*************************** Nobody will ever understand me I am covered in mystery Go ahead and try to see thought me, thought my soul But it will only bring you confusion My true self is covered in shadows In the most deepest darkness, here is where I´ll always swallow You think about me you know at least something But about me you know nothing I can be kind sometimes Sometimes the depression hits me down But this is all fake This is not what I am I am an enigma, a mystery Is up to you to discover it You think you have the answer But everything is still unclear, no matter what happens Try to think To uncover me But that will never happen In shadows I am wrapped You don´t know about me I will tell you nothing I am… Still a mystery after all I am a locked door Try to open me, to step and see what´s going on Try to see what´s inside me But you don´t have the key, you will never open it You don´t know who I am Why I´ve come here You will never know No matter if your search is long I am covered behind a window of shadows Try to see thought it You will only see darkness I will never tell you who I am, no matter if that brings you sadness Try to come to the darkness Of my name you will hear a whisper You may know my name But you don´t know who I am, what I am, Why I´ve come here Now I have to return to the darkness, to my hide I will return, so goodbye But no matter how hard you try You will never know… Who I am… *************************** I am not depressed, nor sad ._., I just have the urge to write a dark poem, so don´t worry, I am okay =D.
Why when I come I am always alone? Is that everyone is angry at me?
Welcome, read the rules, stay active and have fun! ^^.
Read the rules, post a lot and enjoy your stay.
Welcome back, thought I didn´t missed you, since you were going to return ._..
Welcomed back, I didn´t missed you because the reason that: 1) Nobody will miss me if I left 2) You were going to return anyways No, I am not depressed, I have mood swings ._..
33207 Hi.............. ._..
Goodnight Destiny...
It´s almost 5:00 AM here, try to stay that awake... Yeah, I have problems to sleep.
I talk to her everyday =D.
In my case I always think that everybody hates me in this inside and they want to walk away.
I am depressed when I am alone.... ._..
So.... -_-......
Kitty what? The member or the animal?
So... ._..
Yes, they are attacking me too ._..
Something I wrote: http://www.kh-vids.net/showthread.php?t=38011
************************** It´s just too hard To face the life Just too hard To grow up Is just hard When you had a rought past I can be very sad To leave everything behind your back Your entire life Pass thought your mind As you leave your house And you say goodbye to the ones you loved once in a time Is just too hard to give that step Is just too hard to live in depression Is just hard to face the future When you had a rought past You just want to stop the time Live always in the today Live without problems Don´t have to face the future You just want to run from the future To escape from your problems But they will trap you from behind So you have to face them down Is just too hard To grow up Is just too hard to know If to look behind or to the future It may be a hard way To do this alone But you must get up And face the tommorow now So get up The life waits It may be a hard way To face the past and the future You must get up You must face the life You must do it now Before it will end in a waste ************************** I hope is not depressive because it wasn´t my intention ._., is supposed to explain than to grow up is hard.
How many times I repeated "I can´t put the past behind me".
There is a little problem in that, I grow up in a place where everybody hated me, meaning that I never had friends and is hard to trust in anybody, furthermore, it seems I have the habit to repel everyone that tries to talk to me, because what happened before.