Marxina was starlted and sat up quickly gasping for air,she held her chest and closed her eyes trying to calm down.
"welcom new nobodie!" said yelled behind her,she turned to look.It was a robed person walking towards her.she was affraid but she started to wake up slowly.
Marxina was soon swollwed by darkness,she reached for help but sunk into the dark,she awoke in a castle."where...am i?" she asked herself.
she was traped in her memory...in her dream she began woundering the the street in the dark and cold rain,she found an ally way and sat there crying"i promis brother to free you..."she mummbled before she fell alseep in the aly,next thing she knew she was floating in the darkness.'where am i?' she woundered she looked around and felt so weak and lonely.
The little Marxina fell to her kness and pounded the ground."i promise to find you brother....i'll save you from daddy and protect you!!!"she yelled.She covered her face with her hand and shivered harder.
"why dose everyone leave me.."she whimpered.In her dream she was only a little girl she was standing in front of an abonded house, it was pouring outsdie and her mom was walking away unill Marxina couldnt see her anymore."...please..."she begged on last time softly.
Marxina just cried harder."dont leave me alone mother...at least tell me where father and brother are...please...i dont want to be alone...mom..."she whispered. she curled up into a ball and shivered.
Marxina started to struggle out of phenox's grip"mother....I'm sorry...please dont leave me...please...i'll try harder...ill try..i wont be so useless you'll see...please stay.."she cried.
Marxina was still crying."GO AWAY!" she screamed into the darkness.
OOC yeah she's still alive just you know knocked out.
OOC: u know her hands are in da way,she's holding her neck....and wut happen to xen spying on his son? XD BIC: Marxina ran out of air and opened her mouth trying to breath,and right after she blacked out.
OOC: you kow you could have just bandaged her neck, and HURRY EDIT QUICK!!! XD BIC: It got easier to breath but the blood was spilling to fast and you cant replace blood...(-_- well you can technokly but not so quickly) Xaid finshed bandangeing bladex and sat next to his bed." dont worry pal, ill be right here." he said with a worried look.
OOC: shes not in her room,shes in the hall... BIC: marxina's tears mixed with the puddles of blood,she finally fell to the floor, it was harder to breath.
Marxina's syth fell to the floor crashing, she held her bleeding neck as the blood seeped through her fingers and driped to the floor, she fell to her kness still crying.
"i dont want to live this torment anymore, i'm not brave enough to move on...i can't take the pain anymore..."she whispered as she swung the syth to her neck.
Marxina thought of how xaid felt.' now i understand...why you would cut yourself and get so close to suicied...i understand your pain and thoughts..'she thought sadly as she summoned her syth and looked at her reflection in its shiney metal.
"but im always sad phenox, and you need to rest, im sorry for disturbing you.."she said softly she sliped outta the hug and out the door and down the halls crying.
" you dont love me.." she said moveing away from him." i haven't done anything right, i always fail, and when i get something right it just hurts someone..."she said saddly hugging herself,her tears grew cold as well.
"then how come i cant do anything right.."she sobbed. OOC: poor Xaid is still worring for bladex :'/
Marxina kept crying."me, i try my best to help others but i end up makeing it worse...I TRY NOT TO BE SO USELESS BUT IM JUST A FAILTURE..."she whined crying harder and huged him tighter, sinking her head deeper into his chest.
