ugh Cloud you're such a depressing character. Stop sulking. i'm sorry let's mosey not even SOLDIER not interested your living legacy And that's all I got
Mostly I listened to E Nomine or Cruxshadows when I was walking between buildings in my combat boots. /recovering goth
Having to explain the joke.
They've had a history of suicidal behavior. I couldn't help but panic slightly.
As I type this, I am angry. There is no logical reason for me to be so. There was no trigger for this. There was no reason. And perhaps that is contributing to that a little. If I knew why I wouldn't be like this. I can feel my pulse skyrocketing. My chest feels tight. And there is just that desire to scream, yell, have some kind of o u t b u r s t. Which is at odds with my given nature to want as little attention on me as possible. Normally, I channel my incoherent rage into some sort of activity. Be it working out or cooking or writing. Just any way for me to burn off some excess steam. However, my legs hurt from working extra yesterday so no working out. I just cleaned up the kitchen so no cooking. I've already punched a wall a few days ago. I just worry about talking directly with people fearing that I might say something to hurt them when I can't hold myself accountable for my actions. When I fear I'll shout at them. I just...don't have any control over my emotions right now. I'm being pulled in about thirty different directions with my emotions and none of them are positive. Something has to give. Something has to break. And I fear that something will be me at some point or some completely innocent bystander. Things have been setting me off too easily. Things I should be used to by now.
Damnit. Now it's stuck in my head.
I'm panicking because one of my friends messaged me 'i give up' and then signed off. And I don't know if they're going to do something drastic. I think they're at home so their parents are probably there. And I never know what to say.
I love dubstep. I love electronic music of all sorts.
Still a better vampire story than Twilight.
Okay, I may have smirked slightly at that one. Because the visual pun.
Childhood nostalgia?
Code: Binary Park - Dark City
Binary Park - Dark City
I'd love to continue the conversation. But due to the fact that my father is acting like a child, I am completely pissed off. So away I go.
It's a great game. I'm not disputing that point. The lore behind it is wonderful and just vague enough where you can draw your own conclusions. Are the characters haunted or are they just following their programming? Who was responsible for the Bite of '87? Why does Mike keep returning night after night? Is he desperate for cash? Is he using himself to keep the characters from getting out? Is the cupcake in your office a spy? I know a sequel is already being planned. All I'm saying is that I'm a giant pansy who can't handle horror when it comes to animatronics/dolls. And the fact they have eyeshine just adds to the nope for me. Maybe if I were playing it with a group of friends and we were making dumb comments about it, yeah. But until then, I'll admire from a distance.
I think it was more reading the backstory and anything involved with it. I just don't really understand what the deal is. I know I have an overactive imagination(which I use with writing) and have vivid dreams. I was okay with Slender. I was okay with Amnesia. Jump scares don't really do anything for me anymore. Flashing images on the other hand, do. But those damned animatronics. Freddy's AI is programmed to learn your strategy. He'll use two of the others as distractions. Golden Freddy is triggered randomly. You have about half a second to block Foxy if you've failed to watch him. And then he'll keep banging at the door to drain your power. The game itself might be low-res but my brain makes it like...really hi-res graphics. As far as games designed to screw with you, it succeeds. But I'd rather not see anymore of it. I am all for creepy things. I love the 80s era of slasher movies and Freddie Krueger is still one of my favorites. But animatronics covered in blood and having human teeth falls under the category of creepy dolls.
That awkward moment when you have to repeatedly ask the people you follow on tumblr to tag their five nights at freddy's posts because the game gives you nightmares. And I'm going to keep asking because I can't lose anymore sleep over thinking I'm seeing that damn blue eye from that damn bear in my peripheral vision. Also Toreador March is forever ruined. /loser
Code: Faun - Unda
Faun - Unda
I KNOW. I WANNA FEED THE GIRAFFES AND SQUIRT THE ELEPHANTS WITH HOSES.
oh man. And me without a Microsoft product/PC of any kind.
I used to love playing Zoo Tycoon. It's a great game. Plus the dinosaur and marine expansions. I only played the first one.
