110 Listening to Metallica and Linkin Park cheers me up.
Sorry about that. I'll go edit.
Macbeth Romeo and Juliet The Rape of Lucree (Just put that in for a laugh) Much Ado About Nothing The Merchant of Venice
Of couse. No matter how long it's been, it should be released. For one to be fair, for others, fans without the internet, it should be released so they can have some fun and watch the videos in it because if they did not have internet they might not have watched the Final Mix videos with subtles and if they have they might not understand them and watching them in English might help them understand.
63 Ah. Another part of my problem. Whenever I try to talk or post about it, I feel all the words of the replys most of the time are just a bad mimic of "Shut up fagget."
59 And the next time to try to let things out you won't because you remember the emotional scars you got last time from trying.
57 I usually keep my emotions bottled inside so people don't say I'm a fagget seeking attention. Sometimes I like to pretend I'm in the place where there's only ever one joke and it's me. I pretend the insults are laughs, and move on. Today, I don't know why, I just let a small bit of what I feel and I feel that I have degraded myself.
55 Sorry to anyone I have degraded myself infront of. I know that my sorrow is mine and mine alone and one of the few things you keep in the grave is sorrow and one of the few things you give to others while you are in the grave is sorrow. There's one thing that will cheer me up, a name change. But how do I reach 300 post by Monday?
Your right. I should quit posting my problems and deal with my problems or just keep them all inside and vent out my frustration somewhere on things other then my problems if they can not be solved. Thanks. While not neccecairy helping me solve the problem, you did help me stop myself degrading myself further in others eyes by possibly posting faggety crying topics. If I wanted my stuff to be taken seriously though, I should have posted it in the Discussion Zone. I realize now that it was a faggety idea to post it here where some might would think I am just doing it for attention.
51 It's been this way for a while, in my real life. Now my internet life is just going down and I'm just dragging myself down with it. Ironic that it didn't really start with the internet life until I asked why I fealt this way. Now I am starting to dread to post and make topics. I should probably quit whining and take my place in life. Now I accept that I am just making a fool of myself.
46 I've fealt this way for a while, but now I'll let it all out since I think everybody already knows how stupid I am. Now my internet and real life can burn to the ground hand in hand.
43 Whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you more pathetic in your own eyes.
42 Not at all. I said my patheticness. The more I search to a reason to why I feel this way about myself the worse I feel.
40 Someday I'll look back at my time here and laugh at my own patheticness.
Thanks for wasting some of your time atleast looking up a picture if that is meant to be insulting thanks still for atleast wasting some of your time. I'm going back to wherever I came from. Nice picture though. Mind if I use it since I can never find any pictures for insults or that or funny and make me laugh at myself?
I have fealt lately that I have done something wrong or I have missed out on a big joke. Did I say something or do something faggetry to bring this upon myself or am I just a fagget to most people. Is it something I did? I'm sorry for whatever I did and to whoever I did it too. Is it something I posted? I'll stop posting whatever I posted. If I have done anything wrong or been a huge fagget I'm sorry, I guess I was and will possibly never be a social person and I always feel like I am missing a key part of the equation of being a social person. If it is the signature or the avatar that offends some people, I'm sorry. If it's oversized, I'll admit, I'm not a artist and that is why you can see that I have never posted in the Graphic Section. If it's because Sephiroth's on them, then I'm sorry I offend you. Is it the name? I'm sorry if the name offends people or seeems faggety, I'll try to change it first the first thing I can. But, like I said I'm not very social and have trouble starting good conversations here that don't end bad and making new friends is hard, but every one seems rewardable. Is it me myself? Am I just a looser that was never meant to stay here in the first place? Being here has allowed me to meet some great freiends and I'm sorry if I have been to huge of a *** to deserve that joy? Is it my writing style? I know I'm not a perfect author and my spelling isn't even near decent. Is it wha I say and not what I said? I'm sorry if what I do here makes you think off me as fagget. I can't help the personality I have. I'm sorry if I have done anything or I am anything wrong. Now whould usually be where I delete all of what I just wrote but if I am truley doing something faggety or I am soemthing faggety writing this just wasted some of my fagget time. Sorry for wasting your life making you read, click, look at, and maybe respond to this faggety post.
I'll add my fair share and end a story at the same time. This is the entire story of this topic in 13 words below. This is another one of King Of Darkness's failing faggety topics that failed.
Since most threads I make turn to be failure, not even deserving to be called epic failure, the topic of this one is my failure. This thread hereby will be buried in my other failing topics and will someday possibly be revived by the next in line to recieve my heritage/legacey of noobiness/faliure necrobumper if anybody could fail so hard to be able to make such failing topics in a succiding life and website that succeds.
Banned because your all guilty by association.