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Well first off; I hate to make these kind of threads. I rather be a role model and help someone else, but I can't because I'm stuck in a bad situation myself. My biggest regret is making a thread here and not helping anyone else out; so that will have to change soon.

Well since I've been at KH-Vids for the past three years; I've made at least three different threads in here that could relate. I guess today the problem lies within myself. I think I can be a happy person and I can show that side (even on here at KH-Vids) but in reality my insides are shaking and screaming for help. The truth is that I"m very negative and depressed. I've been since my teen years and here I am 20 years old...nothing has changed.

Lately I'm not sure I've been accepting myself. I'm a sensitive guy and I think I hate that, because it's made life difficult for myself. I analyzed others a lot and feel like I'm always judged. I worry I'm not liked or if I'm doing something wrong. It's happened on KH-Vids too. I just feel like I'm not accepted. Anything I've done or accomplished; I don't feel happy about it. I continue to push myself and I'm never happy. I feel society is too blame, but maybe it's all in my head.

I'm always looking for friends, but I feel like I can't find anybody who is close enough with me to be good friends with. Currently I live with my sister and her three kids. My mother could care less about all of us and I've been focusing just on my career. Whether it's for the non-profit movie I was in this past year, multiple videos of me impersonating Ven or Roxas' voice; maintaining websites, running interviews and updating KHV; I continue to find myself lost. The only thing I care about is being somebody (which is why I post so much stuff on spam zone). I guess I just want to make people laugh and be something...but instead I feel I lack in everything.

Maybe...just maybe I can fit in with everyone, even with KHV. My interaction with my team, my family, friends and members of this site has suddenly lacked. Roxas became my favorite character for a reason. It's like I can relate, but only by a little because the rest is fantasy. I've lost this battle.

So, I just found out by my friend that Jesse sings When You Wish Upon A Star, so here's my karaoke version with him.

http://kh-recharged.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/09/Michael-Masiello-Wish-Upon-A-Star.mp3

GOTCHA! It's Britney B!

You need to join about.me. It's really cool. I made my own profile too.
I guess I was bored. http://about.me/michaelmasiello

Anyone else have one?

KHV and you...so I'm leaving because you hate me anyway.


Just kidding! Seriously...if anything is sexy it would be KHV and maybe...oh nvm!