ooc: yes to everything then twilight. and also, I be hopens that it be one of those parites that everyone doesn't know who everyone is, ya know? like a mystery party! should I start rping now? o_O
ooc: I used to think the same thing until I got into a fight with a drunk guy at yankee stadium. That was when I realized that violence CAN help.......(not use n weapons of course. I like just usen fists. A lot more fun that way) bic: "THe only way you can possibly get under my feet is if you are uncomforatable in any way at all" he said to her
ooc: shouldn't beat someone up unless they throw the first punch.........Sry, but I am against violence...... sure as hell don't mean that the minute someone punches me then I won't beat the living hell out of them, becuz I wanna make sure that people know that if they ever get into a fist fight with me, then I won't stop till they cry. Don't care how far the fight carries on, but ****, I've got a lot of anger to let lose, n until someone is sorry for throwen that punch, I won't think for a second to stop...... bic: He stopped for a moment, and said "That is of course, unless you want to stay in the same room as me". After all, he had to make sure that she was completely calm, for the babies safety
ooc: good to know. Of course, if I was there then I would probably end up rubben it in her face, but that only cuz I feel like beins mean to someone that deserves it..... bic: "Now please, go rest. If you need me for anything, then you tell me" he said to her, as he started walking back towards the computer chair
Usually I'll never post stuff on here, since I would rather talk about it with certain people's in private, but there are some things that I'd rather not let them know about how I feel either. But anyways. I have been really pissed off lately. I am talken about for hte past 3 weeks kind of pissed off. Lotta **** has been setten me off, but most of all is that the girl that I liked told me that she thought I was really her best friend (she tells me everything), and not to long after, she told me about the guy who she likes....... Ever since then, I've been tryen to improve, hopefully get my mind off it by tryen to help out other people (yes. instead of getten all depressed about it, I try and get my mind off of it by helping other people.........weird like that), but ever time somethen happens that is bad, I get really pissed, and some how end up thinken of her. Speaken to her makes meh happy, but then right after, I feel a deep anger instead. I don't do well with sadness ya see. I hate cryen. hate the feeling of sadness, and so I guess I subconciously replaced it with anger. But now here is the main problem. Every time I get really angry, I feel like I want to get into a fight with someone. I hate throwen the first punch, but I really wannt just beat the hell out of somebody (no weapons or any **** like that, since I hate people that use weapons in fights also). it is very easy to get my mind off of it, but when my mind goes back onto it, it is locked, and its like I am craving for the feeling of punching someone in the face. Listen, a lot of the times I am an ass, but I dun wanna end up punche someone (unless they throw the first punch. then I'll gladly set lose on them), but I don't want to entagonize anything either, so question is, what do you guys do when ur down? as for the whole fighting thing, think of me as one of those kids that might have one of those stupid cutting problems. I hate that kind of a thing though, but I feel as if exzerting my anger through my fists is a different story. Like said, hard to explain, doubt anyone else has the same kind of thing goin on. So then, thoughts?
Not like it would change to many veiws. Ya start off by finding out about it accidently. You experiment by urself a little. ANd at some point, when you wanna do it with someone, then that person ends up getten pressured, and once its in, then it is all over, lmao. CTR, this is a question which you can completely deny, but you see, it is one that can help people to see just how much they are influenced on you (n also I'm curious), but this is a personal question, so if you feel uncomforatable, then by all means, do not answer. But, have you ever actually had sex before?
That is a dam good poem. Godda say man, that sorta speaks to meh right now.....
No CTR, ur right. I am simply saying though, that in a sense, what I do say is how many kids can percieve it, ya know what I'm sayen?
France. Dunno why. Just wanna go there n get my mind off of things.....
"Of course. Right now, you and those children mean the world to me. You are the most useful person in my life, and because of that, I cannot allow any harm to come to you or those children" he said to her. ooc: dam demi. That really does suck. dun stab urself though. ur to good to be stabben urself........ Doubt that would even help though. But really though. Not like stabbing urself is gonna solve anything.......
lmao. I'm surprised that there are people out there that dun know about the law, lol. It is even funnier though since schools hand out condums. It is like we are encouraged to break that law ^_^
ooc: get things started at the tv station fer now, while I gets other stuffs started. ^_^
Lmao. ****, I know what ur talken bout with the happy mask thing. I do that practicly all the time.... Ur moms bein *****y. Let's face it, she is. Problem being though is that since you live under the same dam roof, you'll probably have to. Just try n avoid her when you think you have to comfort her. If she calls you over, then I guess that you have to if ur looken for the smartest way out I suppose. I dunno if I should be sayen this either, cuz I dunno if someone in ur situation should copy this, but hell, I'm just sayen. If someone like that was my mom, n she acted like that, then she wouldn't get any support from me, and I'd probably say a lot of **** to her. I wouldn't even consider it worth doing what she tells me to do. but, that is simply what I would do. I would advise picken the top option....
ooc: dun worry RA. I'll be here to pick it right back up for ya ^_^ ........as soon as akua gets on
IT BE MEH WIFE!!!!! (bites on foxy's neck wit vamp teeth)
Well people, your correctness on how scary he was was not able to convince my friend, and so, I am going to enforce it by comparing him with this average every day dude that I am friends with (the pics of him aint that good though since he sent them with his dam cell, so....). So then, this time you'll be saying who is better looking. This guy? Or this guy? (not that good an image, since light is hitting his face in pic. dam you light) You decide!
"Well then, either way, it isn't as if it matters. As soon as things are done, I'll be leaving. There is anouther one out there that is lost, and once I get him here, he'll be taking my place as a resident" he said calmly, as he layed back on the carpetted ground
ooc: gtg. be back in like an hour or somethen.....
Eric rolled out from beneath the bed, as he then sat upward in an indian style position. He blinked a bit as he looked around the room. He then turned to look at Blade. He let out a sigh, and said "SO what should our next move be then? Any idea's?"
ooc: akua, make ur move whenever ur ready. After all, is morning, and it never hurts to head down to a tv station prepared ^_^
