OOC: What? You mean the Fairy Tale song? =3 By the way, I like Ren already :D. "One was more of looking for Larxene, so that isn't stalking you on any particular manner. Is not like I expected her to be inside. As for now, I simply needed to find out what is it that you were up to, for the sake of the said Larxene I mentioned. After all, I wouldn't want to break the news to her about finding you flirting with another girl..." Marluxia veered off, wanting to say more to that sentence, but figured it was worthless to make any more comments, as Axel would not precisely care. Giving a fleeting look at the girl, he simply began to turn away, his eyes now at Axel as he looked over his shoulder, the words of his statement reaching his ears. "Her room? Is that where you want her to be? Because unfortunately, she's still stuck in yours, supposely sleeping. If it wouldn't disturb her, I would've taken the chance to return her to her proper bed..." He couldn't control the venom as he finished, the urge to simply go over Axel's room, and place her back in her own quarters now stronger as it truly dawned on him. Yet, he didn't want to disrupt her rest either, seeing perfectly how she was. Placing a hand to his chest, he noted that it was somewhat damp from where she had been crying. Not wanting to waste any more time in Axel's presence, as the fun for this was slipping away quickly at the remembrance of how Larxene was.
"If you think that your threat will do anything, you're harshly mistaken. However, we shall deal with this in proposal," Xemnas somewhat agreed, sending back his blades into nothignness. Standing, the dimension of the street and of Memory's Skyscraper began to distort in air waves once more, streaks of white flowing up in sharp strikes, before they both were covered by the blinding light. It wasn't long until they found themselves in the same palce where they had been before, back in WalMart, and to normality. His eyes looking around he saw that Saïx was now awake, and Xaldin was with him.
OOC: ...no, ANF went away D:. "Oh, you're not that special to harness that type of action, Axel. And it wouldn't be called stalking, considering you are stationed in the lobby, where many are around," Marluxia simply countered, gesturing at where they were standing. He had also noticed that the mention of Larxene and how she was did not bother him, or did he not hear? Perhaps, he was really that heartless to have left. The blonde girl did deserve better, then, and he could not believe that the tears she had spilled were for...this type of being in front of him. Glancing at them once more, he added nonchalantly, "Just since I saw you with another, thought I checked it out, for a particular someone's best interest. It seems that I broke into a conversation, so, as I said, do continue."
Holding back a yawn, Axel held him and Shigiku still as another hit of waves rocked the ship, and he planted his feet and pressure his weight on the ground. This time was a rough one, however, as the floor suddenly went into a momentary slope as some furniture slid down, only to swiftly swerve down back into another side slope, almost making a chair hit them as the surface of the floor shifted, and it wasn't until the whole thing straightened that it managed to not go any further. How serious was this storm? Looking over at Naminé to see if she was alright, he passed his fingers once more to Shigiku's hair, holding the girl close to him as the light of the room flickered, glancing around. Wanting to make sure that she was honestly better, and to distract her from what was happening, he asked Shigiku, "Are you alright now?" His eyes gazed downward at her gently. "Or is something else bothering you? That you want to talk about?"
OOC: Nah, Axel won't go, at least, I'm guessing. I made Marluxia step aside for the moment.
Xemnas's eyes just glinted in suspicion at the silver haired man before him, blades not yet let go of, wondering what was it he was insinuating. Was he asking for a mutual understanding? "I have no such desire to transfer Seifer into my hands, at least, not as a employee in my store. A different control, if that's what you're hinting, might work. However, is there something you have in mind, Sephiroth?"
OOC: Oh, she's not frozen or anything, is not that strong, is just the chill of the room, you know? Is like in heavy winter, you got no heater on in your house, and is cold? Like that. But, you can still make Ren find her, after all, sleeping on a cold floor? Zexion just sighed to himself, knowing it was a waste of energy to stop Marluxia now, as if he won't listen. How do therapistst do it? How? "You have a way for finding out secrets, Axel? You could've fooled me, considering you've been blind at it," Marluxia said knowingly as he reached the both of them, looking over at Axel and the girl in front of him. Being purposefully polite, he gave a nod in greeting at the female, his serious aura and demeanor unchanging as he towered at the two. "Well, it surely seems you've left Larxene to me in good reason. Unless of course, I'm misinterpreting this meeting. Either way, I wouldn't be around a girl for a while, considering the state you left Larxene in...mind you if she sees it." He said this casually, however, from that sentence, a sudden idea formed in his mind. Maybe this could work out in his favor in the very near future... Gazing back at the two, he simply raised his hands in the air, as if to plead innocence, though his lips were smirking darkly in amusement, backing away a few steps to lend them handle the situation, both faces somehow agitated. "Oh, don't mind me, please continue. I just wanted to have a word with, Axel. Guess it'll have to wait."
OOC: Yay, I did shameless advertising xD. "Is she really sleeping, or is it that you don't me want to be with her?" Marluxia questioned, his eyes staring down at Zexion suspiciously, somewhat getting the feeling that the Cloaked Schemer just simply didn't want him near the female. Looking at everyone, hearing some whispers about the atrocity of having a argument in the middle of the night, when this was a time to be calm, he sighed. Shaking his head, his eyes shifted back on Zexion, who simply just blinked at him. "She is sleeping, I 'smell' her. That's not something I would lie about, and since you're so interested, maybe you should just go break in Axel's room, and you'll find out the truth for yourself," Zexion explained, getting quite jaded from dealing with Marluxia at the moment. It was then though, his nose picked up a familiar 'scent', and his eyes grew a little, his vision shifting secretly to a table where he, as predicted, spotted Axel, talking with some girl. Seeing as Marluxia hasn't noticed it yet, he took his focus away in a second. "Maybe we should go someplace else to talk it over, and we'll drop by if you want to. Though is all to yourself whether you want to wake her up for no reason..." "Fine then, I won't go in, but you can bet she'll be spending the whole day with me. After all, she does need somebody to take care of her, and since Axel has obviously dropped out, I'm going to take over..." Marluxia placed out sternly, to which Zexion just shrugged. He picked up the young teen's eyes moving somewhere though, and not trusting him at all, Marluxia searched around the lobby, wanting to know if he was planning anything, though all he spotted were Axel and some girl. Hmm. What do you know? He sure moves on fast. Smirking to himself, he decided to normally walk up and greet him, have a few choice words... OOC: Don't mind it, he won't reveal anything unless you don't want me to, I'm unusually bored today...
Xemnas simply summoned back his Aerial Blades into his hands in a electrifying sound, the two long red blades prepared for any attack Sephiroth might conjure up, and now aware of most of his power. Hurt or not, he wasn't going to exuded any sort of weakness to his opponent. He didn't know what else Sephiroth wanted, but he awaited his first move nonetheless.
Larxene didn't know how long she had been beside the bed, on bottom in the floor, but her mind and body was blank, completely blank. The whole thing had taken its toll on her fully, it was like the excruciating pain was exhausted itself from making her suffer. It was like she couldn't feel anything at all, like the darkness she was made up of was swallowing herself up. The tears had long stopped, which she thanked, but her eyes were so tired, burning, stinging...that she closed them. She couldn't move, she couldn't do anything, that was such a hated fact, so the best thing was to lay there...like some cripple. Not that anyone will care. And the room was getting a bit chilly, due to the heater not on, and...something else. It was worse since she was on the floor. Wrapping her arms around herself as if to give her own self warmth, not minding the aches that came with it, she tried to fall asleep as best she could, licking her dry lips. It was either that, or keep staring under the bed. Singing herself a silent lullaby from her past that wasn't heard not even by the air, just to pass the time as her senses fell asleep, she let out a breath, "Who are those little girls in pain, just trapped in castle of dark side of moon...twelve of them shining bright in vain like flowers that blossom just once in years...they're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love, just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove...they've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage...it's only the fairy tale they believe..." She felt her shut eyes trickle with water again when she halted her melody, as images began to cloud her mind, of the orphanage she was in, and the lullaby they made up. But she refused to cry anymore...not anymore. By the time Axel had come, she was already in the world of dreams, her body naturally shaking a little, and the noise was merely distant and not fully heard. Zexion grumbled to himself when he saw Marluxia stepping up to him, and he made a calm and tranquil beeline out of the way as he turned around, not wanting to deal with the man right now. Of course, that was not going to work, as he felt ahand on his shoulder twist him around, and the Graceful Assasin's angry face met his eyes, in which he just merely...stared. "May I help you?" Marluxia wanted to punch him, needless to say. How in the worlds could he be so casual about this when he was just with Larxene? His Larxene. Both of them seem not to notice that Axel had made his appearance, or saw him sit on the chair, as the two guys were glaring at the other (though Zexion was really just glaring at the hand Marluxia still had on his shoulder, as if he didn't appreciate to be manhandled or touched), which caught people's attention. "What do you mean, 'may I help you'?! You were just with Larxene! Where is she?! Is she fine?!" His disposition not changing, he merely threw off Marluxia's hand, as that truly annoyed him, and looked at him with a blank expression, though he was giving a small smirk that was hidden under his bangs. The first sentence catching a air of sarcasm, he replied, "Your concern is admirable. I don't know whether she'll be fine, but she has calmed down, and is sleeping in Axel's room, so I suggest not to disturb her, she needs plenty of rest after what she's been through." He wasn't exactly lying. He did sense her asleep as the 'scent' was now in serenity, yet, he didn't want Marluxia to go over there either. OOC: That "lullaby" is actually a song sung by Larxene's Japanese voice actress, Yuko Miyamura =) : It's Only The Fairy Tale They Believe That's actually a short version (guess why I chose that video in particular xP), but you could listen to the whole thing in other videos that are around. Yes, Larxene can sing sweetly o.O. Thought I add some comedy among all this depression too.
Larxene smiled as the first sentence spewed out of his mouth, and she rolled her eyes, though she secretly liked the introduction. She had expected him to answer her question after, but instead, he simply told her things she knew. Of course that no one approached her as she was aggressive, she had made it that way, but she also didn't think that people would bother to get to know her, in her opinion. What Axel did was return her question with another question, and she narrowed her eyes at him dryly, though she honestly didn't want to answer that just yet. That was basically the opening to express her feelings for him, but she didn't want to...at least for now. Larxene needed to know his thoughts about her first, just in case she wasn't setting herself up for disappointment. Her eyes shifting down, she simply replied, the words making it sound childish, "I asked you first..." Sighing, she contemplated this manner over cautiously, her fingers wringling with each other, before also adding, her voice sounding unsure, "If you answer that, I swear I'll tell you. It depends though..." Her eyes shifted back up again, looking at his face, making him know that she wasn't kidding, and that she truly promises. She could simply lie and reply to his inquiry, but she knew he will see through it somehow, or won't be fully convinced. She also couldn't say it was because he had such a great personality and he was so handsome, he won't fall for it.
"Oooh, so now I'm on the list with Roxas, aren't I? Guess I'm special," Larxene teased playfully, taking another sip from her Coke, though she didn't want to make herself full with the drink instead of the food. She was still utterly hungry. Closing her eyes, she leaned back her head on the shoulder it laid, thinking of a question, as she wanted to ask him as well, instead of letting it be awkward with Axel only wanting to know things. Larxene bit her lip, wondering if it was a good idea to find out now, but decided to go with it, and she asked softly, almost hesitant, "What...what do you think of me?" Her eyes flickered open then, staring intently into his eyes, as the question meant to her in a lot of ways.
OOC: Continuing...xP. Now that he got Marluxia out of here, Zexion carefully stepped up to the bed Larxene laid in, his eyes exploring the contours of her face, but just as the scythe wielder left her, she simply gazed at nothing, even when he went and sat beside her. Making sure that she will be able to look at his own face, just for her to see that he was not lying, as it would be hard to believe, yet he needed her to know this. Though he really didn't know whether it was too late. Taking in a breath, he began to explain in his ever relaxed voice, "I had sensed what had happened here, and followed Axel out to the pool area, which is the reason why I had to visit you, other than getting you away from Marluxia. After, I'll leave, it seems nobody wants to hear common sense anymore, but I rest my case. Larxene... Axel did not leave you here because he didn't think anything of you, or whether he didn't have any feelings for you back...it was all miscommunication. The reason he got upset was because, he thought you didn't want to be with him here any longer. He thought that because you answered to Marluxia, that you wanted to be with him instead, and didn't want to last any longer under his care. Stupid of him, I know, but that's the case now. He's upset over by the pool at this very moment..." Making sure she was gazing into his eyes deeply, he closed them, and then, a mirage appeared, surrounding them, making it seem like they were right now in the pool area, almost like a dream. He made sure the illusion got through all that he remembered from their conversation, Axel's reactions, just for Larxene to note and study the the rest. It was mildly distorted, as this was from memory, but it got the point across. It all vanished the moment Zexion had portalled out before, and releasing a bit of his energy, the Cloaked Schemer opened his eyes again, finding the blonde's focus on the same spot Axel was sitting by the water, a glint of shock somewhere in those aquatic orbs of hers. Giving her a nod, he prepared to leave, wanting to let the female have some time to herself. His job was done here too, that was all he wanted to get through. "I...I think you should stay here, until he comes back...I can't assure of what might happen, but you both need to solve this misunderstanding...because, to be honest, is unbearable to see you broken." You really do love him much greater to the point where it's become a danger, don't you? To be like this... Larxene didn't say anything, not that she could anyway, and watched Zexion disappear in a mist of black, leaving her alone, in the dark room, with the locked door, and the only soul on this God forsaken mattress. The tears she had been holding took their chance to flow out as she was in her privacy, her body choking with sobs again as she bit her lip, now, among being in so much pain that hit deeper than all she had ever felt before, completely lost. She didn't want to believe it...it was such a idiotic excuse just to feed her more lies...but that's what she wanted to think. Zexion's eyes were honest and true, and she couldn't fathom how he could make this up, especially when showing her the scene itself. Under all the emptiness she was turning into, some type of ray of hope lit up inside her, no matter how much she didn't want it. Yet, wasn't thinking about what she wanted to see gotten her in this mess in the first place? Seeing that Axel might feel something more for her? What Zexion said didn't stop the hurt, nor the raging storm that was slowly drowning her inside, she could't just simply forget everything and fall back into Axel's arms, pretending it was all alright just because of the "misunderstanding". He still...she had received the slap already, and the trust and courage to tell him her feelings were fully gone, never to appear. Used and thrown away, was what they were. It didn't change anything...she felt detatched, comatosed...things that she cared for didn't have any meaning now. Axel had left a scar on her...a very, torturous scar on her, on top all the other ones that she had collected. Larxene faced the facts that her life just wasn't meant to have any happiness...that was just how it was. She was hollow. And she didn't want be here. Not in this room. Trying to summon some energy suddenly, she attempted to portal herself out, not wanting to face Axel in the state she was in, and really not wantingto face him once more. Because nobody was going to see her again, she'll make sure of that. However, it turned out to be pointless, as it only exhausted her more, and it didn't fully work. No...no...she didn't want to be stuck here. As her mind began to think of ways to get out, she wished she had Zexion or Marluxia back, just to escort her back to her room. A grip of her old spice enveloping her, she shook her head, finding a type of strength to move by force, but all it managed to do was to make her accidentally fall to the floor in a heap, landing in a slam by her side...and as she yelped from the the rush of pain that shot through her nerves, she was done. Now on the ground, she remained immobile, remembering that she was useless, and her eyes now gazed under the bed, tears coming out faster as she wallowed in self-hatred. God, could she be anymore pitiful? Marluxia just turned his eyes at Demyx, the male snapping him out of his thoughts of whether Larxene was alright, and if Zexion was getting through to her. Sighing, he simply walked past Demyx, just replying back with a quick "hi", as he had too much stuff in his mind right now. It was then, as he looked around the lobby, that he spotted a ball of black, and Zexion materialized there. His eyes widening, he quickly headed over to his fellow comrade. "Zexion!"
Larxene had somewhat straightened herself, or rather, her head, jus to let her hand ripped the paper from the straw, and held the glass of Coke as she took a big sip from it, wanting to lower it from the liquid being so close to the brim. She had said the waiter was cute on purpose to see what was Axel's reaction, though she guessed he simply ignored it or didn't care. Placing her soda back on her table, not thinking too much on it, she was a bit startled to hear Axel ask her a casual question as that, and her eyes shifted to look at his flawless face...and those damn lips of his. Replying naturally though, she said awkwardly, "I hate it, yet I like it, if that makes sense. Basically, if anyone messes with my store, like those KMart a**es, I'm going to get pissed. My job may be tiring and boring, but I actually don't mind working at WalMart. Hell, I got two raises, one for that show we have to put on tonight, if you remember, and the second because I..." She paused, her jaw tensing. "And...the ***, if you know what I mean, helped with the situation that a cusotmer was shot, and it came from KMart. And considering I get paid ten bucks a hour, two raises makes me a very satisfied girl by the end of this week..." She stared inquisitively at him. "And you?"
OOC: Their castle isn't destroyed just yet, it's being destroyed. For Reixa, just read chula's post, and she's talking to Axel, Xigbar is around somewhere looking, Xaldin is the one that keeps damaging the other Organization's home, Marluxia is in the clock tower. It isn't much from where you left off, just that Axel made his appearance, pretended to be somebody else for while until he got discovered (he's suppose to be dead), and had a talk with Xigbar, Xaldin and Marluxia before they all parter.
Larxene just gave him a seductive look of her blue eyes, for him to know that she got exactly what he was saying. Yet, was that all it really was to him? Desire? Lust? Wanting of her body? True, she gotten past the attraction phase to know that she did like him romantically, but it didn't mean he was the same. Turning her focus to somewhere else in thought, feeling a little letdown at that despite the fact that she was going drown in him once the harem outfit was gone, she simply rested her head on his shoulder, draping one arm across his stomach and around his waist as she leaned to him. Swallowing tightly, she simply gave a small nod, her voice normal. "Triple Chocolate Meltdown it is then. It looked good anyway, with vanilla ice cream, and there's fudge inside the piece of chocolate cake..." Thinking that she was running her mouth off on nothing, thankfully, the waiter came back with their drinks at that time, just giving them a bit of a surprise glance, but remained professional as he set the drinks down, and told them their food would be coming shortly in the polite manner they are trained to. Larxene watched him walk off again. "I'm going to leave him a big tip just for minding his own business, and for being cute as hell."
OOC: You're not, don't try to live up to anything, Tula, you're a good writer as it is. Trust me, we weren't that good from the very first time, I still cringe when I look back. Axel had surely been satisfied with the show, all they needed was a pole, stripping music, and one of many guys' fantasies would come true for him. Knowing he wasn't that hormonal....uh, at least not anymore after last year, he was fine with what he saw. To be honest, it almost turned him on when he should know better, just seeing the cloth slip off her soft skin, revealing more of herself with each discarded fabric, the outline and curves of her body as it glistened in the evening sun, her ebony hair blowing around her back and face, the revealing bikini just covering the most private assets of a girl, leaving him enough to wonder, especially on her chest...now imagine when she actually got wet in the salty water. He barely listened when she began speaking to him, and only snapped out of his daze when she mentioned drool or something, and about him letting her have her turn. Still absentminded, he spoke blankly in a childish tone, "...I wasn't drooling..." He didn't sound very convincing though, he knew, so as his brain started to process properly, he blinked, before smirking slickly. The attraction he had been having for her was hitting off the charts at the moment, and really, what else do you expect from that when you thought of a girl that way? Not be enticed when she was wearing a very sexy bikini in front you? Pfft. To the axesual prudes, perhaps. As he took his shoes off long ago, he without a problem took off the remained under shirt he had on, aware that it wasn't anything she hasn't seen before. Throwing it on the ground, he then, not in any hurry, and in fact, took it slow on purpose, undid his belt, and took down his zipper, before taking off his pants, leaving him only with his black trunks. Seeing as they were both in their attire, he simple raised a suggestive eyebrow at her. "Now that we're both sexed up, do we go in the water, or do I have to throw you in, Spicy?" A devious glint flashed through his green eyes. However, inside, he felt a sense of guilt clenched him in his stomach for some reason, thinking about Larxene...was he suppose to be enjoying himself this way?
Axel let out a breath, passing the hand through her hair almost absentmindedly, listening to her every word. He was aware it would take awhile for her to get over this, it was expected from someone as young as her. This was all upsetting, and he felt more numb as he kept hearing it. Calmly, he gazed at her lovingly, in understanding. "Everyone's tired of everything, Shi, this hasn't been the best day. And, you can't stop yourself from missing your parents, no one who went through it can unless they were heartless, you just lost them. Is hard, you just saw the ones most precious to you go away and leave, but the sadness will be there. It might go away one day, maybe not, once you gotten the fact that...they might never come back, but remember what I told you. They will always be in your heart, and when you think about it, you never really lost them at all, because they live within you. You're the part made from both their love, and in turn, it will stick with you for the rest of your life, in all aspects. Just never forget them...and when you keep growing, think fondly of the memories with them that made you so happy...I wouldn't think they would like to see you so sad...parents love when their children smile." He had been disrupted there, as the ship roughly swayed again, and held her her securely, just in case. "As for your memory loss...it's fine, Shigiku, I'm sure Naminé took care of it, and we won't ever let you die. We'll be here...to protect you. As for Heartless, is something you have to get used to, because where you are going to live now...you might see them more then normal, and their actions. But as said...I would guard you and keep you safe. I would do anything to make sure you're not hurt...and you can take my word for that. I can never replace them, but I sure can give you all I have to keep you happy."
OOC: Despite the fact that I knew you were coming back soon, it still freaking shocked me to see your name when I was seeing my thread subscriptions, I didn't expect that early :D. Axel had paused when he heard Reixa speak, tilting his head, staring at her intently. Her eyes almost gazed at him disbelieving, and he couldn't blame her; he was suppose to be pushing daisies. It didn't take long for him to decide. "I'll go with you. We can talk along the way." It was almost odd to be talking to her this way, as the last time they somewhat met was in her dream, which wasn't even really him in the first place, but he had heard everything she said. He had alot of things to say to her, about the dream, the fact that she said she loved him, to let her know he was grateful that she had delivered the messages, about the whole hypnotizing situation...in which he wanted to let her be aware of his thoughts on that now. They needed a conversation to just lay every little thing out, finally. However, he felt a sudden tension drop on him, and he scrathed his neck uncomfortably, his eyes not straying away from hers as they stood in front of the other. Sighing quietly, he stepped forward, pushing her back forward so they could get moving playfully, giving her a small smirk. "I better be welcomed here, after all, I returned Xangel to you guys, and I have nothing to do with the destruction of the castle. But I really need to speak to you...about everything. Especially the dream..." He looked at her seriously.
OOC: *gasp* A Winter Masquerade Ball is a awesome idea! Good thinking there. Marluxia had heard the swoosh behind him, and expecting it to be Axel, he turned his head sharply around, though was naturally surprise to find Zexion there instead. Staring at the Cloaked Schemer confused for a moment, he looked back down at Larxene, whom he felt moved her head, and was now aware of Zexion's presence as well, though her face was less than pleased, and even angry. Not getting the tension, and basically not sure just what was happening in all this, his eyes rounded on Zexion in finality, hating the fact that he was disrupting what might be his chance of finally getting her to look his way. "Is there something you need, Zexion?" "Yes, actually," the Cloaked Schemer answered quickly, staring at Larxene's now red, blotchy eyes, which at first looked at him upset, but then they turned blank and empty, in a flash of a second. It was almost hard to watch, considering how the old Larxene was just hours ago. Knowing he was perhaps treading dangerous grounds with her, he needed the time to speak. "Look, I know you might be annoyed that I'm somehow interfering with your moment here, however, I need to talk to Larxene for awhile. Is important. I need her to understand what happened...I can help." He gave a expression to the blonde, telling her with his eyes to just give him a few minutes to explain. Larxene didn't know what to think anymore. When she saw Zexion in here, a small flicker of rage had arisen just for a second, until it completely vanished, getting overwhelmed too much by the bigger heartbreak she was dealing with now. While she wanted to die before, she already felt dead the more and more the agonizing thoughts kept swirling in her mind about not being loved, making her empty, numb...and all she could sense that was overcoming her was the distress, all falling back on Axel, that b*****d. Her vision was blurry, her eyes stung, the tears were not willing to stop, which she had to forcefully halt, not wanting to look more pathetic in front of Zexion. It was like someone ripped out her nonexistant heart, stepped on it, draped it in oil, and burned it in flames without any remorse, and it hurt...truly hurt like no other, especially as she opened her feelings once more, despite knowing better, to a person she thought might actually feel something for her...only to turn out naught, and be the same as everyone else. She was useless, and nothing but a mere shell that only lived to suffer and suffer...when was the last time she really smiled? Back in her past life? It was always so dark...and it didn't stop until a Heartless finally took all the turmoil away with one swipe, just after she saw her little sister, the only reason she hadn't killed herself by then, die at gunpoint. She didn't even care or gave a damn about anything, she didn't care what Zexion had to say, nothing mattered right now, and neither did she. She was a Nobody...to the very depth of its meaning. She just needed to go away, leave everyone alone. There was nothing left for her...and maybe, there never really was. She was such a idiot...such a idiot...what would anyone see in her? Nothing has changed. She wanted to catch a break from Marluxia, as this wasn't the one whose arms she had desired to be in. Actually, a break from everyone would do, and Zexion would not rest until he had to say more lies and lies that drove her into thinking that someone in this damned universe somewhere might love her, only to turn out that it was never the case, and entrusted everything into another failed attempt. For now, she needed to get rid of anyone, and this was the chance to get Marluxia off her case. Larxene didn't want his comfort. She didn't want his warmth. Even with the fact that what happened tonight with Axel was a illusion in her head, everything about it still lingered in the skin that he touched, and...she wanted to rip it out, make it go away. So when Marluxia was about to protest, she grabbed his drawstrings, making her twitch a little at the shudder of pain it sent through her arm, but she gazed at him hard. His eyes seemed unsure, but she didn't yield, and in the end, he sighed in defeat. "Fine...just because you wish it," Marluxia murmured to both Larxene and Zexion, placing the girl in his arms back to lay down on the mattress softly, where her head weakly rested on the pillow, her face paled and drained with tear streaks, her hair free all over the place...and it reminded him of a sad little girl being put to bed because she had to, yet was still mortified at what she was depressed about. He still couldn't grasp the Larxene he was seeing, but giving her a tender expression, he got up as he ran a finger through her loose, silky hair, standing to his feet. It didn't have any affect on her, as she just blankly stared at a wall. His face went to check on Zexion's after a last glance to the female, sending him a serious and uncertain aura, but with a warning glaze in his eyes, he merely gave a firm nod, and reluctantly began to portal out, back to the lobby. This was something beyond his comprehension at the moment, and maybe Zexion could help her, as he seemed to know what was wrong.
