Aha, um. All the time actually. Not as much as I used to be but... yeah. It was mainly due to a lot of bullying I had but I did have a group of friends during middle school. 2 groups of friends really, one was a group of guys which I was okay with being the oddball out because I was the only girl. They were a bit perverse but I didn't mind it too much, probably because most of the jokes went over my head. The other group was... more hurtful really. You didn't really define the "odd one out" so I am just going to go with it. The group liked to go shopping because they were... not rich but not broke either. I didn't have any money because my family was in financial situations. When they were out shopping they would invite each other to group things then, and I wouldn't end up invited. When I asked they did an, "Um... alright, you can come I guess." I hate that. I hate it when people say things like that because they clearly don't want me there, so I just say, "Nah nevermind." Now that I'm in high school I'm not friends with either of those groups anymore, and the only reason I feel like the odd one out with my current group of friends is because they are all mormon... well most of them. The other 3 don't really hang out with the group, we are more of a shy gathering than a group of friends.
-rubs temples- When I was in my second year of kindergarten I had to repeat a lot of classes and I became incredibly bored. There was a girl sitting next to me doing arts and crafts and she was complaining about her hair and she had this one little strand and she asked me to cut it off for her. I figured because she asked me to and it wasn't like I was cutting off all of her hair, so I did. About an hour later I was in the school office waiting for my parents to show up to have a meeting because I cut off the girl's hair strand. She didn't even care... but I guess it is "hazardous to the learning environment"
As much as I loved Frozen... I don't see how it could work as a KH world... it would be pretty and nice and everything but for a KH world I'm not too sure how it would work out. I don't know how to detail this without spoiling the movie but... the overall plot of the movie wouldn't be easy to make into a traditional KH world. Tangled could work out, I wouldn't necessarily like to see it but I know others would. I would like to see worlds based on movies like Treasure Planet or Black Cauldron. It'd be cool to see some cameos from more of the dog and cat Disney movies, like the Aristocats or Oliver and Company. A world based on Robin Hood would be cool too. I think Pixar would be cool, but I wouldn't expect too many of them... I can picture something based on Toy Story to get the Pixar Worlds started. But I know they can't do everything, so I will be happy with what we get.
...I really wish this had more characters on it. I mean, don't get me wrong I love both Sora and Riku, but they are kind of... what is the word... redundant in their plotlines? I prefer seeing Riku's story repeated over and over again... I'm going to make my decision based on KH3D. And with that I say Riku, not because of Sora's shortcomings, but because I felt Riku FINALLY beat his demons. Took him long enough...
-pokes back-
okay so since I am on a phone, and the idea I was working on in my head all day is literally Beema's character Nero with only a couple of differences, I am doing all of this stuff from scratch with limited wifi access... I have a half hour before this place closes for the night -deep breaths- I WANT IT DONE TONIGHT. 『♚』 Title: The Falsified Guise, Prism 『♚』 Defining Trait: Mockery 『♚』 Valen Appearance: x 『♚』 Weaknesses/Fears: Has trouble focusing, afraid of getting trapped in a mirror, can't sit down for too long, afraid of having to stay completely still. Always needs someone to support him somehow. 『♚』 Personality: Prism is very quiet, but very busy. He is friendly enough to stop and help someone if they need it, but needs to keep moving to keep himself from getting bored. He also takes people's opinions to heart and is easily swayed to change to fit their needs if he can help it. If he talks, it is usually something extremely important, or if he is responding to someone he deems as authority to him. 『♚』 Magic / Powers: -Reflection Manipulation- 1. He uses the mirror to change and manipulate reflections, and can communicate to another through them. 2. The ability to teleport through mirrors, can only do this if another reflective surface is present, but it is harder for them to teleport if the reflective surface isn't large. 3. Can mildly alter someone's real appearance through the reflection. -Echos- Produce or modify an echo, so long as he head it spoken clearly or if the echo was clear enough. -Size Manipulation- Can change his size either extremely large or extremely small, but is limited to the size of a building for maximum, and the size of a flea for minimum. -Mimicking Appearance- Can mimic and appearance for only a short amount of time before it slowly fades out into an imperfect copy. He can only replicate someone he has seen through mirrors and he can keep the appearance longer if he altered the person he is copying's appearance『♚』 Favorite Color: White and Grey 『♚』 Goal: He wants Aether to be a place everyone can accept, and feels he is the only one who could do that. 『♚』 Availability: 5/7 (right now I am on a road trip, but as soon as I get back, the only problems I have are school and extra curriculars. 『♚』 Other: I'm sorry if these seems rushed if there are any problems please message me and tell me I'll get back to it as soon as I can D:
There had been some form of weight lifted off of Lauren's shoulders when she found out Alice was still alive. When Lauren had seen Alice she had rushed to embrace her and was crying like a baby in happiness knowing she was okay. Alice really didn't explain to Lauren what exactly had happened, all she heard was that she was in Hell. For the next few days, everyone was training with powers and everything, except Will and herself, but Will was avoiding her, so she felt alone in this. She decided to train herself through hand to hand combat for a bit, but things kept getting boring for her. She was too used to it. When she had woken up that day at the hotel, she felt something in the room with her that wasn't Alice and she quickly turned to look for it. For a moment she saw a shadow, and then it disappeared. It made her jump for a moment and she nudged Alice awake and spoke, "Love, I think there is a monster in here." Alice quickly shot up with a face of nervousness and looked around frantically, she got up out of the bed and opened up closets and looked under beds and the look of fear changed into a face of pure anger, "...Lauren, you aren't five years old, I don't appreciate being woken up over something like this..." "You're the one who freaked out..." Lauren mumbled as she stood up and walked over towards her, "I was in Hell, where there are actual monsters. I-" Lauren quickly pecked her on the lips and grinned as Alice shot her a look. Lauren walked into the bathroom to get dressed as she replied, "Well, it is gone..." Right as Lauren shut the door, she turned around to see the shadowed figure again and Lauren let out a quick yell and fell against the door. Alice knocked and hollered to see if Lauren was okay and she mumbled in reply, "I'unno..." Lauren stared where the shadow once was and did nothing for a good long while.
Yeah, this is really hurting the Video Editing community, and people are up and leaving. I personally have not been affected... I got a copyright claim because one of my videos is banned in... Antarctica... but that is the extent of it. I am probably just lucky, or they haven't found me yet. Meanwhile there are people who have lost their entire channels because of this. People who just do this for fun, they aren't gaining profit at all and they aren't asking for profit. I don't know why youtube has decided to start cracking down after all these years, I mean, the editing community has been expecting this to happen for a while... but we were never expecting reviewers to get affected by it. There is this strange Weenoo(I think it is called) movement going on, and I am confused by it because that site is going to get into some serious crud if they get caught.
Hey I said maybe! And I have been saying the morality thing wouldn't make sense for Sora. So to clarify: I would not mind a morality thing, I wouldn't love it. But, NOT for KH3. Another time maybe, I just want a clean cut ending, with a secret ending if we choose to go for optional bosses. Basically, how it always has been. If square wants to make things complicated, wait until after the Xehanort Saga is over. Also to the Xehanort thing, I think Square could manage it without making it seem like a bad fanfic... but like I said I don't want a multiple ending thing to happen.
I don't think a moral contrived thing would be a bad thing. Just not with Sora as the main character. If it was Riku maybe but not Sora. You know what I mean? And I know what you mean by not this late... maybe in the next Saga but not now at the end of one we have been sticking to for so long.
I was not aware of this even being something that existed, because I never played Epic Mickey, but this is a neat idea that I would be happy with But... I still am not overly fond of the idea of multiple endings, even IF they are changed. Secret endings are enough for me when it comes to kingdom hearts, because you feel like Sora will always go for the right thing, but when Sora takes the extra mile more is deserved than just the basic ending. And... multiple endings I feel make it difficult because only one could truly be canon if they choose to continue Kingdom Hearts even after the Xehanort Saga... And even if I attempt to acknowledge that they are joke endings... they still feel like endings to me and it makes it hard for me to dismiss them.
Well the problem with game reviews right now is the fact that the game companies have lockdowns depending on what company it is. Regardless whether or not it is a review. You need to have permission from some companies to use their content, even if you aren't getting paid! Look at Square Enix for example. I dare you to try and find some trailers or even endings to some of their games without coming across problems these days. And while reviewing IS protected under fair use. Lets Plays are not always protected under copyright law! Also, there is a section of copyright law not always mentioned that can ban the use of copyrighted material even if it is changed via commentary. Reviews are generally a good portion of original material, while most lets plays are only 10% original (commentary). So, I am sorry to hear Angry Joe is suffering because of it. I like Angry Joe a lot! But there isn't much we can do now that youtube is getting cracked down about copyright.
Post rock. Lots and lots of post rock. Most of the time there are no lyrics to worry about so it just helps to calm me down. Sometimes to relax I go to dubstep, which sounds odd but it works. If it has little to no lyrics it relaxes me. Regardless how loud it is.
Oh man a couple people know my obsession with Godzilla and I am just... AH! It looks fantastic for what it is. I liked Pacific Rim so I was already really excited to see how Legendary would go about Godzilla and this trailer doesn't seem to disappoint at all. He's friggin HUGE though. That is fine though, I'm not mad about that. I'm not mad about anything Also I don't know if many casual Godzilla fans know about this, but they got Akira Takarada to appear in this new film (you know, the guy who was in the FIRST Godzilla movie and was the most reocuring actor?) so I feel like this one has an appropriate bridge towards America. It's only a trailer and I have the feeling this is going to be excellent. Ugh I can't wait!
My current favorite song is End by Secondhand Serenade (and its a rather depressing song too I realize)
Lauren had wrapped up her hand in bandages during the ride and had fixed it up. No one seemed to be paying attention at that point and she was a bit sad about it. She may have been a destructive spirit but at least she knew how to take care of people's health when things went wrong. People seemed to avoid her because of it, and it started to get to her a bit. This was the group that came to recruit her, and all she did was punch a door. She had already heard about worse things and Lauren punching a car rental door was enough to claim a person insane? She hadn't even talked to Will yet. When they got to the hotel, Lauren ended up staying in a room alone where she barely slept but still managed to get some sleep.
Wednesday, November 13th, 2013 | Day 53 : 5/5 | Music | Location: Westport, New Zealand| ooc: Adam entered the hotel room at the end of the day recalling everything that had happened in the hotel after his conversation with Cora on the phone. Kai had... somehow talked into his head. That was something he definitely was not expecting. At first he was a bit concerned because the last person he expected the voice to be was Kai. Hell he thought it was more likely for Semyaza to have switched to a guy or something. At least he knew now that he should expect unexpected things more. The two had talked for a while, there was something he sensed in Kai's voice as he spoke, as if he really did not want Adam there. He could see why but at the same time it kind of hurt him a bit. At least conversations moved faster when he had a voice. When visiting hours were over he said goodbye, and forgot to check up on Brandon. He just couldn't seem to figure out a way to manage the time between Brandon and Kai. At least this wouldn't be a regular thing for much longer. When he was in the hotel room, he noticed Richard no longer had stacks of items on his body. Good. That meant the man was still alive, or in a coma. After that observation Adam collapsed onto the bed and fell asleep.
Wednesday, November 13th, 2013 | Day 53 : 4/5 | Music | Location: Westport, New Zealand| ooc: Adam read what Kai wrote on the board and held up his finger to signal for one second as he responded to Cora, "No, we are all set. Thank you though." Alright then. I vait for your call to go then. "Alright, goodbye." Adam hung up the phone and shook his head as he looked up at Kai, "I have no idea. So far this is the first time I have seen a recruitments take more that a day... mine doesn't count..." Adam mumbled the ending part in, he wasn't sure if anyone had told Kai about Adam's beginnings and he sure as hell didn't want to start then. Adam took a breath and spoke, "I could try and call Jun Tae to see what is up there. Do you want an update on what's going on there?" Always the busy one huh.Well then... where have you been? I am getting really sick of having to answ-Fine, let me rephrase, why haven't you been talking?I have not felt the need to, I still do not. I am just getting kind of bored.
Xyloh woke up to the silence, it felt like it should have been a normal day, but the note she still had beckoned her to erase that feeling. She read it again and thought about how two of the girls were missing. She couldn't believe she hadn't noticed that before. She didn't really know one of them, Kyla was her name? But she knew Ainsley, she was the one with the banana bread. She was concerned for both of their safety. Xyloh sat up and admired the flowers at the end of the bed. Then she got up, showered, got dressed, and left the room. Xyloh had the note and the dark rose in her hand. She shuffled her way over to the guys room and cautiously knocked on the door. She knew she was dead and everything, but she wanted Elly to listen to her. That wouldn't be able to do that if she just barged in or knocked loudly. Most of the guys in this group seemed violent, and she knew she wouldn't be listened to if she riled them up. Xyloh stood in the silent hallway, hearing footsteps from people she assumed were other kids, and she silently hummed to herself. Usually she would have smelled the morning's breakfast by now. Or hear the hustling and bustling of the workers in the manor, but no one seemed to be around.
"You like to draw? " "No." Lauren turned her head back over towards Elsie and smiled and switched around saying, "I draw to oscillate. Makes me feel better, but I don't like to draw..." She punched the door again a couple more times and saw as her knuckles had become bloody. After rubbing her hand for a minute Lauren decided to start punching with her other hand, she was upset because the angle was awkward, but she continued anyway before she stopped and spoke, "Oh right... this is a rental." she started at part of the plastic on the door that was now broken and whispered, "Oops..." Lauren opened up her little bag and wrapped her fingers up in duct tape and then grabbed bandages and tried to fix the door.
