You niggas need to calm down, way to rape the fun out of the thread See now I can be the bad guy and Jiku can hop off of "insert whoever it is this time"'s D.
Where to begin.. Not knowing what to do with yourself is a huge norm, it happens to people all the time. That is to say, I am NOT (I repeat) NOT belittling what you are going through. You can call it sadness, depression, being lost, anything really, but at the end of the day one thing usually comes with all of that and that is: not having anything to do / not wanting to do anything. Unfortunately as much as it may suck one of the best remedies to feeling ****** in any sense is finding something to do for yourself. Go out, write, watch a butt-ton of anime, playing video games, and the list goes on and on and on. Hell we even talked before about stuff you had planned/wanted to do with certain parts of the site, so have at it man. There are plenty of things you can do with your time that can make you and chances are other people happy as well. Feeling lost is a very common thing that happens once you get into a rut. Just figured I'd mention that. Try mixing things up if you can. From my experience (and this may suck for most people but it worked wonders for me) try keeping yourself on a schedule. Get up earlier in the morning so you have a whole day to work with instead of perhaps only part or half of a day. Keeping a routine or schedule also helps you keep direction in your life. One day leading into the next instead of them all being one gigantic blur. Also music can help people get through the darkest of times, so keep at it. Can't. I really hate that word. I hate that word because most of the time when someone uses the word "can't" it just means "won't" or "I don't feel like trying" or "I don't want to mess up". Note that I am not saying you are wrong for potentially thinking these things, hell I find myself using "can't" in that way and it makes me sick, but any chance I get I will stop myself from doing it and try to push myself as hard as I can to achieve whatever it is I was trying for in that particular moment/example. If you are laying there saying "everything is going to be okay" then you are actually in a better place than you may think. At least you aren't in complete despair, denying any sort of hope whatsoever. All you have to do now is prove yourself right and MAKE everything okay and be happy. Wrong No matter what anyone tells you, your feelings are not stupid. As for feeling inferior, you just need to snap out of that mindset man. You are what you want to / try to be, give yourself some credit. From the times I have talked to you I think you are a pretty nice/cool person. You aren't helpless, you just hit a bump in road and you will get past it. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but if you keep trying and believe in yourself (which you should) you will get past this. I hope anything I have mentioned above is of any help, and if not I apologize. Feel better man :D
Nah it's not that I am afraid of it or anything, just more annoyed at certain people's reactions to it. People can be very dense when it comes to stuff like this As for the suggestions, I appreciate and I will be sure to think about it.
Once insomniac lost the rights the Spyro it went downhill reallllllly fast
Oh it did
My username was still Princess ♥. It hasn't been ♥♦♣♠Luxord♥♦♣♠ for ages, even back when I was on my old account. As for the feeling sorry for me thing, I do appreciate that but know this: I don't really like talking about this or the crash because I don't want people to treat me any differently than a "normal person" and believe it or not this happens quite often. Then there are the people who think I'm faking the seizure disorder. Apparently because you can't see it (like someone with a broken leg in a cast) it means its "not real". So I try my best to avoid talking about it all together. However it was either talk about it, or continuously seem like a douche to people for what I did in the past. I am not going to pretend that I am perfect because I know I am not, but if certain people would give me a break every now and again, they would probably find out that I am not that bad/mean. I have a soft spot for people, and sure I can get a little bit emotionally invested in certain things, but that doesn't mean I am a bad person. Sorry for the rant, better out than in I guess.
You gotta take care of yourself first, and for someone who was in my position who just got out of a major car crash with a newly found seizure disorder (stress induced seizures are a thing you know) I had to leave and I knew I would be tempted to come back, so I did the only thing I could to prevent that. I'm not going to justify the potential stress I put the staff through, but to be honest the whole "me trolling members thing" was way worse than one spamzone thread that most people didn't even see.
I don't know if I am allowed to talk about this, so by all means staff you can delete this if it's "not okay". But the only thing I really did to get myself banned was threatening to "hack the site" in a spamzone thread which was a total bluff (and an obvious one at that). Only did it because I couldn't be on the site anymore due to stress and medical reasons.
You and me both bby
I think its a tad bit worse that they tried to turn Spyro into Kratos
2 cute
Consider yourself lucky.
This was KHV in its prime.
I love you too, Dad.
Drew is a kickass artist, but that God of War x Spyro shit makes my eyes want to bleed.
Let me preface this by saying I love cars, and to be honest there aren't very many things you need to get right to make a great car game in my eyes. However if Forza is going to turn this into Call of Carfare: Modern Release Cycle 12,000 then I will probably not buy it (especially because I don't have an Xbone / I never use my 360 anymore). I played a ton of Need for Speed and Gran Turismo growing up, I am not exactly happy with the direction that GT has taken along with Forza with the whole micro transactions thing but Forza has some decent games in its history that I have enjoyed (on the 360). I just don't really like game companies that spit out new games in a series all the time, because the "new" factor starts to diminish, especially in a genre where there isn't much wiggle room.
In terms of valuable games, I own a close to mint condition copy of The Legend of Zelda for the NES (in the box). It's pretty sweet. Other than that I'm pretty much just Jack Sparrow when it comes to video games.
Terrible day so far, my grandmother fell this morning at like 4:00 AM, I only managed to get like 3-4 hours of sleep. Went to the hospital with my mom and just came home. I'll admit that woman is as strong as an ox. Sucks to see her get hurt though. They did the usual CT scans and X-Rays. Results come in later today. So tired ;_; pls rest of the day be good.
Mana of the Gods
