Yet, the way you brought it up was uncalled for, and I won't stand there and take it. Don't tell me to get over myself when you can't even help you." Her eyes quivered, slightly shaking as the little run spread over her body, and she composed herself, now feeling quite altered and attacked. It didn't last long, as she wasn't one to hold up so much anger, and she looked away from him, her stare out into the ocean. It was there she heard Ansem speak and what Riku was telling her at the same time, but she didn't need to be reminded. Did they think she was that blind? Just only because she spoke of them in at least a positive way, instead of harshly? That's all it took to get these speeches thrown at her? She wasn't ignorant to her wrongs, which is why she did and tried her best to correct them. The best way she possibly could. And, somehow help back and give off that same kindness. She felt guilty. She felt remorse. Is not because she didn't see what they did because of her own faults, is because she understood, and will remain neutral because of it. She should have never called Sora when she ached for some company, yet she didn't ask for all of it to happen. And wanted to make up for it, and she hoped she did. OOC: I EDIT IT. Somehow, I feel this is heavily putting up opinions that shouldn't be put IC, especially with one simple post that I did in a RP, and it just couldn't be ignored, apparently. Yet, I digress.
Naminé was really pleased when he began to speak, everything normal, and not out of order, and she calmly listened to him with a smile, her cheeks a slight shade of pink when he said all he could do was think about her. As she waited for him to finish, there was suddenly loud static, at the same time when something moved rapidly upon her lap, and she spotted the yellow mouse again, sparking electricity. Wait...gasping a little, she tried hard to strain her ear to hear Roxas's voice and what he was saying, but all she heard was a vague and crackly, "Hello". Thinking quickly, she responded loud and clear, so it can somehow pass through all the garbled noise and reach him, "Some weird electric mouse just gave out static. I'll call you back! And if not...I'll vissit you! Do you hear me? Roxas?...." Dial tone. ....... "T-T...." She disappointedly hung up herself, the very pit of her stomach flailing sorrowfully, her lips in a frown at the end result of what would've been her very chance of having a full relationship with a nice and cute boy. So far nice, at least. She had done so many things to this phone call, and she was afraid he would get irritated. Roxas did leave a imprint on her, even with the small meeting they had, and she wanted to get to know him. The attraction was there, surely. Gazing at the cell in her hand dismally, when the thing creature thing spoke...it can speak? Naminé furrowed her eyebrows, pondering over just what the hell was it, already annoyed by his disruptions, and her patience was thining. Things that it did didn't even surprise her anymore, as it was some freak of nature that she had never seen before. But now...but now she was upset. And not mad, but upset. When he asked for ice cream, she glared hard, and shoved the box of donuts for him to munch on, not letting her expression go, and sounding cold and deapanned, "There's only donuts. Take it or leave it." With that, she got things out of her way, and only grabbing her purse and phone, with a gesture at Kairi to give her a few minutes alone, that she will come back, and apologizing for it because of her time of need, she walked off, not certain what to do. Eyeing the ruined building that was her job, sighing, she attempted to call again, as the cell still had life, and hoped it didn't permanently affect it. Browsing on her calls, she spotted Roxas's, and before taking action, she saved it with his name. After that, she clicked the button that was Send, and placed it on her ear, praying he would pick up and the connection can reach him.
"No offense, but I have come to follow more of Birdman's words around the events that happened so far. So if he wants to give his, I'm all ears too," Janexna replied, a bit flushed from being flustered at that. But really, he was the prosecutor who she had come to respect, and in turn, respected his opinions.
