byes, Cya tomarrow, (hopefully)....
Roxas sat up hugging Xathabat putting his blankets around her, he hugged her tightly, trying to warm her up. "If the bloods comeing just let it out..." said Roxas, "We will go through the blood like together like a younger brother and older sister would go through a problem together." Roxas looked away from her as the pain in his stomach came back along with the taste of blood. "Mines comeing out also..."
"Nope, not yet..." said Kairi, she smiled thankful that sota got the girls to leave.
oh man...I'm sorry i have to go now....I'll talk to you tomarrow...
"I'm not standing up to anything...at least not now..." said Roxas laying under the covers of the bed, he was cold.
Yeah...get on people!!!!
"I promise I won't hurt myself anymore..." said Roxas he looked at the ground shakeing, "I'll see how long I can keep the promise...I'll try my hardest, but at times I like the pain."
True....:D
"Fine..." said Roxas he hugged her, "I'll stay in here then... Don't fallow me if i go out in the hall, please, just don't..." OOC:I know what you mean...I'm a negitive person too...even thought I smile at times...
that would be alot of people.....:D
"Xathabat...Stay here, I'm just going to be outside, I'll make sure you can see me...I'm not going to do it agian, at least not now...I just can't face them...not like this..." said Roxas placeing his hand on his cut wraist, he winced agian.
I know....I wish alot of peopel were on....
"I dunno..." Said Roxas he hid his face back in his hands. he then laid down. "I think Axel and Xion are near by..." said Roxas senseing them he showed his face the tears were gone, but his eyes showed that they were for a fact crying, "That means I have to go soon." Roxas sighed he didn't want to see Xion's face, right now just thinking about her made him mad, thinking about Axel made him gulitly.
sanme here....:D
Roxas nodded crying still he looked at xathabat, "Thank you...see your not helpless." said Roxas he smiled at her.
Kairi laughed slightly at what sota said she was enjoying this. She smiled when the girls looked at her, but when they turned around agian kairi laughed agian.
okay...i don't know what mine is from...
Roxas looked at Xathabat for a second then hid his face in his hands, but first he pulled his selve to hide the cut. "She was the only one who stopped me from killing myself...and now she is gone." said Roxas, "what if I am not able to control myself, What If I try to kill myself agian and then actually die... I don't think any one would miss me...well, you and Demyx would, but proably no one else!" Roxas' voice was muffled and he was so confused for some reason. "Everyone once did make fun of me when I cried...I try so hard not to cry but..." Roxas's voice trailed off, he could speak anymore, that memeory lead to Mixtsuki agian.
"Plans what plans?" Said Kairi looking at them, "I don't remeber plans, and I never even talked to you guys that much so why would I make plans with you?"
"yeah..." said Kairi laughing, "I say just let them come, then hopefully you could scare them off..."
