Xathabats bloody tears turned back to normal tears and she stoppped bleeding but kept struggling and shakeing.
everyone thinks im emo just cause im always sad inside and it gets hard to hold it in so i get all deep and more negitive then i already get XP i...
Xathabat sighed." yeah but its so bug and empty, do you think the others are close by?" she asked. OOC: i think ill add another charter so its just not the 2
"oh...you dont need to blush for that, cause you loved the old me and since i changed you and phenox probly both hate me..." she mumbled and she looked back at the sky." i was created by Xemnes to work as his slave...i am just an expirement...i am not supposed to have feelings or freedom but yet here i am haveing both...do you think there is another perpuse for me?" she asked.
Xathabat woke up but the blood still streamed out of her eyes,nose, and mouth." why do i exsit but to only help others, when i can only watch helplessly fromt he sidelines as my insides hurt at how pathitic and useless i am to them that they throw me away and not noitice the real me that i have to live lies for them to care...who am i...but a heartless nobodie thats lost and comfused inside..." she whispered and closed her eyes as she faded back to darkness and blacked out.
"me too..." she said shyly and looked down.
Xathabat face droped at the word love.'there gose my chance..' she sighed in her head."oh who did you love?" she asked going back to where she was sitting.
lol yeah i know people always think im emo even my family XD
Xathabat insides were killing her and she screamed as the blood driped down her cheek and soaked the pillow with blood.'alone...again...no one cares about me,im not worth anything...im just a heartless nobodie...' her thoughts echoed.
"it was nice meeting you too, have you found your room yet, are you new too?" she asked.
Xathabat walked closer to him and poked his cheek."why is your face red?" she asked.
nothing =P so hows ur day?
Xathabat looked at him blankly."its ok, it was my fault, my name is Xathabat whats yours?" she asked and bowed.
Xathabat crossed her arms and looked at the ground."its just all comfuseing and i just dont under stand..." she said softly and looked back at him."and when have you felt these strong feelings?" she asked curious.
i just akways think the people are just sad for me and think im emo and try to pity me, its annoying but i let them for some stupied reson...
Xathabat curled up and made fist with her hands." DDOONTT." She yelled with fear and shook more as blood leaked out of her eyes,mouth,and nose
"its huge...and lonely.." she sighed and walked inside and down the halls searching for her room.
i mostly see the negitive stuff about humans so im ususally affraid of getting hurt
ok, thanks, so whats up?
Xathabat couldnt stop shakeing and she had a bad feeling inside of her that made her want to scream."roxas....dont."she whimpered and turned to her side.
