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  1. Jayn
    Just re-voicing my support and things.

    Misty, if you're cool with it, I think increasing the gif kb again to 1000kb would be awesome because a lot of the gifs people use are from Tumblr. We could also make it a prem perk, hehe.

    Also agreeing that 500px for height is a fine number, but width should be expanded. [ 500 x 500 is really annoying to look at ]. Width never bugs me, though.

    Whatever we do, it'd be cool to actually get resolution this time [ I'm not trying to be snide or anything, haha ]. I feel like a lot of the signatures that have a larger than 500px width aren't actually a bother to anyone and I feel bad when I ask people to take them down, so. v:
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 3, 2013 in forum: Feedback & Assistance
  2. Jayn
    You can change your song once for the next two days. Updating with changes and Saxima. List is full. Last day to drop out will be August 14th, and I will check in after a week is up. Don't procrastinate!
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 3, 2013 in forum: KHV Chorus
  3. Jayn
    Updated, thank you guys!
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 2, 2013 in forum: KHV Chorus
  4. Jayn
    [​IMG]
    : « MUSIC « WEARING « 0 « OOC: N|A :

    The current sucked him deeper into the freezing depths of the lake. His body twisted and rocked with the rhythm of the waves. A few seconds in and his heart started to pound. He flailed under the depths, reaching and clutching for her. Nothing but water ran through his fingers. If he could only grab her leg, or her arm, and yank her down with him. If only he had yanked her back with him, and put his hand over her mouth, and dragged her under the water. Why didn't he think to do so? He cursed himself, over and over. His lungs needed air - but was it safe to go back? His snapped eyes opened. He immediately winced. Was he really so ... scared? His muscles flexed and tightened.

    It was so cold ...

    His lungs ached. He needed to breathe. He needed to swim.

    He couldn't.

    Not for what felt like a long while.

    His limbs felt numb. His head spun. His vision filled with darkness.

    Eventually, he let his fingers fall. Pierce wasn't there, and it was because he left her. He didn't even try. He didn't even think to, until it was too late. He heard some kind of saw - and ... His mind started reeling with thoughts of survival. It wouldn't have taken much to yank Pierce under with him. He didn't even think about it. He just wanted to hide.

    Finally, his lungs felt as if they were about to burst in his ribcage. He kicked up to the surface and gasped wildly for oxygen. It was quiet, with the exception of his splashing. He had drifted quite far from the cliff's edge, and swam back to the shore. He sat there gasping and holding his stomach, retching onto the sand.

    He waited.

    There was nothing. No Pierce. Blood smeared along the beach.

    A couple of teenagers from Bentley walked passed him, but they only made eye contact and kept walking. It was over. It didn't feel like it. He stared off into the water. It was so cold. His heart ached. His eyes burned.

    About an hour passed and Oliver finally stood. His legs pricked with needles, sand sticking to his skin. He lugged his body from the shore and back through the trees. Dead bodies lay scattered about. Some of the corpses just looked as if they were sleeping. He took a deep breath and kept walking until he found the ledge he and Pierce and leapt from. His shoulder cracked as he pushed the boulder away. Her bag.

    He picked it up and held it to his chest.


    Morning

    It took him hours to get back to the inn. He had to find his way past the forest and back to the stairs that lead to the festival. The stands remained, though the square was empty. They would be resuming their festivities tonight, he imagined. He wondered how long the festival lasted, but the curiosity didn't stay.

    The sun was up.

    He clutched the bag in his arms tighter as he stood outside of the inn. He didn't want to be here. He wanted to go back to Candlewood. There was no way he would be able to face everyone. He couldn't. He felt sick.

    Quietly, he walked past the inn and through a small space between the building and a neat white fence. He traveled down a small slope until he reached the back of the building. He didn't know where he was going, but the small brick path he stumbled upon ended up winding into a beautiful garden. He felt nauseous. The bright colors and vivid scents were too much.

    He took a seat on a white garden chair, bag on lap, and laid his head down on the circular glass table. Wrists give out.
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 2, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
  5. Jayn
    Sure, signing you guys up! Can you please include a link to the instrumental you'll be singing to in your posts? Thanks!
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 2, 2013 in forum: KHV Chorus
  6. Jayn
    Thank you guys so much forever and ever for your support.

    I've recently posted a sign up for Karaoke Night, if any of you are interested. http://kh-vids.net/threads/karaoke-night-sign-ups-open.132806/page-30#post-4090732
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 2, 2013 in forum: KHV Chorus
  7. Jayn
    Hey guys. Aaah. Aaaah. Take 2.

    READ HERE.

    I'm going to try to start this revival off with a Karaoke Night, considering this was our most consistent project and also required me to do less - haha cough. Easier to get into the swing of things!

    Since it's been awhile, I thought we should go with FREESTYLE! I also gave us some extra days instead of the standard 2 weeks. I'm hoping to have the show air on August 17th.

    If you have any questions ASK. I have my Patience Cap on since it's been so long so don't worry about being killed. Refresh yourself with the rules! <:

    Basically, not many changes. Just sing and send and mix your own if you can / would like to help with the workload! I hope you guys are able to participate and show your support.

    All you have to do is post with what song you want to sing and the instrumental [ youtube, somewhere else I can download it ] for it! Then I'll sign you up!
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 2, 2013 in forum: KHV Chorus
  8. Jayn
    ugh ugh, sorry for missing qs

    u r kawaii

    i'm angst

    cookies and cream

    it felt amazing and nervewracking at first and then later it was nothing but despair because of behind-the-scenes stuff. ;c

    marshmallow cream

    yessu <3 i prefer sherbert, tho

    -1. I dnt hate u
    0. yes

    1. Then - I thought you were okay. You never made much of a lasting impression on me, bad or good. I remember I put you in a KHV story of mine and you never acknowledged it. That didn't really change my opinion of you, but I didn't find you very approachable or friendly back then, even though we shared some mutual friends who would mention you every now and then.

    Now - Nova, Nova, Nova ... Man. Why is this so hard? I've been staring at this for a full day now trying to decide what to write. I think ... Man. Lol. Sorry, I'm having issues sorting through my thoughts. My feelings are just all scrambled up.

    Well ... I'm so glad you're back. You're creative and a very strong personality. You can present yourself as silly as you can serious and thoughtful. You usually know when to take it down a notch and when to step it up. You've done a really good job of being a notable spam zone presence, without sitting on the border of content all of the time or having to be a total asshole / rebel to stand out. You're loud without coming across as elitist or ultra aggressive. That's talent.

    At one point, when we were closer, I felt ... uh. Deeper things for you. But I also felt conflicted because given our personalities [ and things we talked about romantically, one-on-one ] I didn't think those feelings were really tangible. I don't know how to explain it. I felt that we were better suited to be close friends with maybe romantic undertones that just came with our closeness, and that if we shifted into a mostly-romantic relationship, it would be weird. That + my living situation at the time = eeh. I also felt like we only knew certain parts of each other. Our forum personas and what we shared with each other, but we're both kind of complex individuals [ that's another reason I like you so much ].

    Despite that, I don't think it had a negative effect on us. Well, I hope not. I've always wondered if there was any resentment there.

    I think that you can be impulsive. When you got yourself banned, I kept cursing myself for not being there to talk to you before you KHV!suicided. In the aftermath, I felt that as long as you were okay, I would try not to worry about it too much - but felt you'd regret it.

    The moment I felt our closeness kind of snapped in half was basically the last time since you were gone where we really talked, which was on MSN. It was the time between Kaze and I and uh. If you don't remember, I'll tell you elsewhere. But it really hurt me. Like. Badly. I don't hold anything against you, because the scenario was stressful and you had your own problems to deal with and I should have left you alone. But from that moment and onwards, I haven't felt close to you.

    You're very talented with a lot of potential, though I think you need a bit more focus at times to get things done [ don't we all ]. KHV is still lacking to me in terms of activity and creativity, but you bring a spark. I'm envious of your SV skills and I miss you alot. I also miss our panda.

    You have a marvelous voice, singing and speaking [ oh god KHVC Simple and Clean ending ] and I think it'd be super cool of you to record yourself telling short stories for me. * u * I don't ever want to lose you as a member, or a friend. I love you.

    2. Tired and stressed and anxious and depressed. Truckin' on.
    2. I like grapes. * u *
    3. Jeans are aiight.
    4. It was meeting Sumiboo, when you asked this. Now ... not excited for anything, haha.
    5. I am indeed. I stopped thinking about it when I heard you guys had picked up in a chat on Skype. It made me feel uncomfortable somehow.
    6. yessss <3 I actually got a six pack at the store earlier today. Fufufu.


    I KNOW. I WAS SO HAPPY. ; - ; I thought I'd be taken off of the poll ...

    Original ... To be honest, I don't remember if I even had one.
    Current; I think you're pretty adorable. I really don't understand why you seem to like me so much, though, haha. Like ... I don't feel like I warrant it. But I think you're a cutie pie. You've been nothing but sweet to me. Sometimes it seems like you're trying pretty hard to 'fit in' with the spam zone, but I think most of us have been there at one point in our membership.

    I'm not sure what you mean by my dream. ;c

    One of my favorites / first to come to mind is The Witch's House.

    I love both in their own way, but I'm more of a cat person. I like having a companion that'll just curl up by me all day and sleep with me through the night. Plus, they're more independent which I appreciate.

    I do indeed.
    Can't remember. It was neutral, I guess. You participated in the chorus so that's +5000 bonding. You also spammed ... a lot.
    Current; For a long while I didn't even know you were Kisala / Aqua, lol. My opinion of you changed a bit because I got sour about having spent a lot of time on your Secret Santa present and then you didn't even say anything. When I finally asked if you had even seen it you were just like 'yeah'. Obviously I didn't do it for praise or anything, but man, when someone works hard on a gift for you ... Don't you think you should at least say thank you or merry christmas or acknowledge it? It just rubbed me the wrong way, not that I ever told you that. Same thing happened to me this year for Secret Santa with another member so maybe it's normal not to say anything. |:

    Axel. I don't even know who Lea is. [ Googled it and found out just now but I only played KH1 & KH2 all of the way through ].

    For a long while there in my youth I would have answered InuYasha. Now I don't really have one. I watch a lot of horror nowadays.

    Oathkeeper.

    Bacon.

    No.

    I'll think about it. ~ヾ(^∇^)

    First - Fem!Makaze. When it wasn't that, I wasn't sure what to make of you. I thought you were a good person who was misguided.
    Current - We haven't really spoken much lately for me to really know what's changed, but my last impression holds true, I think. I've always thought you were a good person. Weirdly, I felt pretty protective of you for a while. I felt for you when you lost Santini, and was really, really happy when you said you found her. I missed you when you were away, each time. I kept thinking of you and hoping you were doing okay. I'll always appreciate the talks we've had.

    Since you've been back, from what I can see, I feel you've let loose a bit [ this is a good thing ]. And I just hope you're happy and doing well.

    The last time I felt proud of myself ... It's been a while. I took a lot of pictures yesterday that I think I should have been proud of myself for suffering through, but I didn't really feel proud ... Just anxious. Hmmm ... Maybe it was for a post for a role play. I was just satisfied with how I went about it.

    Aaaaah. :C Um.

    1. FuzzyBlueLights
    2. What?
    3. Chevalier

    First three to instantly come to mind.

    4. Saxima
    5. TwilightBlader

    Purr.

    You're a chill member who is usually quite pleasant. I've never had any problem with you and have always appreciated your participation in community things. We've never been particularly close, but I've always felt we had some kind of bond just because of participating in things together. I was really, really bummed out when you said you had no reason to get anymore. I would have been really sad if you never logged in again.

    > NO.

    All of the old ones? Nah, Simple and Clean and Be a Man, mostly.

    I've been really wanting to sing this song. The German, though ... Maybe I'll dub it.

    Ooh. That's an interesting one. Well, like everyone, I get these moments were I don't even want to look at the site or I lose motivation. What keeps me logging in is usually the RPA. Without roleplaying, there are times I would have completely left for weeks. When I've been exasperated or stressed with things, roleplaying keeps me coming online. The RPA is kind of like my sanctuary. It's where I started [ well the cutscene archives are but ] and where I go to decompress. Before it's hiatus, KHV Chorus was another reason, along with the members who have made it clear they'd miss me if I were gone.

    On a grander scale, I log on and continue to be a staff member because I care alot about KHV and feel I have more to give. I guess you can think of it like a game, if that helps. Feels like there are more levels to beat and things to unlock and people to forge bonds with. If there's ever a time I log on and think 'my time here is up. i've done all i can and given all i can give.' I'll probably retire as staff and only log on occasionally [ same with if anything major happens irl for me, of course ]. Right now, there's still a lot of work to do ...

    > NOPE.

    Being lumped together and dehumanized. When a negative decision by a staff member is made, it's like; 'oh look what staff did' like we're one person. We don't always agree with each other. Obviously, we eventually have to make a decision regardless, but I wish people weren't like 'the staff did this' 'the staff said that'. I know that's the easiest way to put it but it is really annoying. Especially coming from those who have this anti-staff mentality. Even those you consider yourself friends with lump you into one thing and treat you like you're not an individual anymore.

    I also don't feel particularly close to any staff members minus Chevalier. That leaves me feeling really self-conscious and isolated at times. I usually feel like staff members resent me. I guess that's partly because I've brought up some issues it seems not everyone wants to talk about / deal with and I just feel awful and conflicted sometimes.

    LOOK, FEENIE. [ but really i do, i really enjoy question time because it makes me feel closer to some members ].

    XenForo. We just need to update some things and get some mods and I'm cool with it.

    > QUIT GAME.

    To be honest ... I don't really know who you are, haha. Just that you like a lot of posts. I'm sorry. ; n ; You seem very nice, though.

    Since I was very, very young. Like, as soon as I could sing. My mom would sit me down in my high chair and play Disney musicals and stuff like the Animaniacs [ musical numbers everywhereee ] and I'd 'sing' along. My mom also sings around the house a lot, and my grandma and great grandma sang and hummed, too. I first started singing for other people in elementary school. I was in a lot of talent shows, musicals and choir throughout my schooling. I started writing my own songs back then, too. My grandparents bought me this really awful PC [ windows 98 ] and as soon as I got a mic I used windows sound recorder to record myself singing covers and stuff.

    MORE THAN LIFE. I think music is just ... the best thing ever in so many ways. Very powerful.

    2011! 8D

    I founded the KHV Chorus.

    First - I saw you around a lot. You were hyper and used lots of a faces at that point, so my first impression of you was that you were probably young. [ so says 2011 jayn]

    Current - I'm not suuuure ... The hijacking threads thing has got to stop. * n * Nah, I know you're just having fun ... Besides that, I think you've done some growing up, but I'm not sure in what way. Like. Are you happy? I don't know. You come across more 'serious' at times, and sometimes a bit apathetic, unless it's about Enzy or Dr. Who or something else you enjoy. I don't know if you're happy and that bugs me. It's hard to read things on the internet sometimes. You just ... changed, and I don't know if that's because you actually changed or if it's the way you're presenting yourself. Sometimes I miss how you were back then. You came across far more ... enthusiastic. As long as you're happy, though.

    You're a fairly friendly face around the forum, and would be missed if you left. I constantly wish we spoke more and were closer. I'm not sure if your circumstances are the same with the strictness and stuff that was put on you before, when we first started talking on Skype. Playing Castle Crashers was really fun!! You guys were really helpful.

    Wh-why would you lie to me like that? ; A ; Racist end would occur.

    Answered above, hehe. <3

    Ooh, no. Country is on a very unique level of hatred.

    He did!! He actually gave it BEFORE my birthday.

    I've actually sang Matryoshka, though it was an English dub and years ago. I sang it in Japanese in a chorus as well, but they never finished the chorus. :CC

    i love u too kawaii gurl <3

    Initial - Kawaii rabu rabu love. 2kawaii4me.
    Newer + Current - You're very, very nice. Like. Ridiculously. That niceness paired with your no-swearing thing plus your kawaii is just like ... what even. You're a very lovely person. You're so consistently nice it's just like. aiofoafhw. R you human.
    My view of you went from less one-dimensional when you posted a link to a certain tumblr in your signature. At first, I have to admit, it rocked me a bit. I was genuinely caught off guard by it and it made me really emotional lol. Like. There was a lot of crying. I just felt like it was unfair that someone like you was struggling like that. It was beyond unfair. I know you can't always judge a book by it's cover and I'm not naive enough to think someone can really spout rainbows and unicorns all of the time, but I just felt awful.

    In the end, after a lot of contemplation and sniffling, it only made me admire you more. You're cute, you're friendly, you're a precious babu - and you're human. Despite everything that you're going through and your own ups and downs, you've managed to carry on treating people with ridiculous amounts of humility and kindness. That takes a lot of strength.

    I want you to know that I'm here for you. Never feel like it's weird to message me about anything. I may not understand everything or have a secret cure up my sleeve, but you deserve a shoulder to cry on and you can always ALWAYS come to me. Even if it's not me, as long as you have someone, don't be afraid to show weakness or emotions. Don't carry the world on your shoulders. You're a beautiful, talented, kind-hearted girl who deserves much more than that. I admire you incredibly. When I get into my sour moods on the forums or in chats, I think about you and how you ALWAYS manage to be kind to people, regardless, and it reminds me to calm down. I really look up to you.

    I don't remember. It all just kind of fizzled out. ;v

    it's aiight. [/kawaii hairflip]

    oh my gosh. [/hides] I don't deserve that, but thank you! Aah. AAH. And we should!!! <333 That was great and super kawaii.


    hey butt

    Alas. I don't ... know. Lol. I guess it's just a concept I wanted to act on with Revive. There were no Goddesses in 100 Days, she was a DEMONESS. I implemented all of that stuff because I do like to go above and beyond. I like to make my more recent stuff an EXPERIENCE. Goes beyond a role play and becomes something you look back on like wow I remember that and the people I bonded with because of it. But it's also because when I have an idea I don't think 'this is so complicated for an rp let me downsize it / not do it'. I think 'okay, so how can I make this work' ... and do it.

    I don't understand how you can have a horror role play without people dying, so I implemented 'death' in a way I've never seen it on KHV. Death comes suddenly, without much warning. I came up with timers because I wanted to find a way to kill people, randomly, with the element on surprise. Will a counter be posted in the middle of the night? Early morning? Afternoon? WHO KNOWS. Death strikes when you least expect it. That way people know, hey your characters can die, every moment counts and the things you do influence it. You know, like the real world. Keeps people on their toes. Also cuts our cast down and those left would have been doing something correctly to last until the very end, which increases the chance of a strong ending with memorable characters.

    Uh. I just knew a TV would be perfect for Dakota, so I did it. Idk what else to say about it. Lol. Took a long while to get it right.

    No, I didn't. I posted it thinking it would fall into the nether and no one would care. I was very surprised by it's success.

    Anxious. If only I could take all of this and apply it to the real world.

    KHV will always be my home, and without it I probably wouldn't have branched over to YT. KHV is the first place I ever shared a Youtube video of me singing on.

    Being successful-ish on youtube is kind of crazy. The more people sub and follow, the more critics pop up. It helps me improve but also scares me, a lot. I'm getting better at taking criticism and it's teaching me how to make the best of it, ignore the haters, and take helpful tips to heart. But the attention is terrifying [ so far in this QT I feel like a lot of me is just revealing how much I hate myself ]. On a positive note, I was recently asked by a producer I like to collaborate, and I have a lot of things in progress with some more notable youtube singers and dubbers like Shadowlink and Ashe. That's really, really fun.

    --

    [/WHEEZES] this took forever, if i missed question please let me know i can't even. Thank you guys for asking them. ; n ;
    Post by: Jayn, Aug 1, 2013 in forum: The Playground
  9. Jayn
    heeeeeey. * u *

    Past - Kawaii rabu rabu love. ... That's basically it, you were really cute and sweet and nice.
    Current - Now, take all of that kawaii rabu rabu love and blend it in with an excessive amount of k-pop and sometimes some really obscene behavior. This is obviously more off-site but sometimes you get into these 'moods' where you're ... really inappropriate - I'm not sure how else to say that without getting too into it. Sometimes you come on a little 2strong4me, but I think you're in this awkward stage of ~ growing up ~ and finding yourself, which can be hard, and that you'll eventually settle on a personality that doesn't jump suddenly from kawaii babu to hoodrat from the ghetto.

    Overall, I think you're a nice person who cares a little too much what people think of him and still has a lot of growing up to do. You're creative and talented and beneath the at-times gangster exterior [ which I know is just you playing around ], I think you're truly a sweetheart. I miss when we were closer.

    Mish, why u let some people disrespect u so much. Again, mostly off-site, some people literally treat you like a 2 cent hooker and you're just cool with it. I would shank a bitch if someone spoke to me that way. I know it's all in good fun or whatever but sometimes I worry about your level of self-respect, lol. That's probably silly but I just worry when people treat you badly.

    Besides that, you've always been a chill person to me. You're really pretty, and I think you and Fork are really, really cute together. Oh, not to mention your voice. Such a pretty singing voice! I've always appreciated your participating in the chorus and you're one of those I'd really, really miss if you stopped participating. ;c

    omg mish-chan ur beautiful just the way u r

    I don't even know. I still think about that call sometimes and want to hide under a rock.

    First - I thought you were just a jerk. Like, 100%, no questions asked. Once you came back and became immediately caught up in the KHV Revolution of 2012 anti-staff crap, uh. Yeah.
    Now - You've got some rough edges sometimes, but I think that you're a good and loyal friend to those who earn it. I was really surprised when we ACTUALLY interacted one-on-one and you didn't instantly bite my head off. Based off of what you've told me about your life outside of the internet, you're a social person and I'm a bit envious of that and especially of the fact that you actually enjoy your job! I wish I were more of a people person, too.

    It helped a lot to talk to you about certain things, because it gave me another insight on life. I think we're really different, but not in a way that makes us hate each other, if that makes sense. It's a nice difference.

    I also appreciate that your friendship doesn't seem fickle to me. Even when we started talking less and you poofed a couple of times, you weren't suddenly all 'who's jayn' like I expected you to be. The last interaction we had was during Christmas when you came back and said that I had forgotten about you or something with the gifts. Looking back, I realize I shouldn't have taken that so seriously and that you were likely joking - at least mostly, but I thought you were really angry with me. I felt so bad. ; n ; Your reaction to seeing me pop up in the chat recently-ish was really a huge relief because I figured you hated me since we hadn't spoken in so long, haha.

    Anyway, talking to you about my shyness [ and bunny-complex ] and whatnot has always left me feeling more confident, or at least more motivated. You've helped a lot. I am also still very grateful for the help you gave when I was trying to figure out that tumblr coding. You went out of your way for that. It was very sweet. <3

    Oh, and your preference of dubs vs. subs will always baffle me :P. [ nah i getchu ]

    Something I've always wanted to do ... travel. Just get up and leave this city and go somewhere totally new. Also, learn how to speak another language completely.

    I also act and dance. Those things I'm particularly proud of because it requires me to get up in front of a lot of people and be brave and pretend not to be afraid. Another thing I do is cook. Took three years of culinary. I'm always proud when I make something good and it looks really pretty and I take pics of my food a lot.

    Bacon!

    Hmm ... To be honest, I'm not sure, haha. First thing that came to mind was Skyloft from Skyward Sword.

    ONE? Oh god. Hm ... MIRAI NIKKI. <3

    --

    Aaaah, ran out of time. I'll be back. ; - ;
    Post by: Jayn, Jul 31, 2013 in forum: The Playground
  10. Jayn
    Day Four
    Post by: Jayn, Jul 31, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
  11. Jayn
    The night was almost over. In comparison to the beginning of the hour, the screams had died down and deaths had become much less frequent. C.A.G.E - or , that group of crazy girls, continued to raid the forest in search of THE OUTSIDERS, slaughtering anyone who stood in their way [ not that many did ].

    As they said they would, the four started from the edge of the forest, searching the trees as they went. E, the leader of the group, used her flashlight [ from her goodie - bag ] to expose those hidden inbetween the branches and within the hollows of tree trunks. Once discovered, G would shoot them repeatedly with her sling shot until they fell. If that didn't work, E would use her stun gun to immobilize them, or A would climb up after them and saw off the branches they clung to. Assuming the fall didn't snap their neck, the victim would either die via stabbing by C or dismemberment by A, whoever got there first.

    The girls were quick and experienced, moving through the trees and ravine without mercy.

    Sophie was found on the way.

    Once they left the forest, they headed towards the lake. Quite a few teens were found lounging about on the shore. They were killed. Well, all but one - who managed to get away.

    Though C.A.G.E was originally going to walk back towards the camp and call it a victory, a scream from over the water urged them to turn back around and investigate near the cliffs.

    The revving of A's saw alerted Oliver of a hostile presence before he was spotted. He shifted back quickly and pried Pierce away from him, bobbing back further behind the cliffs, fighting the current, and diving under the water.

    Pierce was found.

    Feeling accomplished, C.A.G.E returned as soon as the signal went off alerting them that the games were over.
    Post by: Jayn, Jul 31, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
  12. Jayn
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    : « MUSIC « WEARING « 0 « OOC: N|A :


    Oliver. Oliver I'm over here, He splashed around in the water as he tried to wade to her body, relieved she was okay. Really relieved. When she screamed, his heart dropped, but he noticed the dead body and bit down on his lip. If there were limbs and dead bodies here ... Then the lake ...

    Oliver,

    He settled his wide green eyes back on her, breathless. She held onto them and grabbed at a branch. He pried her fingers away and held their place inside of her.

    Oliver, are you okay? I'm sorry.

    He wasn't okay at all. Why was she saying his name so much.

    I ...

    Ugh, he couldn't even pretend.

    What, they were just going to ... wade here? It was so cold. He pulled Pierce tighter against him. There were dead bodies in the water. Who was killing people in the water? How many people ran to the water? He still didn't understand anything about this game. Why were they killing each other - who / what was the common enemy? There had to be a common enemy.

    He didn't understand.

    He just wanted to go home.
    Post by: Jayn, Jul 31, 2013 in forum: Retirement Home
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    Where to next? I think we should head back towards the campfire. G, what's your clock say?






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    ... 28 minutes ...






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    Oh, good! If we go now, we'll make it back -






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    We are not returning yet. The outsiders are living. No signal has gone off to signify anyone has achieved immunity.






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    Who gives a fuck about them now? We don't need some stupid immunity if the game is halfway over. Besides, I'm tired of listening to these pussies beg.






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    Ala - ... A. If you really believe that Mr. Grant will only repay us with some silly immunity, then you are truly naïve. You can not possibly suppose that these outsiders will be set free by the end of this?






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    Yeah, imagine what will happen if the game ends without them being offed! They'll tell everybody! Outsiders have no sense of loyalty. Let's hunt them!






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    Mr. Grant is sure to greatly reward us, girls. Come along now, there is only a half an hour left. You can stand that much, can you not? Where do the thirteen-year-olds usually hide? In the forest, the lake, and the trees. We will start here in the forest and push through. Keep an eye out above you.





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    Eventually during their sprinting, Oliver turned off the cell phone light. The sounds of the dying made him sick. What would they do if they knew he wasn't a teenagaer? Would it make a difference? Why was this even necessary for them to do?

    He thought back to the population spike ... Hmm.

    Oliver, what if we got in the water?

    That sounded like an awful idea. He looked towards the sound of her voice before spinning around. They had elevated somewhere along their escaping. The moon poured light down over onto them, making him feel exposed and vulnerable. The lip of the small cliff shrouded it's bottom in darkness, but the sound of the lake let them know it was there.

    We could jump...

    Aha, no.

    Pierce bent down and moved a bolder out of the way, setting her back there. He stared at her, and subconsciously reached for his cell phone. His cell phone. He didn't want to leave it here or get it wet. It was his baby. He saved all of his most treasured text messages, sorting them into different folders and - and ... all of the pictures he had saved over the years. He felt heartbroken.

    He pulled the phone out of his pocket and felt his lip tremble a bit, removing the sim card and sliding it safely into Pierce's bag. He prayed it'd be alright. He had been holding onto those memories tighter than he had thought. His phoooone.

    All set, she said. He didn't feel like he had much of a choice in the matter. He was about to suggest that he go first, just in case death awaited them upon jumping, but he didn't let her. Pierce took off, lunging into the water. His heart was pounding. This was terrible. Terrible, terrible, terrible!

    1, 2, 3 -- ****.

    Okay, for real.

    1, 2, 3 ... God damn!

    He paced nervously for a moment, until he heard a scream - much too close for comfort. Survival instinct finally decided jumping was the better option regardless, and he leapt into the water with his eyes closed and body as relaxed as he could make it.

    Water flooded his ears and the screams became muted and obsolete. He tried to kick his way to the top for air, but the current was so strong, and the water was so cold. He was tossed about by the waved for a bit, flailing and panicking in the hold of the lake. Then, when he felt that he might take in a gulpful of water, his fingers brushed up against the familiar softness of skin. Pierce. His fingers wrapped around hers, and he felt a surge of motivation as he kicked upwards until his face was out of the water.

    He gasped, opening his eyes and blinking water away from his lashes. He turned towards Pierce, wondering what to do next, but she wasn't there. Maybe she couldn't swim? Panic.

    He tugged on her hand, pulling her upwards. The water made her lighter ... actually, ridiculously light. Like a feather.

    Wait.

    Oliver looked down into the murky depths, lifting his and Pierce's joined hands up and out of water. He immediately gagged. It wasn't Pierce after all. It was just a hand. No, an arm. Blood still leaked from the severed limb. He flung it as far as he could manage, and gagged again, throwing a hand over his mouth.

    When he somewhat recovered, he spun around again.

    P-Pierce! So cold ... Jesus Christ! Pierce!

    He called again, just loud enough. The waves would crush the sound of his voice to anyone near, he hoped. He felt hysterical. He needed to see her pop up from the water. Oh god.

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    whoa ilu 2 boi <33

    Well, just the other day I was thinkin' about you and how great a friend you are. I really think you're one of the greatest friends I've ever had on KHV, if not THE greatest. No matter how many years went by or how anti-social I got, you were there to talk to, and you reached out to me even when I was coming across like I didn't want to be bothered. You've sent me birthday and christmas presents and even way back in the day when all that drama was spewing out between me and some others, you never changed your opinion of me and you were always the same loving, accepting Jake ever and that's meant more to me than I think you'll ever really know. I think about it quite often, actually. Even though we don't talk 24/7 or anything, I love and appreciate you a lot, and I really cherish our friendship. You've always come across 100% genuine and unassuming. I want nothing but the best for you and I hope you don't ever be forgettin' that you mean a lot to me, yo. ♥

    10,000. omfg when you showed me that picture of u with the facial hair and the hat i was like sobbing at how much you've grown holy crap. you have beautiful eyes, i'm jealous of your hair, and you're just a cutie.


    I know, I believe you. I know you don't mean any harm. I think you have a good heart, I really do. Just sometimes, man.

    Eh. Maybe if we were closer friends, or we were hangin' with a group of KHV members. But just you and I ... that sounds uncomfortable for me.

    Hi, HoT!

    1. Hmm ... I think you've been a bit passive aggressive lately towards some members, which I can understand because some people are just jerks, but sometimes I think you lash out and it may be better to approach certain situations with a bit more control instead of a 'can't beat 'em join 'em' mentality. I think you're an emotional person, and kind of dramatic sometimes, but overall I think you're a good - hearted guy with a lot of love to give. I like how enthusiastic about things you can be, and you're fun to be around as long as the mood is good and there's no drama, haha. I think you've grown a lot as a member and you'll continue to do so!

    2. If it's mine, 100 Days, if it's someone else's; I had high hopes for this one. :'c

    3. 100 Days.

    4. Bacon!

    5. I loved Inception for a while there. Now I don't really think I have one.

    6. I was really proud of this one when I first finished it because I felt I felt confident about the mixing [ minus the harmonies ], lyrics and vocals which is really rare for me - I usually hate everything I ever do, haha. This one was really fun, though, because I arranged the instrumental and took a sorta yandere tone on it [ u know how much i love yanderes ].

    Hahaha, good question. Definitely purple.

    Nnn.
    They're aiight.
    Then - I don't really remember? I know there was a period where I felt you were mean, lol. Then I was neutral for a while.
    Now - I pretty much love you? It's a weird thing, because I feel you act differently on the forum, and even in chats, from how you do when we talk one-on-one. I don't know why. Sometimes I wonder, because of how differently you can be, if you're just talking to me for kicks and one day you'll just post all of our chat logs and tell me how much of a loser I am. Other times I just wonder if you're ... tsundere?

    You've been a really good friend to me, and very, very understanding. I really enjoy talking to you and appreciate your wisdom, advice and openness. I also have this feeling of not wanting to disappoint you, because you've been so sweet when it comes to supporting my music and the things I try to do and stuff. I just don't want to fail in your eyes. hafoiahiofhao.

    I think you're a cool cat and you get extra points for being one of my ppl. No, but seriously, I admire your ambition and you're extraordinarily talented. I don't think you're a 'bad guy' though sometimes you come off as kind of aggressive on the forum.

    You're pretty funny, imo, and I'm glad you came back. I don't know if you remember, but there was that time we PM'd each other about certain hwl ~ things ~ and they were things I don't go around telling everybody about, and it felt really, really nice to talk to you and not feel really alone about it because it's kind of an odd ... thing.

    I always avoid the subject when it comes up, but I would feel actually pretty honored if we did a song together, which is why I kind of just hide from it because I don't feel good enough.

    All the tiiiiiime.

    I used to be. I'm not really up-to-date with her stuff anymore, though. ;c

    Homemade potato soup. * u *
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    Aah.

    1. Hm. I thought you were a little strange, but it was okay. I felt more like you were a victim of some sort and members just bullied you needlessly. I don't remember how we met.
    2. Now I think you're a little obnoxious. My levels of annoyance with you go up and down. Sometimes I'm totally fine with you. I dislike it when you harass me about dumb things like my visibility status or whatever. I think that this is just the way you are and there's nothing anyone can do to change you. I wonder how long you plan on staying on KHV. Sometimes you've a bit passive aggressive and I think you're trolling everyone with your cluelessness, and other times I still think people should just leave you alone. Complicated opinion of you.
    3. Chevy boo-boo child. Non staff: uh. I'll think on this, no one specifically really comes to mind.
    4. Bacon, cream soda, bacon and bacon. [ I really like homemade macaroni and cheese, too ].
    5. Color - purple. Number - none, really. I used to say 7 but I don't actually care about 7, that's just something I grabbed when I was little.
    6. Ew, schools. Ew, college. Literally everything sucked. In high school I said 'English' was my favorite for a while but that changed to being chef / culinary class.
    7. You're whatever you want to be. I am average.
    8. Yes. c;
    9. I would be uncomfortable with that. I mean, it would be interesting, hypothetically. But ... yeah, hypothetically, haah.
    10. It's aiight.

    Nope! Not that I can remember. I think you're pretty adorable.
    Purple.
    Ocarina of Time [ Zelda ]. Corpse Party was a fun time, too.
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