"Why didn't I listen?!! You all felt uneasy about it, and I never listened!! To top it off, I tried it again!!! I actually tried to bring that thing back, STILL!! What is wrong with me??!" I yelled. I suddenly dropped to my knees. ~FlashBack~ "Dave! You ready to do this?" I called to him. "Yeah..." He replied nervously. "I don't want to do this..." Adam said suddenly. I turned to him. "What? Why not??" I asked. "....It's not.....I don't like the feel.....I just don't want to..." He replied. "I agree...." Lisa said. "Something's a wrong about this....all of it...." "It'll be fine." I said. "I don't know...." Luc said. "Guys! Don't wimp out now!! We're so close!" I yelled at them. Sara shook her head. She was mute, but she could understand our language. "You too?? Com'on! Dave!! The Blood!!!" I yelled at Dave. Dave sighed. He held the blade up to his hand, and pressed it. A tiny bit of blood flowed down his arm, and hit the art and Black Rose below. "Raise up, The Death, The Death. Come forth, and let this world be your domain...." He said. All of us repeatedly chanted The Death thirteen times. A huge enormous blast of Darkness covered us all... ~End FlashBack~ "...Why?" I asked, still kneeling on the floor. "Why did it happen? Why did we do this?? Why....why did I kill them?" I asked nobody, letting tears slide down my face.
I walked down the hall. I was suddenly overwhelmed with sorrow, and stopped walking. "Dave...Luc....Adam....James....Sara....Lisa....I'm so sorry....." I quietly said to my decesed friends. "I let you all die...I'm so sorry....I should have died.....why did I not?" I questioned. "Why not me?? Lisa....you said you had a bad feeling....I ignored you....now your all gone. WHY??!" I yelled, slamming the side of my fist into the wall beside me. "I lost you all...." I quietly said..
I nodded. "I think I'm ganna head inside, now." I told her. I then walked inside the castle.
"Your welcome." I replied. I got up off the bench, and walked over to her. "You can find a Nobody. We all can. Just beileve." I told her.
I gave her a sad look. "There are other Neo Nobodies like you, you know....you might find one of them that you care for...." I said.
"...But what?" I asked her.
"Get somethi9ng from him? Well....I was. But....I'm letting it go. I was given a second chance, a second life. I shouldn't waste it like last time..." I said quietly, staring at the pretty flowers.
"...What do you mean by importaint?" I asked her, a bit confused.
"Well....you've got friends, right?" I asked her.
"...I'm glad I'm not a somebody anymore, really...." I said quietly.
I looked to my left, and saw Xensoa sketching flowers. "You like flowers, too?" I randomly asked, not moving from the bench I was sitting on.
I was still sitting on the bench in The Garden. I was staring at the sky. I loved star gazing. It was something I constantly did. Nature facinated me, Nobody or not. I would go looking in many places for beautiful veiws of anything in Nature when I was human. I continued staring at the sky, observing the sloft white glow from the stars so very far away...
I looked up at the sky. 'Maybe....I want to have money? Maybe I want fame?? No....I don't want either. I think....I want friendship. I miss you all....I miss all of my old friends. But....I feel like there's something beyond friendship that I want. Coud that be...love? Yeah right...' I pondered in my mind. I leaned my back against the bench's back. 'Maybe....it is what I want. I've never had that before....all thrill, and anger....no love....' I continued thinking about this, staring at the sky...
I stopped sniffing the nice smelling flowers, and stood up. I then walked over to a bench, and sat down on it. I looked at the lively flowers that still lived, trying to think of what I want. '...What do I want? I can't tell yet. What do I want in this life??' I questioned in my mind.
I reached the door leading to The Garden. I opened it, and walked through. I looked around at all the flowers, and walked over to a pretty patch. I dropped on my knees, and siffed the flowers, using aroma therapy to calm my nerves. 'I hate being dissed....I kinda hate him dissing me more. He could have at least let me come...' I thought, a bit annoyed.
I blinked. "Wait here? That's what people say when they diss me." I said, a bit annoyed. People always treated me like a kid and left me. "Forget this..." I said. I scoffed and walked away, heading for The Garden.
"Oh..." I said quietly. "Where's she, though?" I asked.
I looked at Nebx. "...Okay?" I said, a bit confused. I then swore that I heard a sound behind me. I looked, and there was a book on the ground, some feet away from us. "Nebx, who's book is that?" I asked him.
"Hmm....want to, I don't know, go on a walk or something??" I asked him. Without all the anger built up in me over getting revenge, I'm calmer now.
I looked up at Nebx. "It's alright." I said. 'He could have shown up EARLIER, though...' I thought, annoyed. "Uhh....what are you doing??" I asked him, hoping to find something to do, possibly.
