Lately it's been sloth and wrath, but it is out of my control. I have no energy and I have surpressed anger for what has happened to me.
I would say anyone under the age of 18 or now a days it should be moved to 21 for so many young females get pregant and don't have the means to take care of the child. It's very sad.
I didn't think it was possible.
Xemnas is hard either way for he's the final boss for the organization. It took me some countless hours to beat him.
One of the worst experiences for me was putting in the armax code as having Axel and Demyx instead of Donald and Goofy and watching Sora fall helplessly through the scenry and off the game map.
For me it was Sephiroth in KHII. His fighting tantics were so cheap.
I would say forgetting to heal myself or pushing the wrong command.
Donald would win because he is very aggressive and seems to be more intelligent than Goofy even though he has a bad temper.
Ok I want to explain something to all my friends and anyone who can relate. Don't expect your employer to take care of you and own up to something that they did. They don't give a damn about you. You are simply there to just do your job and make them look good. If you can't do your job anymore than it's oh well and live with it. Let me go back to the beginning that supports my angry thoughts. Ok on October 21st of 2007 I was on firewatch at the my job and I stayed up there for several hours being a ranger it's my duty to protect the park. Anyway I arrive at my shift at 3pm and thinking my shift would be over by 11: 30 pm I never expected I would be there for almost 14 hours. I was supppsed to get a mask and to discover that my employer was scrambling to find masks makes me think of them as incomptent morons. I was in a vehicle practically stranded except for a radio and nextel and the car I was concealed in. The winds were up to speeds of 65 mph and the vehicle was rocking back and forth. I was looking over to the east where the fire was and I alerted one of my bosses that the flames had come over the ridge. Before this time the other departments were evacuating our animal collection so I don't blame them. I blame my department the for my ordeal for not getting a mask to me when I asked for it several times. It wasn't until after 1am that a mask was finally given to me, but what about all those other hours that I didn't have one? This just gets better. Another fire started caused by a transformer that blew up so now I had to deal with double the smoke. To make matters worse about 2 :30 am I was told to evaucaute my post, but when I starrted the car it didn't start. The battery was dead because my boss told me to keep the radio on and I kept the engine off for that would of been stupid if the car had been running for all those hours. I finally managed to get out there and evacuated down to the designated area and finally evacuated from the area around 4am because it had become a fire storm with stong winds and embers flying everywhere. It was as if Hell surfaced. So enough about that. This is want makes me madder than hell. During November through December I had gotten real sick and I developed pressure in my chest and I thought that it would go away. On Christmas Eve guess where I spent my night? I spent it in the freaken hospital because I had been taken by ambulance from work because I had trouble breathing and had collapsed on the ground. After extensive tests I now costcocnitis (inflammation of the chest lining that had ruptured) I eventually got over being sick in January, but I was misdianosed by a doctor who said I had asthma which I didn't. She gave me this strong medication that nearly killed me. I knew that the pressure was not going away, but it was only happening at night so I asked a kasier doctor if she would write me a note so I could work days since the cold was not helping matters. I thought she would understand, but she said she couldn't and that it wasn't judical. It wasn't fair to the company or the other rangers. I was thinking what the ****? They don't have this problem. I'm the one suffering with this. I left feeling hurt and angry and because I didn't have a note, my boss kept me working on the swing shift in the cold air making my condition worse. So my infection led to something severe which could of been prevented. My work tried to accomadate me such as either driving the cart in the cold air or once in awhile I got to drive the vehicle, but I still had to do my duties such as do this stupid wanding system, close gates, drive around in the cold while along I was getting worse. I told my boss polietly if I could be moved to days and there was an opening and he said he would check the schedule, but he puts this stupid dumbtwit who was probaly fresh out of highschool this kissup I like to call her there instead and she didn't even have any problems. When I found that out I was mad, but I kept it to myself. Later on there was another opening and I thought that I would get it, but he gives it to someone else who had an attitude to boot . So I kept suffering and went back to Kaiser since I wasn't getting better. I finally found some people who put me temporaily on days for like two weeks. I knew that wouldn't cut it so I went to my own doctor and paid $125.00 out of my own money to see him. He said I now had reactive airway disease and that probaly was the reason for the pressure and trouble breathing. He wrote me a note to work days so I did, but it was to late. The pressure and trouble breathing was now affecting me in the days now . On Feb.25th I was taken to the hospital by a ranger and was given ekg tests because they thought I was having an heart attack. Stupid morons. This was the final straw that did me in. On February 29th I was simply patroling doing my job when around 11am I felt this intense pain in my chest and I fell to my kness having labored breathing. I called to Park base over my radio for the medic who then arrived with some rangers. They got me in the cart and took me back to the medic's room. Firefighters arrived along with paramedics and I was whisked away by ambulance again. I waited in the waiting room on a gurney with the paramedics for over 2 hours for a room to open up then I remained the whole day there. I was then released that night, my sister had to drive my car home so that was a big ordeal for my family who were very worried. The doctor physican who looked at me said the same thing the others did that I had chest wall pain and when she left I asked the nurse how come I had trouble breathing? That ****ing ***** simply said I could be out of shape. That enraged me I wanted to slap her for saying that, but I was to weak. Days after resting in March I went to another doctor from Kaiser who put me on medical leave for a month and then after that I finally found a doctor I could trust, who would listen to me and who understoood what I was going through. He said I had reactive airway disease as well as post traumatic stress disorder. So on top of all the stress from the imcompentence of staff and some doctors, the aggravation and turmoil I have had it! I'm anxious to speak to a toxicologist which I have and that resulted in a permanent disablility. How can someone do this? How do they wake up in the morning and live life knowing that they have ruined mine. To this very day, I still have that damn pressure in my chest, I get winded when I talk to much and I still have shortness of breath. I want to be able to run again, to horseback ride, to climb, to hike, to yell even without getting winded. I can't do the simplest of things such as exercise except for my doctors orders of 30 min only. I have been experiencing forms of depression at times, but I try to remain optimisitc which is why I haven't needed any drugs. My doctor has admired my percerveriance and bravery to live with this for he said most people who had this would of commited suicide by now. Well... I feel exactly that everyday and I don't know how how long I can take this. I feel my health is not getting better and I've had this serious health condition for almost a whole year. There are times I just want to give up because most of the times I struggle to breath brought on by an inncident that happened last year and I feel heavy pressure upon my chest like someone smashing it. I feel I have missed out on a lot of things I would of normally done this summer and I'm sick of suffering with this. I've lived with this and most people would of taken their own life by now because this is not a way to live. I feel like I can't move on with my life such as have a relationship with that special someone because who would want me? Also I can't deal with any more stress which is what it would come to if it became a serious relationship. I would not want to have to explain myself since it would tire me out . No guy would want to put up with that and would surely leave me. The reason I don't end it is because I have strong faith in the lord, I'm not a quitter and I'm not going to bring another tragedy upon my family. It would be selfish and wrong to leave them that burden of my loss. I'm also inspired to live my life and I made plans for next summer already so I'm struggling to exist and make it as long as I can, but deep down inside I'm terrified. I fear because of my poor health that I'm not going to live that long and it's only a matter of time before *hopefully a long time* before I pass on. I'm scared that because of this struggling to breath that I'm putting more pressure on my organs and my heart has been beating out of my chest latey. I'm afraid that I may never be able to be as physical as I once was and that I may never be able to full fill my dream of working with animals. I fear I may be layed off by my work because I have been on medical disability for a long time and I'm freaking out about what this health condidition really is and if it's peramanent or not. So you see I suffer everyday with this and I try to remain optimistic because I believe the mind is what controls the body so if I remain hopeful and try to be in good spirits then I will not be putting stress on myself. Feeling sorry for myself is not going to fix the problem and I keep telling myself that everyday, but there is only so much I can handle and take. I'm only human with emotions and it's just not fair that this has to happen to me. More to come please comment and support that you care.:(
I'm strongly aganist Obama who wants to bring our troops home and surrender to the enemy by raising the white flag. NO! Our soliders risked their lives for the honor and safety of America and if they were to pull back completly then all of those deaths would of been in vain. Families of the fallen soldiers who be devastated and angry beyond reason. No matter as long as it takes we need to win this war. Obama does not have the experience and we do not have time for the "on the job training."
Well for one thing it's a video game and fictional so my views about Sora not being justified for defeating Organization XIII do make a lot sense based on my earlier posts compared to what my views would be in reality when the mention of Bin Laden for example was referred to in this post. However I will not get into that.
Of course animals have feelings and why wouldn't they? You can tell by their body signals and the noises they make. Cats for example pur because they are content or in distress. The ears back cleary mean I'm annoyed and their chirping *no not like birds* means they are on the prowl and want the prey. Also when they kneed, they are simply showing affection and are insecure like when they were kittens. Being an animal lover, all animals deserved to be treated with kindness and respect.
I'm simply going for McCain because of his vice presidental candiate Sarah Palin. For one thing she is not a corrupted politician like so many in the senate and congress and she seems to be a "real person". We need change and Obama is not going to accomplish that for he wants the government to have more control and that's the last thing this country needs. Government control eventaully leads to communisism. As a tax payer like so many of you out there I want control of my choices and not be a sheep to a wolf's den.
Here is what I don't understand. Why are you guys putting real life occurances with this video game? That would change everyone's minds completly and can't be compared to. I don't know how much more this can be discussed?
I hope your dad gets better HayabusaZeroZ. I feel your pain. Let's just say I can relate for I have something very serious of my own.
Originally posted by Pika_power Might I correct you on something concerning Demyx. Your reply about the other members trash talking Sora, is an exception to Demyx and some other members like Axel. Demyx simply appeared in Hollow Bastion and acted friendly to Sora for he knew Roxas was present in Sora's body. It was Donald who began the confrontation and Sora followed suit which made Demyx act in a mocking manner by jumping slightly and waving his hands in a jeering method for he didn't want that comment to affect him. Then Sora clearly put him down by saying he could not fight while Donald added to that. Demyx probaly felt insulted and gave Sora a warning or some needed advice not to judge anyone by appearance. Sora then retailated by bringing forth his key blade therefore attempting to assault Demyx. He was clearly not justified for doing that. Demyx then backed in place, turned around and talked to himself out loud giving Sora another chance to insult him. Demyx turned to face them afterwards and told them that the organization did have hearts and not to be mad at him. Donald caused Demyx to call his bluff and showed his true self that made Sora speechless. In conclusion, Sora bites off more than he can chew and deserves to get his butt handed to him when he opens his mouth and makes situations worse.
Demyx listened attentively of what his leader said. He dare not to anger him for no one stood a chance aganist the leader of the organization. Keeping his eyes on Larxene, the spiteful witch who was cruel beyond reason, he continued to glare daggers at her for this side to himself was who he truly was. He knew that with just a blast of his water would cause her to explode if she had used her power against him. Water was the element of life, but to Demyx it was also a destroyer. Combined with his music from his sitar, his attacks were destructive and could spell certain doom for those that threatened him. What the other members didn't know was that he could hold his own in the organization and that he could fight. He just chose not to for it was meaningless and served no purpose. In order to stay out of the way of those members that liked to throw their weight around or antagonize others, he would put on an act of not being reliable and remained carefree for it was the key to his surival. He knew he was jeered and threatened for his antics, but each time a member did that, the melodious nocturne would take note of that in his mind and discover their weaknesses. Demyx was downright deceitful and used that to his advantage. The ninth member took one glance at Xigbar and remembered his remarks from earlier. Why did that one eyed jerk dare to say for Larxene to simply put him out of his misery? Did he have more respect for her than him? That was a huge blow on account that she was lower in rank and a female which caused him to give the freeshooter the same glare before turning back with a blank expression to Xemnas. "Boss, he chose his words carefully not wanting the aerial blade at his throat, "with all due respect it was Larxene who made this quarrel possible. If you don't recall it was her, he pointed at her, who asked me if I wanted to die today? Xigbar just made matters worse by adding his two cents in. I simply reacted from what she said to show to her that a lower ranking member such as herself has no right to push me around when I didn't even do anything to her. She's nothing but trouble and if she keeps this up I will with your permission of course drench her and watch her explode."
Ok but you're missing two important keys with the situations with Xigbar and Demyx. Xigbar confronted Sora the first time in Hollow Bastion, but it was Sora who fueled the fire with his smart alec tone. You don't say "you're gonna cry?" to someone who could clearly kill you. That could of been prevented. Luckily Xigbar was amused by Sora's antics and did not decide to attack him then and there. Another point I would like to bring up was Sora misjudging Demyx the second time of their encounter by calling him a wimp and saying he couldn't even fight. Demyx clearly was tricking Sora into saying that by displaying a facade hoping to take his heart by turning him into a heartless or simply killing him for the goal of the organization to become complete. It was Sora once again who had to make the situation worse with his own two cents and his mouth blabbing. He knew Organization XIII was dangerous so why would he say that to any member? Sora clearly fell in Demyx's trap and would of been killed by Demyx's true side had it not been for Donald and Goofy. So you see "Sora's mouth" gets himself in a lot of trouble and he is not justified in his actions for making situations worse. Sora could of easily just kept his mouth shut and taken the blinders off and try to realize that all the members were not entirely bad and that they simply wanted to be complete and would do what ever means nessessary to acheive that.
Of course he was. I kept dying with the timed portion and then when I got past that I died when he unleashed his attacks. He was very difficult and it must of taken me 60 something times in one day to beat him. I could of beaten him sooner, but he killed me at the last moment with his water attacks when his hp was very low. His fighting became more intense and he did not give me any chances to heal myself or reflect his attacks. Who says he's a poor fighter is sadly mistaken for he whooped Sora's butt over and over again.
Originally Posted by Pika Power Well for one thing it all comes down to surival. In the human mind, you do what you have to do to exist even if it meant destroying innocent lives. For the expression is every man for himself. Let's not take this off subject by using Osama-bin-Ladin to state your point. That's a whole another topic in itself and should not be compared to something that is completly fictional. So getting back to the point the organization under Xemnas followed orders, but each one of them had their own intentions and knew what they had to do to exist. It didn't matter to any of them who they destroyed for how can they feel loss or guilt if they don't have feelings and a heart? Sora made the situations worse with being cocky and blinded by his own pride upon taking on challenges that would of normally killed him if it were not for his friends helping him out. He was unjust for not understanding them and basically rubbed his own ego in their faces. This applies to a select few members who thought didn't matter to much.
